I can't believe i had to do this... I actually went to a counsellor!!! Not the school one( sorry nothing personal Pn Lee) but the online one... No Apologies...( F5, We enjoyed the day)
How to put things in.. well can't say its a academic problem... more to emotional and life problem...
Ugh... I am trying to forget that person I am really trying very HARD!!!! But the face just pops outa nowhere every single split second!!! What is the matter with me? LIFELESS???? Yes, it is impossible to get that person, I am sure.... ( Jia wei, your theory of nothing is impossible doesn't applies here) Well, we are close...( Geez im close to almost every single soul in my class.. almost) and, we meet each other at schoo everyday... so imagine that... facing that person everyday? How is forgetting that person gets any easier... Ok lets do somtehing fun! Keep saying" that person" is hard... lets put X=that person.... I just enjoy doing stuffz with X, from sutdying to having fun haha... its just so nice to have X around... We laugh at each other.. make fun of each other... sometimes get a little whacko but i tends to be the "father" image to halt us to trouble most of the time hehe.....
I'm confused... "Why don't you have a girlfriend?" or " You don't have a date for prom? I'm sure you have some secret admirers..." "EEEEEEEEEKKKK" no i don't ok... for the last thousandth time I DON'T!!!!! I have no idea why I don't have a grilfriend or watever... i am just confused!!!!! Maybe its my self esteem.. ( Thanks Hannah, and your sister for letting me know such term exist) SLSE>>> Super Low Self Esteem... yes im having this problem... especially when dealing with relationships and girls... not the friend part... the lovey dovey part... Ugh..... trying to find out who I really like is A HEADACHE!!!!!
Is it that easy... to just get a girl friend and say i love u almost every 5 seconds over the smses? I think love means more than that.... Not to mention the experience my sister had..... But that is besides the point.... I'm just so jealous with the people who have the people they admire so much.... Unlike me... guess im still stuck with the walking down alone high way....... God... I hope You have the power to tell me what I am really thinking.... I AM REALLY LOST>>>>>>>
That was that, now its talking about money!!1 I didn't knew getting ourselves cash would be that practical... We were playing the game cash flow 1001( thx kiyasaki for inventing it), and the way this japanese arrange the stuffs is tremendously.... GREAT... It was such a clear cut that to get ourselces out of the rat race most people does is just to gwet more passive income than our monthy expenses! Well, you wouldn't know what I'm rambling unless you get the game and play with it yourslef... it was really dun seeing people to get babies almost every half a turn( zhi yuen, amanda khoo... you are lucky little pair to have 3 babies in 3 consecutive rounds) haha... ACe ed-venture rocks!
And we learnt about THesis statement!!! Wow... i cant believer i got it right!!! I bet my cousin who likes to show that he is smart can't even do this... As a matter of fact, he can't even do half of the things i can!!!( again i stress.... internet is a place where we can talk freely, withour boundaries...) hehe...
Back to earth... SPM is around the corner... my parents are questioning... luckily my trials aint that bad.... but SPm please be easier... this straight A's im Acing it.... Mandarin, you are going down!!!! And there is quotes of the day:
Teacher Anne: If only this game is real...
Amanda: NO.... I will die of having to raise these accident babies..
Teacher Lina: Property ar?? ROI 0% dont buy...
Teacher Corina: HAHAHA okok , Announcement!!!
Zhi Yuen: Yes another downfall!!! Good very good!!!
Marianne: I pay 7000 for you as the commission for the 9000 down payment..
Kheng Aik: Wah... might as well you pay me 9000?
Brandon: Teacher i have no idea what this card means....
Teacher Anne: Those who are poor have more kids even they can't afford...
Yong Bin: Because they cant afford protection!!!
Signing Off,
黒桜
YO BIN!
ReplyDeletewell, love is definitely more than JUST an sms saying "i love u". i guess you dont have to get messed up about who u actually love. when the feeling comes, u dont even need to think who she is. (well i dunno if it works for u, but it's like this for me). because in you, she is your one and only besides your family.
dunno if this helped, but i just thought of dropping u something after reading ur post. *winks* good luck~
hey youuu.... quek in da house.... to avoid confusion... wei yiing's here.. hahaha wazzup dawg... ain't no need to stress over these stuff, especially around this time. Things will go on well. you are who you are, and love don't have to be lovey dovey.. haha or probably you're not lovey dovey, because you haven't found love.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, using X as 'that person' just sounds wrong... don't get me wrong but it just sounds wrong.. hahaha...
oh ya.. YOU BLOG?!?! get ur sister to blog mannn.... that gal have to use more internet hahaha...
nEwayz, i saw your score down there.. keep up the good work!! haha... slacky-slack is not what u wan.. study smart =P time will go fast.. trust me.. you won't even know it... GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST!!!
*wah macam tulis karangan lah...*