Buffetting : Escapade

Thats our queen~

2 weeks of exam sure was suffocating, not for me, but for our Queen.

Sadly, we have kinda named our gang the Queen's Brigade/Gang/Party in a very passive way, in which our Queen had agreed.

Anyway, like I said, 2 weeks of exam is now over, and 2 weeks of holidays came by knocking. Guess I've got to buckle up and start catching up on all subjects I've be slacking through the past 6 months, and also to melt of some annoying fats around my waist and god knows what other parts of my body I need to burn.


Hmm... somehow I just don't have much stuffs to blog about lately... Most probably its due to my busy schedule as a Form 6 student.


I think most of us(form 6 students) have became much tougher compared to when we've just graduated to from form 5, as SPM students. We took on Malaysia's toughest examination ever.


How many of the friends in our same age has taken this? 50%? no, 30%? probably less than 8%.

It's like a miracle that I actually had the determination and willingness to survive the subjects till today, without any of them falling into band near fail at all. To my surprise, I've actually managed to keep my subjects in the upper bands consistently.


Yet, the mid terms was truly a mind-shocker, in the sense that I'm reminded how unprepared am I till today. Yes, I've been slacking since the very existence of my laptop, along with continuous flow of drama from all over the world and genres. Strictly speaking, I've actually kept watching dramas related to medicine field.

They may be shallow and all, but they really have a massive effect on me determining which path I'm going to take after STPM at all.



Medicine, finance or something else...

Let the decision comes when STPM 2010 results pop out next february I guess.

So I've managed to take down 4 season of Grey's Anatomy, love their drama and attitude. The whole show just blends in real well and it actually gave me the idea of taking medicine in the States if I ever want to be a part of the life-saving task force.
It's just so funny how they manage to fix in their human lives and surgeon lives, in a way that these kinda stuffs don't actually happen as frequent as it is in tv compared to reality.

Next up would be 20th Century Boys~



Gosh the plot is just so well-constructed it really took my breath away for the trilogy.
Drama, thriller and momentarily humor, this trilogy is one movie worth watching, especially for Japan freak like, yours truly:





Ok, the picture really looked damn weird I know, but screw it.

Next drama coming in would be Team Batista 2:




Strictly speaking, I've decided to watch this because of Matsuzaka Tori. His portrayal of Shiken Red in Samurai Sentai Shinkenger was truly impressive.


Yet, what made me to carry on indulging in this drama was its fast pace, and medicine-field theme. Yup yup, medical officer/pharmacy/hospital CEO to be in the blog(block)~Lame i know..



OOOOOOO Did I mention about The Frozen Flower?

Okay this movie is a lil 18SX and it gave me a shock when I was watching it because of the explicit materials... Well, if you have the courtesy to fast forward it to skip those scenes, its up to you.

I would say this movie has just proved one thing, Love is a Cruel, Cruel thing.

Plenty may not be in sync of my opinion but seriously, this movie really put my statement into position.

Once again, for those who really want to watch this movie, you better prepare some Detol to wash your eyes after watching because of the material. I didn't know Korean movies were this open!

Underage fellas, c'mon people, I don't believe people nowadays care about 18Sx or 18pg or what ever censorship because of what we are constantly exposed to.



Last thing~

Kyoto University is now my primary goal~ Nothing can stop me now.

Buffetting : Natural Selection

No, its not Darwin's Theory... It's more like sapiens' theory.

Finally, 2 papers are down, 2 more to go, and mid-term ends.

Surprisingly, I managed to stay composed and paced up at the same time to complete my maths paper. It was intimidating earlier because I wasn't able to interpret or understanding most of the questions, yet I managed to solve those which I was supposed to.

Anyway, the papers these 3 days were just delightful, minus the fact that my cgpa may not be that strong.

What about natural selection? Ranting about my past biology paper?

Nope, it's on selection of friends.

It's natural that human select "good-looking" friends on the 1st impression.

So why am I talking about this again? Must be the constant flow of good-looking chicks and hunks on the net lately.

Composed.

It's about my close circle friends.

Lately, we have been, much drafted apart.

It's true. Today we are the closest friends,

Tomorrow, we are still best friends.

Next week, we are better friends.

Next month, we are good friends.

Next year, we are friends.

Next decade, we are acquaintances.

Next century, we no longer recognize each other.

And the cycle repeats everyday, for everyone.

Unless ur best friend sleeps beside every night, meaning your wife/husband/soul mate, that would make you remember em for a life time.



So, I guess I will just elaborate as much as I feel lately.


I'm not demanding for attention, nor care , nor meaningless postings via Facebook.


What I'm asking for is a little care, not for me, but for my other friend.


Spending time for the past half of 2010 to have surprises for so many of our friends, even in examination period and also the unlimited cashing out of turqious paper note.


So what he had done for the past few months was nothing.

His very own surprise, was NOTHING to us.


Nothing.


Yes, there were calls, smses or emails.


I didn't call him.

I didn't text him.

I didn't mail him via facebook.


I took action.



It's a lie to say that you don't have time.

It's a lie to say that you are busy over exams.

It's a lie to say that others are having exams.

So I have plenty of time?

So I don't have exams?

So WE don't have exams?

Our's are ten times harder by scale and you know it.


So having to join others' surprise forfeits the close circle's jubilee?


I resent that.




Nevertheless, its a good thing we managed to have a life outside of teenage hood.


We might still be in the same class, but we certainly made new circles of friends, and new comrades, who cared to cherish moments with us, and they were there to contribute.


As for you, I know from the earliest moment that, you excuses would be...

You know the answers.


Surprises and birthdays.


Since when it became something so dark and so important in our lives.


Maybe, it was never a part of our lives before...


Anyway, just some pictures to share for what my form 6 peeps managed to screw our beloved Dato Xtina Heng Chong(JIA) Wei.


post celebration girl shopping

Say no to kolam

classic gesture
Before war



And till today, I've finally understood that, I've finally lived beyond my high school lives.


Bravo Pre-U Seniors SS17. You guys make a great bunch of gengkawan.


I'm now reaching adulthood.

Buffetting : As Life Continues

Heya. Even though I might be secluded in the sea of delocalised books for the next 2 weeks, I think I owe this blog a post before I decide to ignore it for 3 whole weeks due to the very existence of EXAM.

Anyway, news update.

The juniors are finally in the house, making the Pre-U SMKSS17 a whole again( with juniors and seniors.) The weird thing is, the same ol tradition continues, in which people tends to cast a high band on the competing school instead of their own. In this case, the school would be Seafield.( in case of those who doesn't know, Cfield is another school offering f6 course, but they are arrogant enough to accept schools from USJ only.)

Well, I have not done school transfers before, simply I do not need it. Studying is a self thing, not exactly a school thing. If you expect the school to give you everything at this stage of education, I guess you are going to be one of those to go for tuition even at university level.

And that was for the juniors.

As for the seniors, we went for a field trip, or more like a torture trip to Putrajaya for our Pengajian Am seminar. Honestly speaking, more of the topics brought up were in-school explained, meaning, there wasn't any worth discussing over. The topics were suppose to be taught in school, and the students are suppose to have those knowledge equipped to themselves even before we attend the talk.

The teachers might be disappointed in the lack of questions our school students have posted, but hey, if we have nothing to ask about, there wouldn't be any need at all to post them right? So that was that. Owh yea, we had to use our hands for lunch because the organizers were ignorant enough to not prepare enough utensils for us. Owh well. its just the system we live in anyway. Plus, I actually had fun using hands. It was kinda, nostalgic I guess, in the lack of term.

Another weird thing throughout the seminar, I've noticed, only GUYs smiled at me, and no girls did at all. The glitch was, all the guys smiled at me were Malays, and dang they were good-looking. I, of course returned them sincerely with the Binn's Signature Smile and live on with my day. Most of my friends thought it was awkward, but I guess I will just enjoy it in one corner of my heart~

Just had a conversation with my friend about another friend of mine doing his degree overseas.

It was just another different prospective of seeing the issue of studying overseas just after spending 3 months in Adelaide. He sounded, regretful. Of course people do say they weren't, which what I would have done simply because it was MY choice. So, I have no say to regret over it, nor any excuse to defend myself when people ask(in a Malaysia way) "Why choose the place at first leh?"

I've chosen Japan. I'm not really sure of what I would be facing, be it the hardship or stress. But one thing I would have known is, I am going to enjoy every last bit of my days over there. No matter how terrible the place is, Japan is the one of the best-technologically inclined country over the globe. Seriously, it can't be THAT bad , right?

As for my friend, I'd say give or take. It only has been 3 months. Even babies need 18 years before they grow into hot hunks or hot chicks. So, time is of an essence for a person to adapt to what kinda of circumstances they have been landed into. I didn't exactly like the life of a form 6 students at first, but over the semesters, I've still adapted to it. In fact, I love the life in form 6, minus the fact that I have constant heavy load of homework and nonsensical assignments which contributes nothing to my results. And yes, I took a year.

Well, like I said, life still continues. I'm in my Advance 2 Japanese course now. I now start to feel the pressure, and the urge for me to know more if I ever want to compete in Japan, as a biology student. I'm not sure if I am able to stuff the immense dosage of biological prefixes into the tiny brain of mine, but as for now, I need isolation so I can focus. I've actually planned to shower in school so I can concentrate better in the library after school. Lunch? I guess some green apples of honey-whipped yogurt will do.

Sorry for the lack of pictures, my internet went haywire and geez, google is being a bitch again.

Buffetting : Opportunities

This 2 weeks has been filled with opportunities.


1st of, I was the head of the Golden Friday Camp committee, plus MC.

2nd, I am going to be MC again for the Hari Anugerah Kualiti this Saturday.

3rdly, I am going to be Main activity Coordinator again for the Junior's orientation next monday.

And last but not least, I got the letter from the Japan Embassy of Malaysia, informing me that I'm eligible for the written examination this coming May.


I'm really excited, and nervous at the same time. Meaning I have to juggle between both my school exams and this scholarship entrance exam.


Yet, since their syllabus overlaps, might as well go full out for my future.

I'm now once step closer to my dream.


I wish by next April, I can start posting on my flight to Narita Airport.

Buffetting : Dejavus

Its midnight now, and I probably will suffocate myself with regrets for not completing any work tonight due to undivided attention towards Pokemon Heart Gold.


Anyway, its just a random thought I had lately which I'd really wanted to post up here.


It's about X again.

I know, bad timing but its not about X , X... Its more like about, someone who looks like X in my current school.


Let this person be F.


F has the same eyes like X did, I guess that was how I fell for X at the first place. Their eyes has the same sparkle.


Guess what, they somewhat share something in common.


Well, the only thing I know is F has the same sports talent like X had.


I don't know F like how I knew X. F just drops by every Tuesday when I'm off for duty and F just somehow pay to me most of the time.

It's just a less than 30 seconds moment, but the feeling of X just comes rubbing in like last year.



Yet, it wasn't THAT vigorous.


Guess blinding myself with studies can be real helpful.



Anyway, I had finally concluded my event involvement history in SS17 yesterday. From now on, its full system ahead for 4 Flat.


I wonder if I can stay away from the laptop until the final blow comes.


Yes, of course I can.


I will wrap up the Golden Friday Camp tomorrow, and then its bye bye to laptop, hello sea of delocalised books.

Buffetting : Next Station

And this week is an official die hard week. Still can find a slot for this post due to unfinished schedule-preparation, so I guess I'm going to have a tough day tomorrow also.

So we had out debate last week, old news but late is better than never.

The 1st debate experience was okay, considering the face that my team never even discuss out ideas together at all, so practically we worked our way blindly in the whole process.

Honestly speaking, my team have much better speakers, or rather more aggressive speaker with much more eloquence. Yet, I guess the swaying and unfocused ideas lead us to failure.

The whole topic was about "Test scores as good indication of a school's competency," and my team as negative.


Had fun as the third speaker rebutting all the opponent's points using my style and brawn, not to mention periodic drama and sarcasm.


Anyway, the whole point was, I wasn't focused or prepared. With my current charisma, if we were given a second chance to debate with the same team, we can beat them flat, along with plenty of Christina's help of course.


Next up was MUET exam. Listening was a wreck and dang it, I lost my entrance slip temporarily. Hopefully I can find it soon.


Guess what? I finally had my first blood donation. It felt so HUMAN to donate blood. It wasn't THAT painful and watching your old blood flowing out of your own body is definitely a healthy sight... Imagine your body producing new blood. So much more healthier and just taking livers and another internal organs of poultry or pork.

450 cc of B type blood can save 3 lives man. And according to the doctor in charge, there is a shortage in B type blood because its so rare, which I wonder how true is that because B antigen was suppose to be dominant... owh well screw it.


Well, after bustle and hustle, its time for another round of celebration again, more like a belated one.


Like always, I-man, the counterpart of Ip-Man, was blur enough to not see this coming, so we did quite a good job in surprising him and calling his mum, again.


So we talked and had dinner in Manhattan , which ended up quite abruptly with returning our house right after the dinner. Honestly speaking, I would love to just go home because it was so late and I can feel the dizziness in my head coming up so bailed, along with everyone else.


Practically school this whole week was boring due to the emptiness of the class, caused by the annual photography session. The editor-in-chief did a great job in getting a photographer cheap enough to not say 1,2 and Cheese due to his unprofessional attitude and the stupid teacher in charge, Zainuddin. Owh well, what to you expect from a typical wantan right?


Next up, Golden Friday... Gosh can't believe I took up as the main committee again. Should have declined... Till next time then... If there is even a next time...

Anyway, will be having more pictures.. By the way, finally I've decided not to log into Facebook for a month, but whether if I can not log into the laptop, is another matter.

Buffetting : Departure

Sometimes you just have so much time to think and you literally forget the fact that you are still wide awake at 3.30 in the morning.

Many of my friends have left Malaysia in pursuit for their future.

Like them, I too do have my own dreams.

Mine was to fly all the way to Japan.

Some how, I just have this affinity towards that country.

I'm not the crazy die-hard fan of ANIME or DRAMA, aka Otaku(お宅). Otaku is actually derived from the original word itself, the actual meaning of "home". Since these people usually spend their time at home watching anime or drama, people give them these names just to summarise things up.


Enough with j-lessons.


And these thoughts came up.

If one day I were to leave the country, I will choose to leave in silence.


It's just the intuition I have, to leave that way.

Not that it is cool(at some point it's way too cool), but I just don't want or need anyone to be there.

It's not like anyone have been in most of my hard times, and it has become a natural thing that happens to me everyday.


Lately, I've been having thoughts about leaving the group I'm in all these while. It just seemed to be the right thing to do right now. No more obligations, no more stress, and well, no more friends.


In most quizzes, I answered friend as my most important thing in my life. And now, I've finally identify that, I don't live with friends.


I don't live with anyone. I live by me.


Well, thanks again blogspot for having a space for me to scribble.


Till next post then.

Buffetting : For Knowledge

As promised from the last post, I'm suppose to talk about my "surgical" experience in my school's bio lab last week. Yeap, finally the dissection of mouse came.

I can't believe I remembered promising myself that I will not have to dissect a mouse in form 6, because its way overrated, even for a 19 years old boy. But some how, knowing that I need to dissect it, the memory just flashed back.

Anyway, the experience was okay, though I kinda missed out a few facts here and there, because I wasn't giving correct instructions to my "surgeon" that day, Luke. So he snapped a few important veins and arteries here and there.. but our teacher was nice enough to not penalize us. I've got to say, she knows her stuffs.

Anyway, the 3 period worth of experience was okay. I was damn tired on that day so practically everything just swooshed away just like that. Somehow, I think I will be a very impressive surgeon someday, ignoring the fact that my hand trembles a lot by just holding the scalpel for more than 1 minute.

Owh well... by the way, we managed to keep our mouse alive until we accidentally snapped its vein, so enjoy the video:



To sum things up, mid-term is coming way too fast that I can't even cope with my homework without staying up till 2 am on daily basis. Guess the pressure has finally come.


But, I still do appreciate this path I've chosen. I'm much more matured now. Which brings about, I might want to leave what ever groups I've joined.


Well, that's that, till next post.

Buffetting : Appreciation

Just a little recap on my late achievements:
Finally done with my Japanese Advance One class, phew got a Grade A with 93/100. Long way more till I truly master the language, but I am having high hopes.

Got a golden medal for "Bullet Throwing", direct translation from BM's lontar peluru and a silver medal for the Marching event. Quite satisfied, though I wished I could set a higher record of at least 10 metres for the BT event, but too bad I slacked my gym training, I managed to take down the other contestants with 8.8 m only. Oh well.


The school is really trying their best to provide ample benefits for us, the Pre-Us, or in layman's term, Form 6ers. They will be holding camps, workshops and activities to boost our co-curicular marks and also preparation to face STPM.


Well, I can only be thankful to the school for putting their greatest effort in trying to help us out, and also the utmost recognition for our marching event lately.

well, that's all for this post.

Buffetting : Entanglements

Somehow, there is always this surge of entanglement in my life, between my family and my friends.

And believe it or not, I usually prefer to join my friends instead of my bloodlines.

Well, guess I'm just the type who doesn't stick much with my family at any circumstances.

As for this time, the entanglement would be my grandma from my paternal side's 80th birthday.


Supposingly , this was something to be happy and celebrated of, but me being me, the joy didn't quite spurt up.


Due to various "feuds" , the whole event didn't turn out to be up to expectation.

Since it was done in the rural areas, people from an urban area like our family naturally wouldn't be satisfied.


Plus, I had to skip my good friend's farewell on the night before because of this event, where my mum insisted for me to abide to the curfew real hard this time.

To make things worse, I was appointed as the commander for my current school's Pre-University march squad on the morning of this event.

See how things were getting hectic this week?

Did I mentioned that I had my Advance 1 Japanese test on the night I was having the last dinner in 2 years time with my good friends?

Yea I know, my life suck.


Hopefully I can ace my test with at least a 90% score, did studied like hell for it.


Owh yea, all the hard work paid off. The Pre-U squad managed to get a 2nd place for the march event!

Surprisingly we beat the PBSM team, seeing how good they were on the previous days' practices.

And as expected, the Yellow house managed to nab the 1st place as the overall performance. 1st time in my high school life, where by the house I am in got a 1st place.

Speaking of which, I have been in the Yellow house for a sports house for 12 years of my life. I'm not sure if it is a mere coincidence or god intended. If it was, what significance does it bring about behind it?


Gosh there is so much to write about due to the constant current of happenings drowning my life, yet I don't have the time to jot i down anywhere other than in pictures by my faithful n86~

Well, guess I just have to let the pictures to do their miracle work shouldn't I?

Do not let these beauties fool you. They can be really, really mean.

Example: Ewww~ Yong Bin doesn't wash his underwear!!!!!

Just because I wasn't able to finish my sentence.


PS: Slicing and dicing another mouse this coming thursday, will post more on the process next post.

Just a preview: