The best thing about the whole session is getting to know people. With the university's policy on single sex grouping for sports as revealing as swimming, we ought to stick to male in my course.
The dudes up there are from 3 different courses, 3 different background. What makes me feel that relationships are awesome because they can actually be built within minutes if we work on it. Something I feel I have not being doing these days.
Upkeeping relations however, is a totally different game.
So wrapping up the courses that I have been taking this semester:
Veterinary Anatomy 1:
Veterinary Physiology 1:
With STPM basics, physiology wasn't particularly hard to score. Something I find really important in the parallel course of learning about anatomy. That is why both courses are linearly programmed so we get the best of both worlds as one.
3- Veterinary Nutrition
4- Veterinary Ethics and Jurisprudence
I guess I liked this subject more because I loved debating and exploring all possible options in a scenario? And prolly the fact that I always scored in the subject.
One subject that I feel its not absolutely necessary in our curriculum, but I still did my best to get the knowledge out of the computer technology realm. Although I might not adore the idea of full time html programming, but knowing that I can make wonders with codes is still delightful.
As the semester ends, I feel like my time is too, almost up.
The time for me to be with my current batch mates, and the time for me to start bracing myself to walk the rest of the path with a stronger will than ever; the will to walk alone.
So and so that I was talking with the elder sister about the mom on how I care more about finals that my mom. Apparently there's a phone issue but no one else but I have to settle it. I'm having my finals from 10th to 23 June, when I'm also leaving for practical on 23rd itself.
The sis stressed that I should invest at least a bit of time to get the phone issue settled, in the midst of my finals. and my finals are now less important than the stupid phone?
My sis's version: My mom is less important than my finals.
And the other day I had a long chat with the Best Bud on several issues.
One particularly hit me, exclusivity.
Yes, apparently we should never see ourselves as exclusive ones; be in romance or friendship.
I guess I should really step back and look around, on the places and fields I wish to venture, and the people with it. At some point of my life, I'm really tired to maintaining relationships. The balance thing, is pretty hard to attain when the mind is playing with your thoughts.
I just feel absolutely miserable right now. As an old acquaintance have pointed I might just be emotionally constipated, and I'm probably am.
I can no longer seek another person to confiding in matters, simply because I'm just too damn tired of playing the dodge games, or being considerate or me trying to open up and what not.
I just can't. The contacts in the smartphone apparently deemed no good, and blogging still remains as the best place to confide.
I should just do this, its the best anyway.
What a way to end a semester.
Back to sea of delocalized notes. Making love with the veterinary knowledge should do me some good.