A drama series jolted my thoughts on this.
Do you have a connection with your parents?
The character in the series had a connection with his dad; culinary.
And when I flash back in to my family; every other sibling had.
The younger siblings had connection with the parents with sports.
The elder sister had connection with mom with work, and some family matters.
I some how, has zero.
I don't digg badminton matches or do good in the sports.
I don't wish to work in the family company; not wish to deal with the matters.
Sometimes, I just feel like I'm an alien in the family.
It's not like I don't care, I tried to participate.
Over the academic years I somehow managed to isolate and do what I needed to do; study and live my life.
After today's fiasco I feel that even more.
It was about the confinement lady for my sister who just gave birth and I was trying to ask questions.
Because of how the parents perceived the question, misunderstanding mine; they shot me down.
I'm done trying.
Literally. These days I just go home, do my thing, they ask questions I respond coldly.
Parents or not, somehow I just feel like I'm this disposal item in the family. When I'm back I do stuffs.
I'm only me, when I'm away from home.
2 more weeks, come on.