Thursday, January 2, 2014

Buffetting : Way to Go

Procrastination at work, rest assured.

3 more papers out of 4, and my finals mood is totally still on mid semester break.

Woo hoo, way to go.

Best bud and I have been talking a lot these days, about our relationships and situations.

I'm probably the amateur here, seeing how experienced he have been, after all the time which I have been missing with him growing up in this part of his growth.

Being together with T tells me one thing, as possessive as a Leo can and should be, I need to know that T is still a very busy person.

Like it or not, T made efforts during the holidays in Thailand, and not being able to stay in touch after the university starts means that T is in fact busy.

From the days which I use to be so upset for T to not reply or even drop in a note; I'd realized these days I don't get so upset over it anymore; or at least after T's semester resumes.

I guess we need space, and I should totally begin do what I like to do.
T is pretty crafty, while I'm more of the ship wrecker XD

I chose to be in love with  T, because all the criteria were met; and T couldn't have picked the best time to appear in my life. I don't know how well I fare in the circle in Malaysia, probably not so good; maybe I might get some degree of attention; and being able to get physical here in Malaysia totally outweighs everything.

But I chose to be in love with T, and let those chances here be.

The way to go, at least how I see in relationships is, go all out if you know that's what you want in life. Distance, is just an excuse; of course a very good one, but really, if distance were to be a problem to begin with, you might just not be into that person after all.

After all, being in love is getting over crazy someone right, T?


  1. aww you two really...Well keep the flame burning okay!!!! I always have respect for LDR relationships, somehow, ironically, as artificial as they can get, sometimes you find the most genuine feelings there...well that was what happened to my first love anyway

    1. Seeing how you put it as 'first love', scared me a lil because there might be a chance for 2nd. Hahaha, the flames burn on, but maybe not as fiery as the beginning; a bit more on the stew scale. But those scales are the ones making the best pot in the kitchen, aye?

  2. sorry its been a while since i read ur blog. So how long distance it is for u guys?