Yesterday was literally a wake up call for me, other than last friday's practical on General Anatomy.
I realized I am a very competitive person. I need to reprise my role as a studious person, at least be equipped with suffice knowledge to not be blur in most of the situations around.
I felt superior not understanding what was going on.
What's worse, I feel obligated to uphold the position as the leader of my group, as well as one of the oldest student around.
I guess I should fill the this emptiness in the campus with studious ways.
At any rate, I would need to fit into UPM with considerable amount of knowledge if I were to join them again this September.
If that ever happens.
Suppressing one's feelings is quite a considerable amount of effort, even more when one's lost.