So the random ex-stalking took place yesterday.
I was extremely vulnerable at that point, still thinking that we might still have a chance like in the shows.
After being illogical for 30 minutes, I've decide to spend 5 logical minutes to tell myself;
its not going to work. At least not right now.
So we might as well not think about it at all.
An excerpt from a TV show quoted:
感情上，谁认真就是输家--- in relationships, the one who is serious will always be the loser.
I wonder it applied to me. Or should it be games from now on?
On the other hand, I was telling why I am single till today when my parents decided to pay for my brother's girlfriend's family's dinner last night; because I don't need to spend my parent's money on someone else,yet.
While my mom uttered:
偷吃每人知。-- No one know if you were to have one in silence.
I guess it was a bulls eye.
At least it was.