My life revolving being stuck in between.
I was the middle child.
I was the middle person for various parties.
I'm now in the middle of two different batches of academic years.
I'm in the middle of balancing the life for friends, and for T.
With all the busy stuffs going, I'm pretty surprised I still do and can think about being stuck in the middle.
It was just lunch, and I could just see how I'm stranded in the middle, of nowhere. Lunch time after the meeting with the activity advisor, I would assume to have lunch with at least some of the friends.
But, well everyone had lunch bought for them, but me.
I can't blame them exactly, I just blame my life.
As strong as a Leo can be, with T being so far from here there is so much I can take alone.
I wonder if T remember, it has been a month.
PS: something happened this week have made me having thoughts of privatizing this piece of my mind. I'm still contemplating if its a good idea to do so at all. Or should I just leave it, since I'm losing myself anyway.
To another 3 more hectic weeks, and time to lose myself.