That dirty little chinese secret

最近又再胡思乱想乐，搞不好之后会患上精神错裂。看到朋友们一步一步地走向人生的分叉路，不禁地打了冷震。自己又在想什么呢？到底我会走向哪边呢？医科与 媒体，倆拥有各自的特色和利弊，但打从心里我又对哪个领域的倾向会较强呢？？想到这点，脑里常常在打仗，心里也不断地唤起了自相矛盾的念头，天啊！！！我 怎么那么乱啊？？？？？？ＳＰＭ成绩在３月１２号就揭晓了，希望i到时候真的可以好好朝向生活目标前进吧。

另一方面，在胡思乱想中，也对自己的性倾向渐渐地涌起了疑心。我，到底会有可能变成同性恋吗？？？　说真的，十年前我可能说是喜欢女生但被十年的肥仔生活的概念与摧残下，我发现，就算我终于有了标准男孩的身体，我还是留下了童年的阴影，到了今天，也不敢与女生谈上一场恋爱。

我变了。

我害怕被伤害，而变。
我害怕被批评，而变。
我害怕被拒绝，而变。

或许是曾经被伤害，或许已放弃，我知道想和一个女生在一起是对自己的背叛。

不知不觉，我发现，我与女生，除了好朋友之外，再也不可能发展到下个阶段。

对。我有女友陪伴我，但是，在他的手下，哪怕只有一句“你还好吧？”也足于让我整天心花怒放。

为什么？

我到了这刻也不断地在责问我。就算想发展，也是禁断的感情。

应该是中三起，我已对他留下了深刻的应像。说起来，还蛮怀念与他发诳的日子。到了中五，与他共处一室，更常瞪住他的背影，好让他回头答复我的眼神。

老实说，他是蛮厉害放电的，而我就是“被电者”排名第一的。

但我们都算是好友，在一起时日子也不会过得尴尬。与他相处，就好像每天都在过情人节一样。

虽然我知道他只当我是朋友，心中的思念并不会消失。而我，也傻傻地支持他所作的一切。

就算为了把他和另一个女友撮合，我也己所不为，毕竟，喜欢一个人，只为了让他开心。

只要他笑，我的心里也开放着欢喜。

想起来，总觉得自己还蛮变态的。

到了今天，大家都还在问我，交了女友吗？我都不会回答，因为，我对自己的性倾向是一窍不通的。

也许我还有结婚的机会；也许，我还在等着他来接受我。

如果读者们读了这段稿，对我会有极大的改观的说，我为有说，我看错了你。

Of the personality test

Assertive

You behave in a confident and forceful manner, take charge of the situation, raise your hand in class, stand up for what you think is right, and lead others.

You are not interested in fading into the woodwork, leaving everything to fate, taking more time than necessary to accomplish a task, or avoiding confrontation.

Among those who have a high score on the "assertive" trait, many have jobs in which they are valued for their organizational skills as well as their talent for supervising others.

Sympathetic

You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.

You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.

Buttoned-Down

You like to know that everything is in its place; it's somehow empowering to know that the world around you is neat and organized. For you, schedules and timelines are great ways to stay on track, and mowing down the items on your "to do" list is a source of happiness.

You do not believe that a clean, orderly desk is the sign of a person who doesn't have enough to do; you don't thrive on a sense of personal anarchy.

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

Tender

You are gentle with others, both physically and emotionally. You are careful not to upset people and go out of your way to find the nicest way to say something. You naturally focus on the fact that the world is full of wonderful people, places, and things.

You don't think of yourself as tough-minded or gruff, nor do you need to be seen as some kind of objective source of truth and rationality.

More often than not, people with a high score on the "tender" trait enjoy spending time with children, love romantic movies, and are enthusiastic about making the world a better place.

Empathetic

You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.

You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.

Emotional

You let it all hang out, and those around you always know what you're going through.

You are not isolated from your emotions; no one would call you "cold-blooded," or even "cool as a cucumber."

Passionate

You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.

You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

Creative

You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss.

You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.

People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.

i think i really have to agree with most of the traits up there, the first 3 traits were my OUTSHINE traits, so peeps, are they?

Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Mokia and Zamsung?

Working in Hei Tech Ville, 8th Floor, Room number 2 for 2 days have been quite interesting. Well, at least my superior is super cool... He lets us off earlier which is like just 30 minutes only, but i don't think any other places do that. And he had also explained plenty Secrets of ELECTRONICS..

Which is better? Mokia, Zamsung, ELJee, Notorollia, or Zony Berickzone? Well,actually he said Zamsung is the best so far, considering everything now... Me and my friend who worked there together doubted Zamsung's capability but after some brain-washing from Mr Yong, we agreed to this statement...

Mokia, the 1st choice of people in the world, because of their low cost and user-friendly function, but one thing is, Mokia uses components made of harmful radiating substances, so Yong's friends who visited the factory of Mokia in Qhina never ever want to use Mokia again... and i was intimidated too hahaha...

And Zony B, the sound system doesn't meet the standard and may cause ear cancer due to the radiation also, as Zony B was once banned also, according to Iong...

So, the last option around would be Zamsung, as it is the 2nd place, after Mokia , following by I-phone..

Owhkay.,.. now im confused again coz he IS a pro, and trust me he can twist and turn electronics and codes of phone, computers and electronics like crazy, and all the problems he came up with, maybe i should give Zamsung a shot, since i can call him anytime for FREE repair service, if he is nice enough....

sooo... more info feed on phones and electronics dude, PS: i know some of the phone codes now and i can hack into ur deleted videos, files, messages and musics in your phones and pcs... muahahahaha,,,, dont let me catch u RED HEE-ANDED~~~

Thats all peeps!!!

Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Hired again

Owhkay finally my status is updated to "EMPLOYED" again, owh well, after these whole month of stay-at-home-and-rot after chinese newy year, i have successfully put in a few more kilos (OH MY EFFING GODDDDDDDDD!!!!!)

well, no use crying over spilt milk, time to get serious and start putting up the diet plan again.. and back to hired, i will be working in Menara Hi-Tech just beside Segi College subang starting tomorrow as a software downloader... if you guys out there ever wanna yam cha with me, you can call me up and we can meet in summit~~` Starbucks is gud enough mmuahahahahahahha...

rm 5 per hour, worth the trouble, but the real trouble is the tranposrt of getting there, anyone wants to let me hitch hike to summit?

one last joke before i wrap up:

girl: mum what is a penis?
mum: penis is a something you will have once you become a good girl.
girl: what if i becomes a bad girl?
mum: then you will have a lot of penises!

dumb, but at least you are laughing~

Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Of Accelerators, Brakes And Clutches 5

Yes i have passed on the road test with having some tea with my examiners but my bukit was a downer.... yes i have failed... trying next monday~~~

honestly it was the freakin cars!!!! Malaysia is too poor to have good quality cars for exams... the hand brake of my car was litterally crushed i can even see the spring!!! And fuck those examiners... that fat ass... ask me to do again..... my second time was a real fucked up ass cause ya know what? the accelerators coudln't be felt!!! and i mati engine when i was heading upwards... I was trying to go slow, but too bad the fucking car mati on the way...

owh welll done nagging time to be nagged~~

Swithering Away.
Kurozakura-Binn

Of Accelerators, Brakes And Clutches 4

Okay, This might be the 2nd last posts on my driving lessons, and gosh I am obsessed to get this posts done by next monday, because I'm having my P License EXAM!!!!!! Tomorrow, 6.30 a.m. I will have to start shivering of fear, because it have been 3 months since I had sat for an exam, again...

But that would be for tomorrow's post, what is interesting was yesterday. Guess what? I went for driving lessons with Yuet and May Zhen. Since MZ was only having her 3rd time, she was with Mr Ting, so me and Yuet the PROs(so to speak) went with ourselves. So we did the basics, Bukitting, 3 Point Turn and also Parking. We both did splendid jobs on those, until yuet got a little panicky and I tagged on panicking.

It was bukitting, and yuet was trying to go down the slope.What was stupid is that she "mati-enjin" meaning the car's engine died off(direct translation) when she was half way going down the slope. As a panicking pair, Yuet was busy restarting while I automatically pulled the Hand BRake.

As result, the 140 kg load pulled down to the gravity with a loud "SHREKKKKKKK" sound when I pulled the hand brake. And Yuet was like, "Ooi!!!! Don't pull lar! I started the engine already!!!" but deaf me who only Obeserve instead of listen ignored. As she released the hand brake, the car started moving freaking fast and I pulled the HBrake again because it was kinda "jam" after the slope cause everyone is doing parking also. And there goes another "SHREKKKKK" session...

So, next was parking. Yuet kinda stumbled and knocked down a "ti-ang" and I had to picked up for her. And that was when she spotted a "leng-chai" behind us. She was happy yet embarassed. We said sorry to the guy with a wave and continued with 3 point turn.

And the whole day, yuet was obssessed in "bumping" into the leng chai, luckily she didn't mean it literally or its De-Ja-Vu for me, referring to *my first accident* to know more..

Later on we went for On-the-road syllabus, which is a migrain coz we need to memorize the route.... nonsense... but anyway... its only gonna be one day, and ader bagi duit kopi sikit so hope can pass with a breeze....

After my P, i will be free and I can hunt down every pastry shop I can find in Subang Jaya and also every Fitness First everyday to "re-build" mua body ~~~ muahahahahaha


and SPM results is near the corner... hope I can score well~


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Fantasizing~

How kiddy you think i might be, i found myself freaking lifeless enough to do this.. Okay, remember when you were small and you were all into Power Rangers and all the cartoons??? We didn't know Special Effects existed before, until we were in like what? Secondary school? Nevertheless, my heart still lies young and wild for my fantasies to burn every night~

So, when I was back in secondary school, I was stuck to a group of great friends, which I always though of ourselves as a team of super heroes(bullshitting*rolling eyes)

So, I had the first blue ranger in mind, it would be IMAN!!!! Coz he is super smart and most blues are smart!!! muahahahah
Isn't he yummy?


And this was two of my favourite blueys for iman coz they were sooo smart and cool!!! Billy and Justin~

And as an external gift, Iman was gifter with Premonition, so he knew all the test papers' questions hahaha, like how Phoebe had in Charmed!








Cool right? Haha i know, special effects are such life-enrichment~ so, my team mate is next:


Jer Renn!!! Of course he is in!!! He will be the best team mate ever! And i always had him as the REd Ranger! Why? The instincts~ And he would be the original red or SPD red~



And since he likes Prue so much, he will definitely enjoy the gift of telekinesis~








So, we have two already, next would be the one and only Yi Xian!! a.k.a. Isaac in my fantasies~
As for him , I chose him to fit into the black rangers as he looks real good in black, I think though I had never seen him in black~

And he blow things up like advanced-Piper!





Okay, I know we are desperate for girls right now, fine.. As for PINK, I chose my mama~Stephanie to fit into it~


As for her external powers, Freezing molecules!



And don't forget, yuet yin is definitely in the club~
And who she is gonna be? She is the one and only Yellow Ranger muahahahah



As she was gifted with levitating powers for the karate kicks!


Okie... We had fun didn't we? 5 cool rangers!! and cool powers! But, 5 fellow is boring, lets make it to 7 should we?Some may be unsatisfy of this, but i am satisfied because green somehow suites Jia Wei a lot!!!


So, he inherits the power of Green~~~~~


As for his external powers, Astral Projection~like what prue had

As for the last mate, your one and only truely, ME!!!

Not a good image, but i have to persevere....

I had always wanna be the odd one out, which makes me the white and gold ranger!!Though i didn't really love the white ranger, he had Gold on him hahahaha.... But the latest Go-on gold really blend into me!!1 He is super cool with his boxing moves~



As for my external powers, I loved Paige's power of orbing!!!!

Telekinesis Orbing and Teleport-Orbing.. super cool~~~


Pretty sucky huh? I got 2while others got only one... owh well thats linked powers~~~

Okay... so im outta boredome now~~~ to wrap it up, my power gang:
Currently indulging in Charmed series again~~~

Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Of Accelerators, Brakes and Clutches + Gear 3

Sounds boring but still, i have to say driving is real tiring, especially, when you are 6 footed squeezed into a kancil, constantly need to compress the clutch and change the gear.. Yes, that would be me*smack head into monitor* why do we have to suffer all these crap??? Ugh.. anyways.. today i dealt with 3 stuffs, which completes my driving syllabus:

A) 3 point turn
B) parking and
C) On the road

Yes, these are basics, thousand times easier than drifting, but look, I sweated like mad in the car!!!

So, I was told to drive all the way from some astray housing area to my circuit, it was a real pain as i need to keep changing the gear, looking out for cars, balancing the freaking clutch and acceltr... my goodness.... This is even worse than the days of me running around in the corridors of Rakuzen... yet I perservered...

I got the hang of signalling by now, its just the gear and balancing.. I still need a few more hours nof practising as I am still confused of when and where to apply them, wish my driving day aint gonna be this bad, if I "mati-enjin" as much as the times i ahve made today, I will be dead.. *hang head with cloth*

Three point turn waa easy in theory, just three simple steps:
A) Enter the rectangular from the leftside, never from the right and then stop.
B) See the arrow, enter it and sgtaring turning when the car reach the 2nd "ti-ang"
C) Brake once you have reach near the "ti-ang" and turn the steering to the left MAX
D) Then change to Reverse gear, and release the clutch SLOWLY, and rest the feet at the brake pad, and watch the car reversing.
E) Same formula, watch for the "ti-ang" and brake once you are close enough.
F)Turn the steering to the right MAX ans release the clutch slowly.
G)Make a u-turn b turning to the left MAX.
H)Once reach the 1st "ti-ang" turn twice full circles to the right and continue driving.

Fine, make it 3-squared steps, but it is ok.. I jujst need to watch for my eyes...

As for parking, I think i still need a LOT more practices... But few simple basic formulas:
A)Drive into the rectangle and make sure the car is alligned with the yellow line.
B)then turn to the >>>Oops<<<

I can only continue this post tomorrow because my sis is flaming now... what to do? my pc crashed!!! somebody help me!!!!

Anyways, exam is next monday!!! this friday another leg cramming session!! wish me luck peeps!


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

I’m Going Kame Hame Ha with Dragonball Evolution’

Okay... Nuffnang did it again!!! I so love NN right now~ shitty bimboic act~ nothing less, the picture~

ME and my beloved sister~ who ever who know these two peeps, do not laugh ok? They are real cool in real life, maybe i shall get another picture tomorow... Post subject to edit ok?!!!!

Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

We have a V-babe in da housE!

So my cousin bro is having his 14th birthday on February 14th, happy birthday my favouriye cousin!!!!! May you stay fit, sexy, hot and yummy forever!!! (HE have a freaking tough ass!!! I like to kick them all the time... *evil grin*

The green tea cake from RT house, best in sJ~
Prank to make him Creamy~~~
The same ol ceremony~
A candid to close the post~

Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Has not hit puberty but can ejaculate???

Ok, don't let the title scare now should we? It is not about the human male's anatomy, its about what is happening around the world right now....

This little guy over here is only 13 this freaking year, and he freaking became a baby girl's father right now... Don't let his looks deceive you, as this little cutey here has already lose his virginity by now... Gosh, even I who has reached 17 last August haven't even been through that and his baby girl, Maisie is already born this February.

See the cudly little girl there? Her mum and her dad. Gosh what is really going on with the world right now? First its gay and lesbian, though people have been accepting them now and they have their very rights by now, which I do stand by them. Now, its underage parenthood??? Okay, need a break from this reality~ Fine, it is OKAY for them to have the baby, it is FINE to know and undergo the process of LEARNING about sex by having one, but look, how are they gonna survive later on?

Fine, even if they are gonna be happily ever after, but now the problem is, he is 13, and he is performing against the law. He is having premarital plus prematured sex. Actually, THEY are having it. But now what is concerned about is not how they do it, it is WHY.

Sex Education has been one of the top rated event around the globe lately, due to the soaring statistics of STD, or simpler, HIV or AIDS. Boys and girls reach their puberty at around 13 and 11 respectively, yet this little guy up there had sex during 12? and if you do the math, the girl concieved the baby around what, June last year? Holy dang!!!!! Look, the point is, who is there to guide these lost lambs? Out of curiosity they just have it?

Honestly, today i was quite well exposed to Sexual Education subject, from the internet and the television. I recalled the movie "Parenthood" in HBO, which they conveyed a down-to-earth scene on how parents in the 90s and even today facing problem in dealing with their kids, and one of them was watching porn.

Look, I don't mind people watching honestly, cause one of my friends has been telling the whole school how it is and all the vocabularies they have in it including,blow job, hand job, anal sex, cumming, bukkake or whatever it is, and turn out he is still a great friend! And watching porn DOESN't corrupt your mind that much, it actually doesn't affect you at all!!

Why? Because it was the high time adolescences learn about all these stuffs!! Yes, in the science text book form 3, there are knowledge on these subjects but hey, they are just black and white printed pictures, how the hell are we suppose to imagine that? So, most took the path in surfing the net and started watching porn.

No i don't , I can't imagine the picture of the girl's thingy from how my friends conveyed it. I had only seen the guy's dick and that is that. Not till I get married... Talk about premarital oaths..

So, that was how most of the guys in my school knows about the sex organs of male and female, not to mention some curious chicks. But, for these case, I thjink the proper guidance of parents is quite neccesary around here.

Reality check, I didn't mean asking the parents to go straigh to their children's faces and sat, "you wanna know about masturbating?" HELL NO!!!! Look, what I meant was, the parents knowing the condition of their children and understand that they are also humans, and they are adapting to the fact that sex is part of life.

YEs, reproduction chapter in Malaysia's science did mentioned that in black and white, but something emotional and hormonal CAN NEVER be written into these books. The most they can do is sit down, and ask nicely and without threatening to their child on issues about sex and their body.

PErsonally, it would be super weird if my dad comes into my room and start asking these questions, and even I wil try my best in avoiding to tell my parents about these stuffs, but if the parents are smart enough, they can get their nephews or nieces to ask, like how the lady in the movie did to know about his son.



"He had one of his WHAMMY last month, (*in this case, masturbation lar...) and he was feeling quite awkward. And he was worried that he is some kind of pervert..." said the cousin.

"Well, its ok. So, what else?" the mom.

"I said its fine for guys to do it. It makes us happy. And he smiled," the cousin.

"Gary smiled? He smiled?" asked the mom.

"Yes he sure did." After a silent 30 seconds, the mum said, "Thanks for helping me out.Guess he needed a male adult to talk to him."

"I doubt even his father could explain it nicely to him."


See how psychology works miraculously one more time?? All you need to do is talk, and a little bit of persuasion..

Now, he had his sex and his baby girl, Alfie Patten nw the only hope I have is that you can lead a happy life along with your daughter and wife... You will definitely turn into a freaking handsome, hunky hunk~(being gay again)As for the wife, lets hope he will not have another sex with another girl out there in the future~ Maisie, welcome to the world my dear, where most suffering starts.

Actually, one of the statement in the article stroke me, "the boys has not reached puberty and he is a father"

Hold a second, how can he possibly ejaculate when he has not reached puberty? Puberty is considered reach when a male's
1)scrotum and penis enlarge
2)and has course voice
3)growing pubic hair
4)elongated arms and legs

right? no? so, if he hasn't reached puberty yet... I have no idea where he got his semen from.. owh well too much of biology in my head right now~~~


actually, not to teach you little under 18s to have sex but if you really can't stop the urge, get a durex... they have all flavours and lengths, get your lubs and diaphragm and spermicides if you want... contraceptives are essentials~


and i have a complain.... Is it wrong for a guy to have big tits?(nipples) I just have no idea these friends of mine just keep playing around with the fact that when i wear bright-coloured shirts, my tits are very obvious. This is when the guys kept drooling and the girls kept asking me to get a bra.. What size am I suppose to get? A cup? YUCK!!!!!

Whatever, im still confused of my future... which course to take????

Of Life and Futures

I'm lifeless, jobless, practically nothingness is drowning my life in the moment... So, I decided to continue my Japanese Language Studies no matter how hard I need to catch up, yet this means more budget for the month.

I am telling you peeps, I have been locking myself in the house for 2 whole months but I can still spend a lot!!! I'm still short in Cash$$$$$... Why? Because I have so much to buy thanks to my clumsiness and somehow, coveting nature of mine.

So, what is there to spend on?
1) Japanese Studies, Advance 1=> rm280 private lesson + 14 lessons (rm205)+text book rm30
total=>rm510
2) Squash set, brand new=>rm 369(racquet and bag) + rm120(shoes)
total=>rm490
3) New handset, Nokia 5800 Express music=>rm 1500
4) New laptop for further studies=>rm4000++
5) New college outfits=>rm200++ no need to expensive lar... save money but with style~

Grand total=>rm6700++ all in the month of february and march!!!!! omg... im such a spendthrift..... what's worse, the tuition fees and miscilleneous fees aren't included yet!!!! OMGoodness!!!!!!!!!

Do i pass my accounts? haha had the basics but the real calculating is a real pain in my ass so i decided to ditch it...

Ok, what I am having now is a major paranoisme... I love biology, and I would really love it to run in the corridors of hospitals, AS a surgeon or doctor.. Yet, I will also enjoy meeting up people from various countries,companies and cultures and running events as the organizing comittee... So, now I have two completely different paths laid infront of my future, which path to take??

This reminds me of the form 4 literature peom, The road not take... Owh dear... which is the road to be not taken? I do like being a professional like doctors and all, helping peopl and giving advices and all, at the same time and same rate, I prefer running around , collectiing informations and holding up an event, making sure the crowd hits the place and have fun till they reach their hearts' core!

Peeps, I'm really confused now.

Honestly, I chose doctor at first not only of my biology frenziness, at the same time its also because my mum asked me to. Ya know, the same ol'talk...
"Doctors are profs, they earn later, very stable, see SJMC, doctors are needed every where... "

Yes, I get it really I do, but now I'm more afraid of my capabilities later on. SPM is an easy level of life, I can handle the Chemistry

and Biology there, but I'm not sure if I will be able to in later stages of my life, knowing the cranial bones ain't as easy as it seems, and the redox reactions are now inserted with extra elements and the ions are no joke...

So, I'm just worried, because I'm yet to be exposed...

There is so much in PR yet to be discovered too! I mean, people are earning bucks in PR nowadays ,even more when you are dealing with big shots such as, Maxis, Poh Kong, Dutch Lady, Sunway Pyramid or even The Prince... I will really enjoy meeting new people and new stuffs, and explore the miracles between people.... Shit.. I need a LIFE councellor.....


PS: I'm really fond of the character Sunny in the Gem of Life, not because that he is gay and hot, but how far he would do for his love... Imagine this instead, he tells his girlfriend that he is a gay and married with the another just to make sure his girl friend marry another guys which can lead him to a better future.... Can you imagine that???? Wonder if i can go so far...

Obviously I will try to choose a girl to marry instead a guy, unless I have no choice like it is in the story, as the impact is different... Girls will feel worse if a guy choose her over another GUY instead a girl, because she couldn't evem compare to a guy... See how psychology works?


Swithering Off,
Kurozakura-Binn

Of Accelarators, Breaks And Clutches 2

Ok peeps, from the title you should know what i went through today again... Yes, driving lesson Part 2 !!!! Today, i hit the circuit again for doing "Bukitting" or literally mountaining. I think this is a must for all Malaysian drivers as it is in the test scope, for foreigners, i have no idea~

What is so tough about driving? It is tough, when you are 6 foot tall and you have to squeeze in a Kancil for a government exam and train for one freaking month. The worse part, your legs are super long and your feet tends to get stuck between the brake pad and accelrator pad... Oh my goodness its like hell in there...

So today it mainly on balancing, as you will need it for the mountaining and turning... so the formula is...:

(A) Once you break pull the hand brake and change to free gear.
(B) Press the clutch to max and change to gear one
(C) Slowly releae the clutch till the whole car start shaking, do not do it too fast or your car will mati-enjin or rather, break down...
(D) Once your car shaking , press the acclerator with the clutch on its released stae and release your hand brake.
(E) Once released, you will move and Tadaa!!!!

That was for moutaining... For turning...

(A) Once you reach teh white line, brake with the steering steered half.
(B) Notice your gear whether it s in one or 2, if 2 change to gear one and pull your hand brake.
(C) Release the clutch till the car shakes and press a little on the accelerator.
(D) Release your handbrake, then release your clutch and accellerator slowly..

And you are done!!! That was the theory, the practical should be a little hard, but i manage to save myself from mati-enjin that much... Confidence!!!!!!!!

Well, my instructor was rather both strict and lineant, but he stressed on the clutch a lot, and that is when i make my mistakes, CLutch, which idiot invented that??????

Ok, today was success, no terror,horror or anything else. Just a little extra sweat on the hand...*wiping hands on the lap* Next lesson on friday, hope I can be better on the road~

PS: Yi Lin said that she doesn't like the pic in previous post, so i will post this one on the Giant and dwarf:
Do whatever I say or its pan cakes for you~

Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn