We all live in circles. All of us.
Well, unless you are a solo backpacker who have no one else but you, yourself and you again in your life.
So it has been close to 3 months that I've confirmed my re-enrolment back in the vet school.
The weird thing is, its like vets out there are starting to add me as friend in the social media, without prior meeting with me in person.
Or did they have me mixed up with someone else?
The catch is, the faculty is downright small. Everyone knows everyone, I think. Of course for freshmen like me barely know all the lecturers, or the seniors yet, let alone those who have graduated before me enrolling.
And so far I have had like, probably 3 to 4 requests from people I know who are in the field?
The decision to add or not makes quite a hard impact because of the field's small circle. I can land myself either into really hot water or opportunity of fortune depending on my judgment and decision.
But as for now, I've decided to just accept them and who knows, I might be granted access to various opportunities and broader spectrum of the field.
Talking about circle, I'm almost done trying fit into another.
I guess I just have to accept the fact that I'm doomed to solo-man-land until I can really pull off what I'm subjected to right now.
It's just too much to handle these unnecessary stresses, with the family trying to make me more neurotic that they did.
Day by day I see myself stepping into a much darker person.
Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me?