Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Buffetting : Choices 3
Well, I think I'm one fickle-minded son of a bitch.
1st was the country, 2nd was the universities in Malaysia, now the course itself.
Fucked up would be the term comes into mind naturally.
Talked to Clayden the other day about taking an alternative degree which is Linguistics.
Why? Well, language is the most formidable weapon! Cliche as it sounds, the tongue is always sharper than the sword.
And plus I always think that possessing multiple languages is definitely a plus point in a person's life, and definitely makes someone sexier~
The thing is I enjoy talking and yapping, and taking linguistics seemed to be logical because of the amount of time I deal with the ways and flow of a specific language.
Geez I've even started to correct my own phonetics these days, must be the long break.
So now its like Medicine and Linguistics.
I'm not sure if I should put Law or anything else into the list right now, its just that I really need an extra insurance because of the doc overdose issue.
33 medical institution churning out at least 200 doctors in a year! By the time I graduate there are already 33X200X(5+1) = you do the math.
So yes I worry ALL THE TIME, screw me again.
Its actually all about the family thing. It's like you've settled down before that you are going to take medicine, and when people asked you say" tentatively medicine" and the whole community will pin you down and expect you to treat them in 5 years time.
Earth to Community, I haven't even enroll yet. All these long holiday seemed to make it even harder to keep myself focused onto the course itself because of the amount of exposure I'm dealing with, its like SPM break all over, just that now its magnified by at least 3 times.
If someone were to be blamed it would be the family background again. Typical chinese family, cousins compared with cousins, eldest son being the top cream in the house, you name it I've probably lived it.
I just wished the local universities can release their results faster, and July lands in faster.
I'm suffocating like shit now.