Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Buffetting : Natural Selection

No, its not Darwin's Theory... It's more like sapiens' theory.

Finally, 2 papers are down, 2 more to go, and mid-term ends.

Surprisingly, I managed to stay composed and paced up at the same time to complete my maths paper. It was intimidating earlier because I wasn't able to interpret or understanding most of the questions, yet I managed to solve those which I was supposed to.

Anyway, the papers these 3 days were just delightful, minus the fact that my cgpa may not be that strong.

What about natural selection? Ranting about my past biology paper?

Nope, it's on selection of friends.

It's natural that human select "good-looking" friends on the 1st impression.

So why am I talking about this again? Must be the constant flow of good-looking chicks and hunks on the net lately.


It's about my close circle friends.

Lately, we have been, much drafted apart.

It's true. Today we are the closest friends,

Tomorrow, we are still best friends.

Next week, we are better friends.

Next month, we are good friends.

Next year, we are friends.

Next decade, we are acquaintances.

Next century, we no longer recognize each other.

And the cycle repeats everyday, for everyone.

Unless ur best friend sleeps beside every night, meaning your wife/husband/soul mate, that would make you remember em for a life time.

So, I guess I will just elaborate as much as I feel lately.

I'm not demanding for attention, nor care , nor meaningless postings via Facebook.

What I'm asking for is a little care, not for me, but for my other friend.

Spending time for the past half of 2010 to have surprises for so many of our friends, even in examination period and also the unlimited cashing out of turqious paper note.

So what he had done for the past few months was nothing.

His very own surprise, was NOTHING to us.


Yes, there were calls, smses or emails.

I didn't call him.

I didn't text him.

I didn't mail him via facebook.

I took action.

It's a lie to say that you don't have time.

It's a lie to say that you are busy over exams.

It's a lie to say that others are having exams.

So I have plenty of time?

So I don't have exams?

So WE don't have exams?

Our's are ten times harder by scale and you know it.

So having to join others' surprise forfeits the close circle's jubilee?

I resent that.

Nevertheless, its a good thing we managed to have a life outside of teenage hood.

We might still be in the same class, but we certainly made new circles of friends, and new comrades, who cared to cherish moments with us, and they were there to contribute.

As for you, I know from the earliest moment that, you excuses would be...

You know the answers.

Surprises and birthdays.

Since when it became something so dark and so important in our lives.

Maybe, it was never a part of our lives before...

Anyway, just some pictures to share for what my form 6 peeps managed to screw our beloved Dato Xtina Heng Chong(JIA) Wei.

post celebration girl shopping

Say no to kolam

classic gesture
Before war

And till today, I've finally understood that, I've finally lived beyond my high school lives.

Bravo Pre-U Seniors SS17. You guys make a great bunch of gengkawan.

I'm now reaching adulthood.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Buffetting : As Life Continues

Heya. Even though I might be secluded in the sea of delocalised books for the next 2 weeks, I think I owe this blog a post before I decide to ignore it for 3 whole weeks due to the very existence of EXAM.

Anyway, news update.

The juniors are finally in the house, making the Pre-U SMKSS17 a whole again( with juniors and seniors.) The weird thing is, the same ol tradition continues, in which people tends to cast a high band on the competing school instead of their own. In this case, the school would be Seafield.( in case of those who doesn't know, Cfield is another school offering f6 course, but they are arrogant enough to accept schools from USJ only.)

Well, I have not done school transfers before, simply I do not need it. Studying is a self thing, not exactly a school thing. If you expect the school to give you everything at this stage of education, I guess you are going to be one of those to go for tuition even at university level.

And that was for the juniors.

As for the seniors, we went for a field trip, or more like a torture trip to Putrajaya for our Pengajian Am seminar. Honestly speaking, more of the topics brought up were in-school explained, meaning, there wasn't any worth discussing over. The topics were suppose to be taught in school, and the students are suppose to have those knowledge equipped to themselves even before we attend the talk.

The teachers might be disappointed in the lack of questions our school students have posted, but hey, if we have nothing to ask about, there wouldn't be any need at all to post them right? So that was that. Owh yea, we had to use our hands for lunch because the organizers were ignorant enough to not prepare enough utensils for us. Owh well. its just the system we live in anyway. Plus, I actually had fun using hands. It was kinda, nostalgic I guess, in the lack of term.

Another weird thing throughout the seminar, I've noticed, only GUYs smiled at me, and no girls did at all. The glitch was, all the guys smiled at me were Malays, and dang they were good-looking. I, of course returned them sincerely with the Binn's Signature Smile and live on with my day. Most of my friends thought it was awkward, but I guess I will just enjoy it in one corner of my heart~

Just had a conversation with my friend about another friend of mine doing his degree overseas.

It was just another different prospective of seeing the issue of studying overseas just after spending 3 months in Adelaide. He sounded, regretful. Of course people do say they weren't, which what I would have done simply because it was MY choice. So, I have no say to regret over it, nor any excuse to defend myself when people ask(in a Malaysia way) "Why choose the place at first leh?"

I've chosen Japan. I'm not really sure of what I would be facing, be it the hardship or stress. But one thing I would have known is, I am going to enjoy every last bit of my days over there. No matter how terrible the place is, Japan is the one of the best-technologically inclined country over the globe. Seriously, it can't be THAT bad , right?

As for my friend, I'd say give or take. It only has been 3 months. Even babies need 18 years before they grow into hot hunks or hot chicks. So, time is of an essence for a person to adapt to what kinda of circumstances they have been landed into. I didn't exactly like the life of a form 6 students at first, but over the semesters, I've still adapted to it. In fact, I love the life in form 6, minus the fact that I have constant heavy load of homework and nonsensical assignments which contributes nothing to my results. And yes, I took a year.

Well, like I said, life still continues. I'm in my Advance 2 Japanese course now. I now start to feel the pressure, and the urge for me to know more if I ever want to compete in Japan, as a biology student. I'm not sure if I am able to stuff the immense dosage of biological prefixes into the tiny brain of mine, but as for now, I need isolation so I can focus. I've actually planned to shower in school so I can concentrate better in the library after school. Lunch? I guess some green apples of honey-whipped yogurt will do.

Sorry for the lack of pictures, my internet went haywire and geez, google is being a bitch again.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Buffetting : Opportunities

This 2 weeks has been filled with opportunities.

1st of, I was the head of the Golden Friday Camp committee, plus MC.

2nd, I am going to be MC again for the Hari Anugerah Kualiti this Saturday.

3rdly, I am going to be Main activity Coordinator again for the Junior's orientation next monday.

And last but not least, I got the letter from the Japan Embassy of Malaysia, informing me that I'm eligible for the written examination this coming May.

I'm really excited, and nervous at the same time. Meaning I have to juggle between both my school exams and this scholarship entrance exam.

Yet, since their syllabus overlaps, might as well go full out for my future.

I'm now once step closer to my dream.

I wish by next April, I can start posting on my flight to Narita Airport.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Buffetting : Dejavus

Its midnight now, and I probably will suffocate myself with regrets for not completing any work tonight due to undivided attention towards Pokemon Heart Gold.

Anyway, its just a random thought I had lately which I'd really wanted to post up here.

It's about X again.

I know, bad timing but its not about X , X... Its more like about, someone who looks like X in my current school.

Let this person be F.

F has the same eyes like X did, I guess that was how I fell for X at the first place. Their eyes has the same sparkle.

Guess what, they somewhat share something in common.

Well, the only thing I know is F has the same sports talent like X had.

I don't know F like how I knew X. F just drops by every Tuesday when I'm off for duty and F just somehow pay to me most of the time.

It's just a less than 30 seconds moment, but the feeling of X just comes rubbing in like last year.

Yet, it wasn't THAT vigorous.

Guess blinding myself with studies can be real helpful.

Anyway, I had finally concluded my event involvement history in SS17 yesterday. From now on, its full system ahead for 4 Flat.

I wonder if I can stay away from the laptop until the final blow comes.

Yes, of course I can.

I will wrap up the Golden Friday Camp tomorrow, and then its bye bye to laptop, hello sea of delocalised books.