Goodness its already the 2nd day in med school.
Somehow, the enthusiasm is WAY below what I had in UPM.
Although I still do have the initiative inside me while doing and handling matters, geez I was even quoted as "the most responsible looking" dude around during the Transition camp, probably because of how old I look, things are just different now.
I don't know, everything around people when we set foot in Subang is,
Looks,
If you are cool,
And judgment.
Very bad, I'm still doing the judging thing. Who am I to do that?
I should probably focus on my studies now instead of anything else. Sea of anatomy facts here I come!
What I need now is motivation. Geez I'm doing a course which I'm doing for the sake of it. What motivation will be my source?
Sadly, that is true. *sigh*
ReplyDeleteHopefully you find a source of motivation soon (:
hmm, hopefully. the sources my PBL tutor posted today wasn't that convincing either.
Deleteperhaps thinking that in the future it pays off by doing such a rewarding job? :D
ReplyDeleteyou mean experience wise or financial wise? XD but to me, when we have a passion for something, we will shine hot and bright and be rewarded, no matter where we are. I just hope I can do everything I wish to do.
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