I am Officially problematic....

I can't believe i had to do this... I actually went to a counsellor!!! Not the school one( sorry nothing personal Pn Lee) but the online one... No Apologies...( F5, We enjoyed the day)
How to put things in.. well can't say its a academic problem... more to emotional and life problem...

Ugh... I am trying to forget that person I am really trying very HARD!!!! But the face just pops outa nowhere every single split second!!! What is the matter with me? LIFELESS???? Yes, it is impossible to get that person, I am sure.... ( Jia wei, your theory of nothing is impossible doesn't applies here) Well, we are close...( Geez im close to almost every single soul in my class.. almost) and, we meet each other at schoo everyday... so imagine that... facing that person everyday? How is forgetting that person gets any easier... Ok lets do somtehing fun! Keep saying" that person" is hard... lets put X=that person.... I just enjoy doing stuffz with X, from sutdying to having fun haha... its just so nice to have X around... We laugh at each other.. make fun of each other... sometimes get a little whacko but i tends to be the "father" image to halt us to trouble most of the time hehe.....

I'm confused... "Why don't you have a girlfriend?" or " You don't have a date for prom? I'm sure you have some secret admirers..." "EEEEEEEEEKKKK" no i don't ok... for the last thousandth time I DON'T!!!!! I have no idea why I don't have a grilfriend or watever... i am just confused!!!!! Maybe its my self esteem.. ( Thanks Hannah, and your sister for letting me know such term exist) SLSE>>> Super Low Self Esteem... yes im having this problem... especially when dealing with relationships and girls... not the friend part... the lovey dovey part... Ugh..... trying to find out who I really like is A HEADACHE!!!!!

Is it that easy... to just get a girl friend and say i love u almost every 5 seconds over the smses? I think love means more than that.... Not to mention the experience my sister had..... But that is besides the point.... I'm just so jealous with the people who have the people they admire so much.... Unlike me... guess im still stuck with the walking down alone high way....... God... I hope You have the power to tell me what I am really thinking.... I AM REALLY LOST>>>>>>>

That was that, now its talking about money!!1 I didn't knew getting ourselves cash would be that practical... We were playing the game cash flow 1001( thx kiyasaki for inventing it), and the way this japanese arrange the stuffs is tremendously.... GREAT... It was such a clear cut that to get ourselces out of the rat race most people does is just to gwet more passive income than our monthy expenses! Well, you wouldn't know what I'm rambling unless you get the game and play with it yourslef... it was really dun seeing people to get babies almost every half a turn( zhi yuen, amanda khoo... you are lucky little pair to have 3 babies in 3 consecutive rounds) haha... ACe ed-venture rocks!

And we learnt about THesis statement!!! Wow... i cant believer i got it right!!! I bet my cousin who likes to show that he is smart can't even do this... As a matter of fact, he can't even do half of the things i can!!!( again i stress.... internet is a place where we can talk freely, withour boundaries...) hehe...

Back to earth... SPM is around the corner... my parents are questioning... luckily my trials aint that bad.... but SPm please be easier... this straight A's im Acing it.... Mandarin, you are going down!!!! And there is quotes of the day:

Teacher Anne: If only this game is real...
Amanda: NO.... I will die of having to raise these accident babies..
Teacher Lina: Property ar?? ROI 0% dont buy...
Teacher Corina: HAHAHA okok , Announcement!!!
Zhi Yuen: Yes another downfall!!! Good very good!!!
Marianne: I pay 7000 for you as the commission for the 9000 down payment..
Kheng Aik: Wah... might as well you pay me 9000?
Brandon: Teacher i have no idea what this card means....
Teacher Anne: Those who are poor have more kids even they can't afford...
Yong Bin: Because they cant afford protection!!!


Signing Off,
黒桜

病気なんでした！！！！

I guess taking the M n Ns WAS a bad idea after all..... I didn't expect the heat wa going to turn me off off 3 sucking days.... Ugh, found out i was sick during Mah Jong.... haha... Well, I guess the jacket actually helped a lot...
God.... 20++ more days to SPm and I'm still blogging, was the heck m i thinking?
Anyways, i enjoyed add maths today coz im actually faster than sebastian in Logs!!! Haha and i have no idea what is that to be happy about, as yuee jhian says:"A1 enough, don't stress....) YEah, easy for her to say, my A's are like borders... Results are as below:

BM: 67 B3
BI : 83 A1
BC: 64 B4
Add Maths: 88 A1
Mod Maths: 88 A1
Sejarah: 77 A1
Moral: 74 A2
Biology: 75 A1
Physics: 75 A1
Chemisty: 64 B4
EST: 75 A1

Gosh imagine that.... all in the borders.... and half of them i had tips! Especially sejarah and pn mah said: if u had the tips first hand, i think there is nothing to be proud of lar..." God darn! I was like, owh shit i got the tips... and throughout her whole lesson was a pain, but my inner ego keep telling me that i did no rely on the tips only, i did my revision seriously! Its just that i narrow the topics down to the tips when i got them, and pn mah and mahen gave us the tips TOO!!!! Owh well..... I guess there are no such crap in SPm, the only thing i can do is work hard....
Chinese!!!! I cant believe i got the HIGHEST score of my life in Essay (80/100) but the lowest in comprehension(48/100) DARN!!!! the comprehension pulled me down like shyt.... if i had maintained it at 50++ like i did normally, i would have got at least an A2!!!! Ugh.... Regretfull....

Chemistry... I can't believe i got 52/100 in the paper 2.... its like the worse score i had ever had since forever..... i dont even know wat happened there.... so many keywords there, yet the explaination was off, and the result was pulled down
EG Why does PVC is better material for water pipes than iron
My answer: Becuase it does not rust as easily as iron
Real answer: Because it does not rust.
See.... i think u get what i mean lar....

Bm, pn ajmah... i can only say god bless you..... it was easy... but i guessu wanted more, which i have nO Idea what u wanted.. anyways, u r reli nice ok?

88 for both maths subject, hope i do not tremble in SPM and got low for them.. i can only say the papers were easy... especially add maths, i was doin it swiftfully... cant say i didnt cheat coz i got the paper 2 tips, but i got 69/80 for paper 1 ok? i was really easy... and paper 2, well ican only say i was lucky... and i did all the questions myself, without copying the answer scheme or any crap others got ok?Plus, it was really easy to get full marks for the index price!

Sciences, paper 3 i got tips, but doesnt make much different with or without it, it was pretty much useless... all the more reason to take the paper out of the syllabus!!! It pulls our results down.... and experiments are not to memorized, but to understand Hishamuddin!!!! sorry i have to say that kz but internet is a free web area, so i say what i want to say...

Well, cant say i didn't work hard coz i did, guess i nid more pressure for spm coz im still bloggin.....

Ugh, i cant keep my eyes off someone.... Being with the person in BBM room was comfortable last friday.. really hope we can continue spending time together but... I don't think that is possible.... I felt so happy and aprreciated with that person....Argh... why m i always challenging the impossibles and the abnormals? I AM problematic...

Quotes of the day:
Jer rEnn: Yong bin got sick because he saw you!
Izwan: Lucky he saw me because he would have die when he saw YOU!
Jer Renn was speechless
Gabriel: I didn't knew you have such huge phone yong bin.
Yong Bin: Duuh big guys have big phones, not like this guy over here( EE Kang) having such small tiny phone.. sony ericcson walkman seires... some flat phone, mine was K800i, big phone.
Jer Renn: I was about to say the same thing...


Signing off,
Binn--- Changing to 黒桜

Funny stuffz

Well, a bad day was finally over... darn! my body is really killing me!!! after one month of not going for sports i can reallt feel my body's aches and sores like crazy! haiz... anyways, there are a few shots for u to see!!!




This one, is when they end their conversation haha, talk about big babies...












This one is when i sneakily snapped his picture... hahaha babies will always be babies















A short blog for today, i will stop here then



Signing off,
Binn