The Front Seat

Yeah... the front seat... how could I ever link it up to my blog? It was the Genting trip... Well i think my pictures speaks a thousand words for me so i will skip the boring diary crap..

Since young we though that sitting in the front seat meant power and status(coz thats how it goes in my family) so among the siblings we had really competed for the seat. When it came to teenagers, front seat had became a burden because almost everything, I mean everything is under our control and care. That includes getting tissues, the CD player, the bottle of water, the air-conditioning and loads of stuffs in the car... Yeah so everyone will be aiming for the second portion of seat of the car, especially in SUVs or MPVs ( Sports Utilized Vehicle>i think< and Multi Purpose Vehicle) But, in trips involving outing with friends instead of family, the front seat would be a sacrifice and symbol of loneliness. Maybe you may think that I'm overacting and yes I do that a lot, today was really a tough day. I have predicted that if an extra person boarding the car, that means one person gets left out. I mean during the rides in the theme park in Genting, someone will be left out as it goes in pair and we had 11 persons. Yet, all the rides were only less than 5 or 7 minutes only. Sitting infront with the driver for 2 solid hours was freaking boring and lonely. Honestly speaking, I had really wanna break down back in the car, seriously. Who wants to sit alone right in front where you can talk to no one and just listening to your friends doing the hahaha at the back? I mean it is different if the driver seat is occupied with your friend, at least you could have chit chat and all but with a complete stranger? I had really sit on the floor at the back seat. I listened to song throughout the ride form the top of Genting back to Subang Jaya, and seriously the emotional songs in my playlist made me even lonely and sad... Gaaah.... I had to sacrifice..... Now, Im taking my undang test tomorrow at two, and I hadn't study a single crap... owh well, there goes my days in the front seat and back seat, by January 2009 I would be taking the driver's seat for good....

Back to the trip, I finally understand how fragile friendship can be with such significant difference in ideology and policies. Well, since I really wanted to blog about this, I don't mind saying the person's name Jia Wei, Heng ; yes it is him, My so-called best friend from 2006-2008, July. I have no idea how this happened, but he is really an odd one out. Lets start with Quarantined. Everyone wanted to watch Quarantined the zombie show from Hollywood before going to the Haunted Mansion(btw is a freaking turn off) to get into the scary mood but this freaking stubborn bastard refused totally to join. He said its a waste of time and money and he never ever want to do that. Because of his stubbornness, the whole gang to 10 person had to give in and watched BOLT, the darn boring Pixar's animation which makes no sense, it really put the name of Pixar down, really don't watch it.. The plot was totally a disappointment. So, whose fault it was? Heng Jia Wei. He was really , I mean really selfish throughout the whole trip, it was like his sense were turned off and his typical Malaysian's ideology pops out like a freaking 500degreed pop corn machine. I mean isn't it obvious and known that coming to Genting, it is unavoidable to spend on food and fun? If you hadn't expect and prepared for this, why bother join the trip at the 1st place? I mean if the decision the party made was really off-beat then of course, we will ditch the idea. But everyone was really in the mood and the condition was acceptable, why can't he just give in and enjoy? I really hated the whole scenario. And, back to friendship. After July 1st, 2008 we barely talk to each other. Maybe it was me who avoided and ignored him at first, but most of the comrades noticed, that he was the one who was antisocial ever since. During the trip, from the name "Yong bin" it turned into "this fella" i mean, come on if you don;t know me, duuh you call fella But hello? Being in the same class for 2 freaking years and seeing my name in the namelist for almost 367 days a year, you can't remember my name? Ok, fine maybe I was really, REALLY self-centred but then again, in the hotel, and throughout the trip, Jia Wei literally stuck with Sai Cheong in almost every second and ignored most of the people in the trip. I don't think anynoe else's conversation with him lasted more than 5 minutes exceptionally from Sai Cheong, Peng Han, and maybe when waking up Yi Xian. Antisocial... I had wonder why his stubbornness and rural-ideology had emerged like mad but I just couldn't fin the solution. Everyone, I mean everyone had grown, matured and became rational. But jia wei had technically reversed his mentality and the 2 whole years of learning management as the Head Prefect was dumped into the recycle bin. Gosh... I wonder if the messages he had sent to everyone was that real.... Questions and thoughts.. Jia Wei, I had really hoped you had take a look in this post and reflect yourself int he mirror. Ignorance is not a bliss. Some times, PR skills and really important, especially when we are heading into the era which there are boundless limits... Everyone will be watching you and your manners, watch it just a little even you are that close with the people you know best... Think big and think for the situation, not yourself... Adaptation to circumstances is the assets as a Pilot too, this soft skill can save 1000 over passengers in on board... Reminder.... Whoa, 3 freaking paragraphs on complaining about jia wei, I think most of us can write a book on "complains about jia wei, Heng" right? haha... yet we bared with it, because we were all considerate.

Well, the genting trip would be really fun if the 3 paragraphs didn't occur at all... Even though i skipped the 3rd strike of space shot, i was glad I did.. 2 times was the limit, JR we made the right choice. So many promises we have made.. But can we succeed them? would this be one of the last time these 11 personas go for a trip together? Will we still be this close? Some of us may even become distant after not going to the same paths or colleges... Example, me who wanted to go to Japan for studies so much... So many questionable facts, yet no possible answers exist. Truely, this party of 11 people were the people I had share all possible secrets with:
Peng Han, you are fun and exciting, be with you everyday would be something called life
Sai Cheong, witty and full of attitude, yet that was what I had liked about you, I felt comfortable around you, and you are the typical dream guy, work on your shyness around girls.
Yi Xian, sensible but sometimes overdo stuffs, you have your very limits, but may be u should work on your wisdom at times.
Jer Renn, we are like the perfect twins if the size of our bodies do not differ that much, you know what i mean and i can't bare losing you in myb life.
Iman, you are realy cute and full of surprise, work a little bit on your limitations, you ARE the prefect man.
Arief, you know how to have fun and you are very considerate, yet i had to say you need to watch your limits
Shaung, you are too nice, buff up a little and don't let others manipulate you easily, be nice yet firm with your grounds at the same time...
Yuet, you are really perky the whole time... but just control youself at times ok? don't overdo stuffs.
Yi lin, you are really nice to talk with and all the jokes you mae with yuet really aided me throughout the trip.. Thanks loads.
Jia Wei, I had my complaints.. Seriously, this trip had really made me to dislike you even more for some valid reasons, but I will try my best to open up, at the same time i hope you would do that also not only to me but to the people around you. Trust me, they felt exactly what i felt.

Okey... Picture time!!! To compensate my quotes' disappearance...

Group Pic!!!

Midnite~

My proness in adjusting self-timer

The jantans~~~

Snow world!!!!

Before Bumping Car

Cool Pic


The best Picture taken


With the clowns


in the hotel~


Nite Shot

The obscene shot

Picture perfect?

Thats about the genting trip, i think i will hold the annual dinner post back for a while... Chop chop i will study for my undang now!!! Wish me luck peeps!

Signing Off,
Kurozakura-Binn

The Love of Siam---รักแห่งสยาม, or Rák Hàeng Sà-yăam

Shit im so shitty..... Im hooked up with gay-themed movie again!!!! Urgh~~~~ Thx to cousin IVY~~~~ She invited me to watch and I got addicted... Darn~~~ Anyways... Just wanna blog about it~

It was a 2 hours and 30 minutes movie and pretty long actually for a normal Thailand movie. What was the actual good part about this thai movie is the "normality" and its close distance towards reality. Unlike most of the thai movies which stressed on gay movie which filled with transgenders or transvesites, this movie revolved around two "normal"(so to speak) kiddos. They are Tong and Mew(not the one from pokemon). Lots of sources stressed that it was a gay movie but it was actually talking about so called "forbidden love" and actually from MY opinion, and also various sources, this movie had stressed at love doesn't comes from only different sexes but also the same ones too. Yes, most of the time its really deep and strong bond of friendship, yet huamns are full of miracles and when these miracles bloom, anything could happen.

Owh well i think I should go to the sypnosis part..(Copied and pasted from Wikipidea)

Mew, a stubborn kid, is neighbor to Tong, an energetic boy who lives with his parents and sister. After accidentally spitting gum into Mew's hair, Tong wanted to befriend Mew but was unsuccessful. At school, Mew was cornered by several other students was harassed until Tong stepped in to defend him. Tong was injured and apoligized to Mew for the chewing gum incident. Mew was grateful for Tong stepping in and responded that they were even. The two became good friends from that point on.

Mew plays on his grandpa's piano and is joined by his grandma, who begins to play a song. Mew asks his grandma why she liked that song and his grandma responded with telling Mew that it was played for her by his grandpa. It was a way for him to express his love to her and explains that one day, Mew will be able to do the same for the person he loved.

Tong's family goes to Chiangmai and returns without Tong's sister Tang since she wanted to stay with her friends a couple days more. Tong bought Mew a present and decided to give it to Mew piece by piece in a game of Treasure Hunt. One by one, Mew found all of the pieces except for the last one which was hidden in a tree. The tree was cut down before Mew was able to retrieve it leaving the present Tong bought for Mew incomplete. Tong was disappointed at their misfortune, but Mew remained grateful for Tong's efforts. Tang called her parent's and told them that she would extend her stay at Chiangmai until the 24th of December. Tong looks at his calendar and realizes that Tang will not be able to attend the Christmas play he would participate in.

After the Christmas play, Tong receives a phone call from his parents telling him to stay with Mew and his grandma. After spending the night at Mew's house, Tong awakens to the sight of his parents along with Mew and his grandma. Tong is told that his parents are going to Chiangmai a couple days to look for Tang. Tong lives in depression until his parents come back, only to find out that Tang may be lost. Tong is devastated and cries in front of Mew, who is trying to comfort his friend.

Months have passed and Tong's family decides to move. On the day of the move, Tong finds Mew sitting on a ledge overlooking a pier. Tong says his final words and departs in a car. Tong looks back only to find Mew walking towards the car before coming to a stop and crying for losing his best friend.

The boys are reunited during their senior year of high school at Siam Square. The musically talented Mew is the leader of a boy band called August. Tong has a pretty girlfriend, Donut. The meeting stirs up old feelings that Mew has harbored since boyhood, his love for Tong.

Mew's band, meanwhile, has a new manager, June. She looks just like Tong's long-lost sister, Tang. After meeting June, Tong and his mother, Sunee, devise to a plan to pay June to pretend she is Tang, in hopes that it will pull Tong's father out of his alcoholic depression. Tang borrows a story from the Thai film Ruk Jung, saying she has amnesia, which is why she has forgotten how to say her family's Catholic grace at the dinner table.

Mew is also the object of an unrequited crush of a neighbor girl, Ying. But Mew has strong feelings for Tong, which have inspired him to write new songs. The manager as well as the entire band were all impressed with Mew's composition.

The boys share a prolonged kiss in Tong's backyard one night after a party in honor of the return of Tang. Tong also spends the night with Mew, which causes his mother to worry.

At Christmas time, as Tong and his mother are decorating a Christmas tree, they have a heart-to-heart talk about making choices, and Tong asks his mother to let him make his own choices.

Tong then goes to Siam Square for a date with Donut. Mew's band is playing nearby, so Tong abandons Donut and tells her he cannot be with her. He then rushes to see Mew play and is guided there by Ying, who has accepted the fact that Mew loves Tong. After the performance, Tong gives Mew a gift, a missing nose from a wooden doll that Tong gave him when they were children. However, Tong tells Mew he can't be his boyfriend but that doesn't mean he doesn't love Mew.

The movie ended with Mew putting the missing nose back to the wooden puppet, saying "thank you" and cried quietly.

What was surprising was not only the story itself, but also the quality of the movie. I didn't expect thailand dramas would be this worth watching, especially when thailand's horror movies had haunted me for ages. I didn't feel the slightest bore in me when watching this for 2 and a half hours, and actually, TWILIGHT bored me like nobody's business. Owh well maybe im not that for the normal ol' romances and candy sweet stuffs... The relationship between Mew and Tong was really well developed but sometimes there are always funny thoughts pops out. Mew hadn't made a friend since Tong departed? Ok fine maybe its not friend but really close mate, but he really hold his feelings real long after 6 freaking years.. And Ying was such a sweet and nice girl! She was literally crazy over Mew! Haha, I would have accepted her if i were Mew! Yet, we ARE humans, again, you can't expect to accept just anyone, even if she is a supermodel or beauty, feelings don't just develope that way does it? I didn't ejoy the presence of Donut at any rate, the director should have just ditch her out of the movie.

Back to Tong and Mew, ugh its just so sad to see Tong's mum going through all of these stuffs, lost of daughter, alcoholic husband, and soon-to-be gay son? Im no husband or parent yet, to me she should just let go and try her best. Tong can live a normal person's life even if he had been together with Mew right? Why not let them try? A phrase from Tong in the movie really hits me hard in the heart, in the scene when he was helping his mum to decorate the Cristmas Tree, he asked of his mum''s opinion on which doll to hand on the tree and his mum asked him to decide. "What if you didn't like my choice? You would be mad again.."

Whoa these words really have been so meaningful. I mean not only in love matters or sexual directions, this includes almost every aspects in our lives including out career, our choices and future mates or children. As a typical asian/chinese family born boy, I never dared imagine me get together with another MAN. What if my parents don;t like it? What if i had ashamed my family? What kind of problems my parents may need to endure behind their backs and right in front of their face? >shake head hard<>

The AWARDS::::

(Copied and pasted from Wikipidea)

Starpics Awards Best Picture Best Director (Chookiat Sakveerakul) Best Actor (Mario Maurer) Best Actress (Sinjai Plengpanich) Best Supporting Actor (Songsit Rungnopakunsri) Best Screenplay (Chookiat Sakveerakul) Best Cinematography (Chitti Urnorakankij) Best Original Score (Kitti Kuremanee) Popular Film. Kom Chad Luek Awards Best Picture Best Actress (Sinjai Plengpanich) Thailand National Film Association Awards Best Picture Best Director (Chookiat Sakveerakul) Best Supporting Actress (Chermarn Boonyasak)

Bangkok Critics Assembly Awards Best Picture Best Director (Chookiat Sakveerakul) Best Actress (Sinjai Plengpanich) Best Supporting Actress (Chermarn Boonyasak) Best Screenplay (Chookiat Sakveerakul) Best Original Score (Kitti Kuremanee) Star Entertainment Awards Best Picture Best Director (Chookiat Sakveerakul) Best Actress (Sinjai Plengpanich) Best Supporting Actress (Chermarn Boonyasak) Best Screenplay (Chookiat Sakveerakul) Best Original Song

The film was also nominated for Best Supporting Actor (Mario Maurer) and Best Composer (Kitti Kuremanee) categories in the Asian Film Awards at the Hong Kong International Film Festival, but did not win.

The movie also reached a rating of 8.3 (out of 10) on the Internet Movie Database.

Goodness... Imagine that... I wanna have one of these prizes if I had the chance in the future.... Now i really wanted to learn THai~~~~ Snap i still have my japanese to work on... Ding dong....

The trailer~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjPRZ2hMKWQ



Pieng Ter by Witwisit Hiranyawongkul.. Darn he composed it himself



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yMPmHtt9sZs

four main cast From left, Kanya Rattanapetch, Witwisit Hiranyawongkul and Mario Maurer, the last girl, dun bother she suck..



Kanya Rattanapetch, she is so sweet and funny...





The main actors, Witwisit and Mario





The final scene which broke me down.. seriously...

Official Poster of THE LOVE OF SIAM~~~~





My opinion it would have been 10/10 if donut wasn't there, yet her presence for the developement of the story was crucial so its 9.4/10.0... Seriously, SPm leavers, feel bored this 3 months and dun have NS, watch this movie.. even if you are straight or what ever.. It may seemed to be gay, it meaned more than it sounded...

Honestly speaking, I would have rooted for a happy-ending movie... the scene when Tong said he can't be with mew, ugh.... really heart-breaking... The last scene was the ultimate tears... Really.... Gosh why can't stuffs work out properly and nicely? Glad i've watch this movie... Guess im going to continue indulge in this movie later.... Alrighty... Going to Genting today and lets hope its a safe trip(it better be one)

Thumbs up people and Hurray Thailand box office!!! Asian rules!!!! (maybe Malaysia need to work harder)



The really meaningful quote of the movie...

"When there is love, There is hope"



Signing Off,

Kurozakura-Binn

Of Os, Bs and ABS Zen 2

I wanted to give up actually coz this post deleted itself but i had the time to redo it back in kedah, so might as well eh?

Another rumbling occurred. Suane was really intimidated. She can’t stop shivering. It’s simply amazing that I could still sit still and calm her down. Maybe the operations and adrenaline pumping in and out daily in the field had made me stronger, bolder and calmer. “Attention passengers. Please do not move from your seats at any rate. Please sit still and wait for the plane to land in 15 minutes. I repeat…” What is the matter with the captain? What is the matter with Sein? My goodness I can’t believe he is the captain handling this! Didn’t he expected this to happen? Questions of him start pouring into my thoughts. All of the mistakes he had made this very trip. I couldn’t stop my mind until the silence in my mind broke by a piercing scream. I stood up to screen the area but the steward urged me to sit down. I obeyed but my instincts told me something was going on. I peeked through the cleavages between the seats behind to check again. “Binn did you hear that?” Suane spoke. I listened really deep into the crowd. “Someone help! My wife’s water just broke!” I sprang up instantly. It was real. Can I do it? Can I save the infant and the mother without my trusted equipments? I had no time. I had to haste.

Something pulled me back. It was Suane. She held my arm really hard and murmured, “Please, don’t leave me here. I’m terrified. It’s all his fault. He should have piloted the plane professionally… he should have… he should have….” And she broke down. Eyes were staring at me. I ignored them and gripped her hands firmly. I knew I had to reassure her for her to keep still and steady. “Look, if you think you can be safe, you CAN be safe. It is all psychology making here. Now, I am not leaving you. Someone else needs my help. You can do this alone. Let me help her. Please?” I looked into her eyes. They were so fragile. Any little matter can easily shatter them. Her confidence wasn’t there anymore. It was as if I was facing a three years old child. Just when I was about to push her hands down, she picked up her senses and requested, “Bring me with you. I’m a girl and I know perfectly how she feels. Then I wouldn’t be that far from you and I can help you out right? Please?” I nodded and gave a weak smile. And we sped to the source of the scream. The lady was lying on the floor. The stewards gave up forcing me to sit still. The lady was moaning and the amniotic fluid was over the blue carpet of the magalunium’s base. Her husband, covered with sweat was reacting frantically. He was confused and lost. He kept screaming, ‘Any doctors or midwives here? Please! She is about to give birth any second!” I squeezed through the stewardesses surrounding the woman and sounded, “Are you idiots or you had never learnt science? The lady needs her space and oxygen! Disperse RIGHT NOW!!!!” This time they had to listen to me and they moved away immediately. Most of them was giving me a suspicious look and doubted my profession. Its normal, I abruptly attached my identity on my pocket and started to work on the lady.

“Stewards, make sure the crowd is calm and do not let people step near the compound. Stewardesses, get me some clean cloth and some hot water. Quick! Get me some sterilizer and scissors too. Chop chop!” I moved my attention towards the woman. She was moaning and screaming of pain. “Suane, go behind her and hold her still. I need to check her womb now.” She jumped to back and hold her. Suane was comforting the lady with her soul-touching words. She is a natural. Slowly, I opened her legs and looked into the womb. Third phase, the endometrium walls are constricting every 2 minutes due to the oxytocin. The baby is coming out anytime. “Uhm, ma’am. I’m here to help you okay? I’m a doctor specializing in gynecology and you need to follow my every instruction. You clear?” She nodded very hard and gave another scream. Naturally, I thought.

“Attention please passengers. We are landing on the Narita Airport in 10 minutes time. Please do not move away from your seats. I repeat…” What on earth is Sein thinking? There is lady going to labour here and he still insisted to land? What is the matter with him? “I demand your captain here right now!” Before I noticed Sein appeared behind me. “Yes? May I be your assistance?” he asked. I looked at him, with rage flaming in my eyes and spoke, “Yes you can actually. Can you postpone your landing? There is 2 person’s life is at stake here, the baby and the mother. If you think that you are responsible enough, you will allow me to perform the laboring process before you land, Mr. Captain,” I said sarcastically. He gave me a confident smile, obviously to cover his mistake and replied coolly, “Of course, Young, Anything to make sure they are safe. I will make the announcement immediately. Good luck in the process and please make sure they are fine,” and he strolled back to the cockpit. Cocky man, if anything happened to any of the passengers he will be on the blame. Du uh, he wants them to be fine. Anything, as long as I have time to save the baby and the lady. Jerk.

“Ok, breathe like this,” and I showed her how to breathe according to the normal labour phase. She followed and screamed again. “Ok, I understand it is painful but it is going to be over soon ok? Every scream, try your best to push REALLY hard!” I told her. She nodded and did exactly how I conveyed. “WHERE IS THE WATER AND CLOTH???? AND YOU CALL YOURSELVES TOP CLASS SERVICE???” I scowled desperately for the items. The stewardesses rushed in with the knocking sounds of their high heels on the floor. The one who was bringing the cloth broke her heel and fell. The cloth was all over the floor and she sprained her ankle. Another scream occurred. “I was expecting CLEAN cloth?” I asked her. She gave me the I-am-innocent look and I ignored her. “ UGRH!!!!!!!!!” A tiny hairy sphere-like object oozed through the vagina. It’s the head! “Ma’am continue you are doing great! Continue!” Another push, the whole head is out. I rested it on my palms. The stewardesses were all screaming of joy or disgust, I have no time to discover. The water and cloth were sent. Suane was still by the side of the lady, gently whispering to her. The lady showed no sign of stress besides the pain of the uterine wall thanks to Suane’s great job. I concentrated on the foetus. Its head was still covered in placenta blood. “Okay ma’am around 5 more pushes and it is out! PUSH!!!!” I can feel the whole supportive atmosphere from the crowd. They were also screaming and yelling, “PUSH!!!” Every single push the infant’s body gets visible and moving out of the vagina. By the last push, the whole foetus was in my hands with the umbilical cord, attaching the infant’s belly button to the mother’s placenta. Swiftly and gently, I razored the umbilical cord with the sterilized scissors from the belly button and covered it in the new, clean cloth after I cleaned it from the blood with the warm water. I gave a little pat on its buttock and it gave a low cry. “It is a boy ma’am and he is very healthy. Congratulations upon your successful labour!” and I walked slowly towards the lady. The whole crowd clapped and cheered. I swear I heard a few , “Way to go doc!” a few times. The woman held her baby and all, I mean ALL the ladies were crying. Few of the men cried too. Bet it is magnificent to witness such significant happening. Well, it is my first time outside an operation theatre so I can’t say I wasn’t touched at all. The baby made a few cry and the woman say to it, “You are blessed. You are protected. And you are special to be born in the borders of the country. Thank you, for bringing my child to this world,” she said after looking up at me. Her husband grabbed my hand so hard and showed his gratitude by hugging me. I was half way suffocating in his arms. Suane chuckled when she saw me. I gave her the i-am-dead-soon look form the man’s back. By the time the man released me, I felt a sudden weak jolt in the back of my head. Unnoticed, I landed on the carpet and blacked out.



Haha thats about it for Zen 2, hope you enjoy it~ I m so out of ideas right now

Signing Off,
Kurozakura~Binn

Be a YB? I am YB!!!!!

So we went to the Parliament today and we get to see the MPs' debate among each other... Though it was quite disappointing because not all of them were there so not much of a quarrel scene came up... i dun know why i dun feel like blogging about it much... maybe im not in the mood... there are photos so enjoy~~~~

Of Os, Bs and ABs Zen1

I know my language suck but just wanted to drop a bomb shell in my blog hahaha... Hope i do not bore you people.... Anyway... I'm the one suppose to be entertained(syok sendiri~)

The bustling air in the air-conditioned dome was quite disturbing. I maneuvered the trolley towards the registration counter for my ticket. “The flight to Narita Airport, Japan is taking off soon. Passengers please be at gate 12 in 45 minutes time. Thank you,’ Oh, that’s my queue. My increased my velocity towards the registration counter. The ticket was imprinted with the details of the flight to Narita. I checked my pockets. Thank goodness my Xperia was still with me. My wallet was still intact too. Can’t be too careless nowadays. I checked my camera album in the Xperia. The picture taken 10 years ago not only saved in the memory card but also engraved fresh in my heart. How I wished I had told him what I felt back then. Everything would be different by now. I slowly motioned towards gate 12, where the other passengers hustled around the man-made corridor leading to towards the aircraft. Boeing 747, I presumed. I presented my ticket and marched in with my luggage into the cylindrical magalunium structure and headed towards my sit. The people were really interesting though. It has been 3 years since I went to Japan and also been in an aircraft. My business class ticket was really meant for employees in the business field. Almost 98% of them were holding PDA’s and laptops in their hands. The others were families going for holidays or just lonely travelers, and I was one of them. I stepped to my sit, G91, a window sit finally. I excused myself the lady around the her 20’s into my seat. Comfortably I sat down after I stuffed my luggage into the upper compartment of the seat. I took out my Xperia and checked the schedule. I should be in the theatre by next morning 10 sharp. This unlucky woman really needed my help though I can’t say that I really wanted leave my other babies in Malaysia for Mrs. Nakagawa’s case. “Attention please. The flight heading towards Narita Airport, Japan is taking off in 30 minutes time. Passengers please switch off all telecommunication and electronic devices to prevent interruption to the aircraft’s system.” I pushed the “off” button and waited shortly. “Good evening passengers. I’m the captain of today’s flight Sein Carlos Lscent, may you have a pleasant flight. I lifted my head.

I couldn’t believe what I’ve heard? Sein Carlos Lscent? It have got to be the same one I’ve known since ten years ago. There aren’t many Lscent who wants to be a pilot who stays in Malaysia. The lady sitting beside also shut her book hard. She glared at me, with her determined eyes and confident lips.Before I knew it, she spoke, “Young Binn Trelance? Class 4 Ginzakura 2007 and class 5 Kinsakura 2008?” I was shocked. How’d she knew which high school I’ve been? I gave a really hard stare on her face and finally realized, “Suane Tissle Teafle? The counseller Madam Lee’s daughter?” I couldn’t believe it. Amazingly after ten years we manage to bump into each other on the plane. “I bet you have your stethoscope in your pocket, right?” She said as if she have been stalking me. “Yeah, how’d you know I became a doctor? You haven’t been sneaking around me for ten whole years have you?” She giggled and replied, “I knew you wanted to be a doctor and I knew you would be one. You have all the traits since I know you,” I nodded and thank her. “Did you realize the captain’s name?” I asked. “Sein Carlos Lscent? Yes, he was our classmate back in high school right? I wonder how is he now…” “ Didn’t you stay in contact? I mean weren’t both of you kinda sorta together or something?” “I told you, I didn’t want to start the relationship. And in the end he didn’t give in and we lose contact,” I nodded and excused myself to the toilet. I walked to the cabin and waited quite a moment. When the person came out from the cube, I saw his badge on the left pocket, shining in gold and engraved with the letters “C-A-P-T-A-I-N”. I examined it for a few seconds before he asked, “If you don’t mind, I would be back to the cockpit, gentleman.” “Owh, sorry I was kinda checking you out,” Oops, checking you out? What am I some sex maniac? “He stared at him with the ‘what-on-earth face and then rested his right arm on my left shoulder, “Young, its you right? I recognize that tone of yours! It’s me! Sein Carlos!” he said. I smiled, “ I though you have forgotten how I’ve looked like. Lucky for you I still remember your funny face, hahaha,” We laughed for while and talked about our lives after high school. He persued piloting and became a full-fledge pilot. I has also finished my medical studies and became the life bringer in the pit houses. “Really? Well my future wife ought to consult you in the future!” Sein reacted. “Didn’t you get married these ten years?” “I’m only in my 20’s and I think getting a stable income is essential for me to start a family. Pus, I would have invited you to my wedding!” he gave a laugh after his statement. Wow, he didn’t get married after ten years. “Why are you flying to Japan?” I answered, “There is a lady in Chiba which needs my proficiency to recover her health. So the hospital decided to send me as the main doctor and Malaysia’s representative for an international medical conference in Tokyo. By the way, the girl you had a crush during high school is on board too,” I said with a naughty tone. He gave me frown. "Anyways, wanna join me for dinner in Kindori for dinner?My treat," asked him. Weird for a guy to ask a guy though, but i accepted and asked him to call me upon arrival in Narita Airport. He slowly glided towards the cockpit. His back was really strong and dependable...Wonder if i had that kinda shoulder?

By the time I sat down, Suane asked about my trip to Japan, I explained like how I did to Sein and asked about hers. "Well, I'm an accountant now, like how I pursue it ten years ago. I have stablised a firm in Malaysia, if you need any help or reference in the future, give me a call," as she handed out a name card. Suane Tissle Tiffle, Director, Calculus Acc Sdn. Bhd. Whoa, I had never imagined her to own a firm all by herself, not before she get married. "So, hows you boyfriend? I asked." In astonishment she replied," How did you figure? Owh well guess you didn't see any ring on my hand huh? Well, lets just say I wish to focus on my career before I start my family hehe..." I heard that some where else, just now out side the cabin. But i kept quiet and replied ,"Well that is really new style of you. Women now adays are very ambitious and that is simply amazing," She gave me a funny look and loosen up, "Binn, i think you should stop doing that.. I'm more comfortable talking to you as a friend... No need the formalities," I sat up straight. Take a long breathe. And replied,"Can't agree more.. I guess my middle name is much more easier to call eh?" "Yeah, dust bin and long beans and Mr Bean.. Owh all sorts of funny names we've got for you last time," giggled Suane. The whole journey was full of laughter.She was going to Chiba too to meet a client to establish a contract fr her company's service. She has got to be good to have a Japanese company as her client. And the company was GenkiDenki!!!! The second largest electronic chain around the globe after Sony! We discussed about our path of life, our daily lives, hobbies and all the memories we have shared in high school. We were never out of topic. Until when Suane got tired and fell asleep. I stared at her hard. What would have happened if both of them were together? Will they be what they are now? Questions circled aorund my thought and I couldn't sleep, even when i took sleeping pills. She has great feautures. Great smile, fine confident lips, strong, charming eyes, long slender hair, great smile and she is the typical devil's body and angel's look catergory girl. She was out batch's most "wanted" girl but she didn't give in to anyone of them who were trying to impress her or ask her out. Instead she stucked with me, haha, I was such a girl magnet back then, not because of my looks, but my sensible side of approaching girls. But, something pulled me back. I thinked really hard. What was the factor? What was my problem? All the busy work after entering the medical school has blinded me from thinking about all lovery dovey for ten whole years. I looked at her while she was asleep. Such graceful face, she slept without any funny noise or sound. She was practically sleeping without any movement. I adjusted her blanket and went for a drink. The waitress at the cabin was shocked when I appeared for my latte. She fixed me a cup of it, and i strolled back to my seat. I saw a white figure standing beside Suane's sit. It was him, Sein. He knew she was on board. He knew she was sitting beside me. He is the captain anyway. After he stood for around 2 minutes, he walked back to the cockpit. I watched him, without saying anything I went back to my sit, sipping up my hot, creamy latte.

The whole place shooked hard. My latte was spilled all over her blanket and she woke up out of the horrific atmosphere. "Oh my goodness, faster get the blanket away!" I grabbed her blanket. She pushed her long sideburn to the back of the pixie-looking ears, just a little more curvy and took a sheet of tissue and started wiping her skirt. I took more sheets until another shake occured. We were both confused. "Attention passengers. Please do not panic. The aircraft is having slight interference with the unexpected clouds in the air. Do not fear and we will be reaching Narita Airport in 30 minutes. For your safety, please buckle up your belts immediately. Thank you" The Japanese-native slanged English was noticable enough for me who have mastered the language for 7 years in Kyoto. We both buckled our belts and started to discuss about the incident. "You think the captain is capable enough to bring us to the airport safely?" she asked. "Don't worry, its Sein as the captain! His was one of the best students in Physics back in Hanabi High," I assured here. Wit a cold tone, "Yeah, and he had always ran away form complications. No matter what he do other than homeworks," "Well, this has everything to do with his homework! So, have confident in him ok?" I reassured her. She nodded and stiffen her body. She was really scared. Obviously, she has no one to depend on this trip all the more reason to panic. I held her hand and said, "Look, I'm right here ok? I will make sure you will be alright, ok? At least have confident in your reliable brother!" Yes, Madam Lee has always treated me as her son, like I have to take care of every single family member in school grounds. I can feel the shiver and shake form the hands and I grapsed her hard. Sein Carlos Lscent, if I had the chance I will punch you right in your face for doing this...

Alrighty, I guess I've typed alot for today, i should let ideas jolt my mind for whats gonna happen to Young and Suane, thanks for reading if you have reached here. Hope i do not bore you... If you are bored, feel free to comment or leave, im an amateur anways...

Signing Off,

Binn-Kurozakura

The one about X

I guess my blog spot was really noticable, since there are number of people talking abour this "girl", X about my blog. Well, they have short-listed to a few girls such as:

1. Jessica Tee Sze Tze
2. Tin Yuee Jhian
3. Leong Yuet Yin

Wanna who is the one? My answer says none of them. I can't say I have no feelings towards any of them because of the time we have spent together and all the memories we treasured. Yet, I chose not to like any of them because of several factors. Staying as a close, reliable, MALE friend would be more than enough. It is hard enough to talk about some stuffs with friends, let alone its a guy, but i think earning a person's trust is the first step towards friendship. And I don't want this to perish because of these "feelings" towards them. Yes, feelings, but the kind that family has. The urge to protect and help them out in tough situations. Jessica, well she is really a nice girl and yes pn lee may think that i'm reliable and all but i bet she takes me as her son like how she treats jessica. And she will be counting on me to protect jess when she is out of pn lee's boundaries, as en elder brother. There are at least 5 noticable people who are going after her,"you guys know who you are" and most of them are cloase friends of mine. I do not want to jeopardise my friendship between both sides just because of my selfishness. I steppe back. And yes, we are husband and wives, since when you see the husband is the girl and the wife is the boy? Clearly we are mere good friends.

YueeJhian, I can't agree more with her. Let people say what they want to say as long as we know what we are doing. We are really comfortable talking to each other about anything, so why stop us? Why do we have to be a couple to just talk about stuffs? Is that wrong? Owh well, its just misunderstanding everwhere. She is like a mum and a sister to me and I really wish we can keep it that way, free to talk about anything.Clearly, we are good friends only too.

Yuet Yin, she has been a great friend and a great sister. We have been supporting each other since we knew each other, nuturing each other till we have grown to what we are today. Even her mum takes me like her "kai zhai" namely, god son. So i think our relationship is like a family bond.

Speaking of which, may yuan called me for movie instead of kean weng... I've no idea what's going on and kean weng was freaking quiet the whole day... Glad he smiled in the end... >sigh<>hehe<

This brings back to what Hannah told me in Arif's house for Shaun's surprise birthday party.

Yong Bin: Hey, we are not gonna see each other for a long time after this..
Hannah: Oh my goodness and I'm the girl and you are being emotional.
Hoi Liong: Maybe he is having KLIENs FELTER disease.(f5 biology chapter 5 and 6)
Yong Bin: well my personality test says that im 51% masculine and 49 % feminine.

Yes, I tends to get in touch with my feminine side ALOT. I have no idea how this explains and the kleinsfelter disease, not true. I do not develope breasts or ovaries at the same time having scrotums.... I'm 100% male hoi liong.
Maybe this is how i get people to understood me >sigh<

Back to X, people out there, really stop guessing. You have no idea who is X and X will be your wildest dream when you knew who X is.Seriously.. I've got back the reply from the online counsellor, he says I don;t have toi worry about anything. The boy and girl thing will come as time passes... Yeah I hope so... Thinking about X almost every split second is like I don't know... Basilisk?>sigh< How I'd wish i told X how I'd feel but too much X don't know... I bet X will never know hahaha.....

Ok I've just finished 2 hours of squashing and I really felt belonged... I never felt this way when playing other sports and that includes badminton... Not even with my best friends.. I have no idea why but I feel extremely comfortable and natural holding the 150 grammes of racquet, squashing the ball right towards the wall... It's so refreshing and I don't feel left out.. It's not like I was left out in other sports it's just that squashing really brings out my nature.. Not that I'm good in it or anything... Maybe people who squash don't quite react with people who play any other sports... They encourage, never ever build critics.. even if its critisme, they do it in a freakin polite way... That's how fantastic squash is....

Looking at my racquet, I remembered how my parents reacted when I wanted to get myself a new one. Their reaction was like, what-is-the-use-of-it? I was never supported, encouraged... way back to the primary my mum banned me form my basketball trainings when i had the chance... I had the height and all the traits for basketball, but my mum halted me... Then in secondary, i realised i can't catch up anymore.. Not after the lose of my basic movements and techniques... Then in form 3, I joined squash... They were very welcoming and I was really weak... They just smiled and said, try again... It took us long too... Well I just smiled back and trained... Then in form 5, when my skills are at the intermediate level, i competed in the All Stars... I joined, lost the first match... I remembered what my mum exactly said, "You are going to lose anyway, why bother going????" I was devasted. Like normal I can't do anything and I had to endure, and back off into my room. Why is it so different? My brother have at least 5 badminton racquets.. Yes maybe 3 of them were from my dad, but two of them cost like at least rm150++ per racquet? And theirs are freakin fragile compared to sqaush racquets and they constantly need to change their strings... Mine was rm300++ including bags or shoes... And my parents were like."One racquet not enough ar? So many for what?" I wanted a new pair of squash shoes, I had to beg like noone's business and my younger sibling's shoes tore, "rm100 plus buy only lar" on the spot... Mine was postponed to at least 2 months later after plenty of "trials" and considerations... Hey, mine is rm 150 only, and i've used it since form 3... There are atleast ten pairs of badminton shoes in the house, enough to switch between each family members for one whole week... Am i asking too much? May be im a little too self-centred or anything else, but i think i deserved... I think... >sigh< Double standards... Not supported for anything~~~~

Well today we went to arif's house for shaun's surprise party!!! I didn't get to see shaun's reaction!!! They said it was freaking funny... Well I guess I should make a list of quotes later for the participants haha... I went around twelve to help out... The egg sandwich which was a disaster... HAnnah, your quote.... but its just the look... It tasted good!!! And the cake was Secret Recipe's.. owh well its universally favourtied.. so I gues its fine...

I'm kinda tired now... Maybe i should continue about shaun's party some other day... Not emotional now... just tired and a little disappointed....

Quotes of the Day(hannah, you are first!!!)
Hannah: The eggs are suppose to be inside the bread, not the outside..
Shaun: Wei, I'm still recovering ffrom my blurr whei...
Navina and Kar Wyaii: We screamed throughout Twilight!!!
May Zhen: Owh c'mon Dinesh you can do this..
Dinesh: Hey, I bet you can do better than I do..
Chung Ee: I want bao bao...
Jessica: Accounts was freaking tough...
Ben Lim: Accounts came out "kelab"
Steven: Eh ben Lim accounts was easy arh?!
Ben Ang: Haha, yeah accounts was easy huh??
Yuet Yin and Yong bin: Yaahhahahah..the mayo!!!
Iman : Yuet, lok what are you doing!!!!
Arief: Eh how to block Shaun arh?
Hoi Liong: Eh, put anandh in front...
Anandh: Put Dinesh In front lar...
Guo Yi: Eh imagin we are old now.. Wgo wdo goh wou dou,,,,
Yi Xian: Today give you chance lar shaun....
Jer Renn: I pass my test!!!
Izwan: Should have called you and say you failed!
Kean Weng: Aish i'm not steaming arh ok....


Signing Off,
Binn-Kurozakura

Start of something NEW

Okay... I am guess most of my fellow form 5 bloggers are also doing this right now... the official date for PURE SCIENCE SPM to end their High School's utmost important major exam hahahahha....

Before i start my paper, lets start with my day.... It was 11 and i was planing to go to school earlier for the 11.40 English for Science and Technology Paper 2, so i signaled my dad.... Ya know what was the surprise? I lost my FREAKing Identity CARD!!!! I was like , what the heck on the last day??? what now?? storm before the warmth? I unpack the 1.2 metres stacked used SPM papers and find for it... My dad and mum was practically screaming out to find my IC... I was panicking and i started calling Jer Renn to see if i left it in his house but no one picked up. Then, I called yong chin to ask him to check in the school... He was a teriffic friend to say yes on his feet... My mom urged me to make a police report so that i dont miss my paper... I tagged with my dad to the ss17 police station.. Lucky the police man was kind enough sto speed up the process with a "great" control of BM... even for a malay... hahah.... never mind though.... Then i rushed my way to school.. I called yi xian also to ask for back up just in case he find anuthing... he said yes too....
I met ann nee when i was entering the school.. she was late too... I told her that i lost my IC and she gave me the OMG stare but i didn't stay long and sped to the class... On the way... unexpectedlly BHavani and Puvaneswaren(or some oither name... remember his face forever...) came up to me and told me they passed my Ic to rishi.. I was like really??!!!! I know they weren't kidding and i continue to speed... I went to Rishi and he said he passed it to sze jade and whe i spoke to her, god am I glad ever to see my IC.... And the EST paper went really good... just a bit of grammar arguement we had.... does the planet rotates on its own axis or the orbit? Or is spinning on its own axis called revolution? Owh well... after the lunch in Jer Renn house(we had curry~) we had the paper 2, and it was about nutrition... info report! I was like... its bio spamming time~ i wrote a freaking 7 pages on nutrietion in 45 minutes... hahah.... I couldn't check either... but it should be alright~~~~

But when i was about to go home, the puvaneswaran guy came to me and ask about my Ic... I thanked him and he told me he picked up my Ic on the road, directing to Jr's house.. I was damn shocked! Whoa how lucky am I to know this guy and for this guy to pick it up for me!!!!! Even though NOvember had been a sucky month... My body, my huge bob on my head and then on the last paper... risk of my Ic being gone... Im glad i did my prayers throughout to comfort myself.. haha......

Then we went for movies~ I was suppose to join the dudes for Quatum of Solace... but my mum forced me to ditch it and go for the jusco sales instead... Reluctant originally... but i was glad i did the shoping... I got myself whole lotsa new clothes for Chinese New Year!!!! And thanks to Aunt Ting Ting being there to get me some stylo jeans... if not i would have stuck with y current jeans now hahahha.... And YEA!!! I bought my oufit for the prefect's annual dinner!!!! Yu guys who are attending is gonna scream.... hahahhaha.....

I can't help to say it... Quarantine was really just ok ... not as amazing i though it would be... as most of the scenes are exact copy from the original spanish REC, but then again i did screamed a few times with the dude because of the extra "surprises" Hollywood chucked into the movie hehe.... Twilight... I really have no idea what the heck its trying to say... the only part i was amazed was when the vampire family, Cullers i think, were paying baseball against light speed and also the battle when the girl, Bella was bitten by some James, a hunting vampire... Edward was really as pale as a vampire... his face i mean... Its like the only thing which is real colour was his lipstick, bloody red and his funny eyes... Gee... the producers really need to buck up in their biology lessons, since when anaphase comes before metaphase in mitotic division??/ Owh well.... I think there is a sequel though... depens if there are more fighting scenes next movie... i may consider... The movie was about the lovey dovey of Bella and Edward... and the management of TGV cut some scenes where they about to make out..... the funny thing is the first second, the girl was wearing her pants, next second she is just with her panties... We were like huh? What happened? And the whole movie was filled with freaking lame jokes which i have no idea why the people in the cinema seemed to enjoy it and lauughed along.. owh well~~ And i met Teacher Melida, Teacher Chai Ping and Denissa too in the movies... Im telling these ladies are freaking smart and their ideas are eternally flourishing... Dennissa is 17 and she completed A-levels what the heck???? She came from Singapore though so go figure.... She doesnt have typical Singaporeans kiasu-ness though and she is really sweet... haha and Teacher Melinda.. She speaks exactly like Teache rAnne... they are like the most successful women i've seen in my life.. Im telling ya... Teacher Chai ping.. well i was with her for 2 camps... she is a reall nice teacher too... she is alll about fun... Marsh mallow BBqing 2 o'clock in the morning... imagine that hahah....

Now SPm is over... its time to fullfill my to do list now... hehehe.... And I was talking with Izzie about ourselves before Twilighted started... When I looked back into the calendar of 2008 and 2007... I was really glad and sad at the same time... Sad that i had to endure so much pressure from housechores, school work, prefect duties, scout businesses and dealing with my daily life.. Form 4 was the worse phase of my life... Everyday was bitter and I really wanted to give up lots of stuffs... And it brings me back to my prefect... I knew i could be one of the top but somehow... Its just the other factors that made me into the position i had to be... Even though khye theng did mentioned to me that i should know it by now, I wasn't really sure if that was the reason... I remembered that very day when they announced my name, as the Disciplinary Officer, I frozed... I mean everyone was expecting im somewhere else, not discipline.... I never pictured me there... but i was summoned... That day... was really frustrating at first... but i didn't let it take over me... I just had too much to deal with... I ad to clean the house and Im walking back to home every single day... I just don't had the time to cry over it... That night before biology tuition, i got a message from Kt, she checked whether if i were ok... I was surprised i didn;t cry... I would have gone berserk if I were the real me... Nobody was congratulating me of being the KD, only the top 6 were cheered... The only person who came to me was Izzie... and the only thing he said was," no hard feelings there, right?".. I nodded... I didn't cry.. i don't know why i just didn't... I didn't think about it until after installation...

I had a fight with Steven.. over our jobscopes.. He was intending to quit... The higher powers were frustrated and the talked to me ... I tried to convince steven and myself... I really tried... But there are so many factors keep driving to quit! My mum was pressuring me..." If you weren't in the top 6, why bother continue after 4 years of hard work?If the school doesn't appreciate you, QUIT!" yeah... quit... i really thought about it... It would be so much easier... No more duties no more work no more responsibilities.... And also I don't have to suffer the loneliness whenever the "top 6" were having meeting if i had quit... "Well, just stop working for them if they don't put you i the higher callings... QUIT!" My aunt said... another person... Soon, my whole family keep persuading me to quit... My results were bad ever since to devoted in form 3. Even though my studies were stable back then, i don't have the time like i did when i go to form 4. Tuitions did help me, but nothing beats staying in class or at home without going duties or meetings out of school time.... Yes.. If i quited, i have all the time in the world to venture in my studies and I wouldn't have to worry about SPm anymore... I wanted to quite too because of the pressure im having from every single aspect in my life... My family, my fellow prefects who don;t like the new, strict me; my school work; the house chores... I was freaking tired!!!!! I really wished I had just give up every co-curiculum ad just study and do the housechores... But some thing Teacher Annes said made me stay," If you are able to go through the events that people don't, the experiences will nourish you, making you stronger and bolder," We weren't exactly talking about tennager's pressure.. just some other topic... Yes, i stayed... Even when pn khandar told me its The fat ass saufardhy complained and insist that i must not be in top 6, I STAYED! I never imagined how the wqhole board will be without my presence... Perhaps it would be better if someone else had took over me.. or maybe it will crumble... or maybe it will be just fine without me... And i finally realised it when something happened... When there was some talk that only the top 3 or 5 people in the class could go, the head prefect wanted to go too... so as the deputies... The couselling teacher said that prefects could go if they want.. And the top 3 went because they were in the first class and they wanted to go.. I Wanted to go too... but if I went, the school will be hanging... So, if i had quit, what would have happened? I will never forget the experience i had in form4, along with the fellow prefects who had walked the path with me... They may not know what i was thinking and the problems i was facing back then... but their presense really became my main support to continue with what i was striving for... The were so many things we have been through together in form4...

When it came into form 5, my pressure dropped a little, as i dropped my accounts subject in school, but other resposibilities kept pouring in... I am independent now... I can only pull myself together by onself's strength, along with my fellow comrade's help... Form 5 was a tough year, but not half as tough as it was in form 4, even with SPM around... When it came to the day i was suppose to hand my post to the next KD, i knew the new KD would be devasted...knowing that she was the exact copy of me, hoping to be i the tops... yet... we hsare the same fate.. I told her my feelings when i was in the shoes.... I really understood how she felt.. That very momentum coming right into the face is not as easy to be handled as normal people think i would be... Watching jia ying cry... i looked back and thought that if i did the same thing.. Yes i did.. I questioned... why can't i be up there... after every single minute i gave for the board... missing my early beauty sleep... even weddings... spending money on almost every possible expenses on the prefect... But, im just not sure what khye theng said was true, " you are a great prefect.. But you will shine more as KD," Did I? Did I shine? I'm still questioning myself up till today... But one thing is.. im not really sure if i had grown... The wasy i speak, look and performance... I always question myslef... is my way of life what i rally want? Being apart from my friends, not to have to go for activities with them like badminton.. And i found my answer... Yes , I choes the road.. I am different in my way... which makes me grow even at a higher rate compared to the others... I chose squash over badminton, chose chinese class over chemistry tuition, chose to walk alone instead of in a group... It gave me more time to think about everything.....

Now... my high school life is finally over.... I have overcame all the impossibilities in my hi-school life, together with my fellow friends support... I really enjoying being a prefect and i really want to do it again.. live it again... if i can live it with the ones i had again... It would be fun...
Jia wei, non-sensitive and stubborn... you are right in your ways and i enjoyed out arguements over everything...
Stephanie... You were really wise in handling every subjects after you step up, i really look up to you as a "mum"
Iman.. you enjoy life to the extreme, at the same time wisely taking control of the fu, instead the fun taking over you... you lighten things aroung... our only "I-Man"..
Yuet Yin... we have been the best friends since form 1... And we wnet through plenty from Siti's departure to exams and to the interviews and hardships.. out friendship was never questionable... Having you around is like ahving a sister around...
Jer Renn... we match each other in so many aspects from scouting to buddhism.. and the experiences we went rhough were like gold form heaven... The moments spent together was really a blessing... what would i be if you didn't appear in my life?
Izzie... I can talk about anything with you.. from jokes to really serious matters... You never failed to hear me out and we both exchange really precious ideas about each others' life... Walking the hi-school life with you was really fun...
Steven... You never failed to boast about youself at times but you know when and where to stop and you are very sensible and sensitive... You may be evasive at times but now.. i realised we had form a bond that nothing could really break it easily...
Benjamin Lam.. Your sacarsme was a headache.... We have lots disagreements but we figured it out eventually... You are fun but maybe just don't push stuffs around too hard..
Kean Weng.... What would i be doing if you weren't around? you were like my deputies more compared to Hon weng or Haziq... Whenever i needed you... you were right there.. You are very dependable and also you care for your friends a lot... never kill that trait from you...
Jay Son.... You and Kean Weng would be the unbeatabl duo if you became my deputies... You were a great friend and we share secrets between ourselves and talked about plenty of stuffs... And you were also there whenever i needed you and i never doubted you ability to handle situations... Glad to know you well....
Yi Xian... Although we got close after being prefect comrades, Im glad i didn't quit and had the chance to venture into you and your personality... You maybe a little hot-headed at times but you learn very fast... faster than any normal people and you adaptation skills is just superb... I doubt that anyone else can get to your level easily... not even the smart asses in Setia... I truely cherish the moments with you around...
Jessica Tee... Knowing you for this one and a half years was a miracle.. I didn't imagine us to be as close as this and you have been a great mate around... We shared plenty of stuffs around and the useful informations and also the experiences we've been through was really a pleasure.. The secrets we shared and the time we comfort each other was really warming... Its a pleasure to know you in my late hi-school period i never regretted being your friend.
Christina... We may not be as close as other but we also shared quite a number of memories in the hi-school life... It was really splendid to have you around and you are really a great friend.. you always lend you hands out whenever we needed them... I will always remember you....













And this is one room I will miss forever.....

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!

Signing Off,
Binn

Interesting week

The 2nd week of November 2008 was surely amazing... PLenty had happen both happy and sad...
SPM candidates congrats most of us has completed all the TERAS subjects other than moral studies and islamic studies... Bm was surprisingly easy especially the tatabahasa.... english is as normal duuh malaysian style... sejarah was ok but im quite confident for an A1 though... but who knows? Mathematics, i panicked quite a while... its the one subject i dont go tuition and im forever not in class until the prefect duties were down after July, but i double checked everything was fine an A1 hopefully......

That was the exam, now its life... STEVEN!!! My BABY!!!!! My goodness he was admitted SJMC!!!! He got the blood test but then again, the docs haven't found the cause of it yet... His condition wasn't that stable accodring to most sources... the peak was 39.7 degress.... 39.7!!!! Its lioke 0.3 more to denature all the enzymes in his body!!! People out there who care for Steven please pray for him!!!! How i wish im the doctor who is in charge of him now... Have to work hard to hold a stethoscope in SJMC in 8 years time~~~~ He was really bright when the whole gang of 15 people went to see him... but i felt that he was really forcing himself to talk just now.... really worried for him... my worry wort nature... well had a lot of fun in the room... he changed room though but if u really wanna see him, go to the concierge kz? Steven~~~ I misss your cockiness.... His voice was REALLY weak!!!!! Seeing him 2mr again~

Then before that, we had yi xian(Isaac)'s birthday party!!! WAs a surprise though haha he knew we gonna do sumthing but he didnt find out that it was today??? our whole gang's acting skilll can be nomianted in oscar's man~ We had pizza a really huge cake~~~~~~ Black forest~~~ Well that wasn't the fun part... te fun part was the conversation throughout the celebration~~~~~ Farts, cums and all sorts of nonsense... yeah thats us lar.... form 5s~ SPM stress lar so i dont mind... YUET YIN!!! U better learn how to CUT cake arh.... i had to cut all the way~~~~

And before that was preparation in Jer rEnn's house~ We bath over there and we talked a lot also.... and JR, im not as big as GAJAH ok? not even close to kerbau, gorilla maybe lar hehe.... Iman.... i will take ur ***** photos with my k800i and sell it to ur fan club sooner or later~~~~ Ur sexy BodAY~~~~~ hahaha... yuet took 10 whole minutes to undress herself inside the toilet... how amny layers can girl wer with baju kurung? i took max 10 minutes to speed bath!!! Iman ur hair was realy cute!!!!! ahhaha only me yuet n jr get to see~~~~~ others... until he bath with u guys next time lar... (no jia wei u get to see his hand's hairy only... not any other part of his body)
And i still cant stand jia wei's tenacious attidtude... first can i join, then i have my own way... c'mon u realy think we would reject to allow u to squeeze with us? other than the fact that u FArt when u eat???? we dont lar.... other than ur lagging laughs maybe.....

Thats what we had for today.... Well, i think we are the fun type since we can have a party in the middle of SPM~~~ but after this december... i wonder how are we going to continue our life? Withour seeing each toher~ ok i will save that for the Graduation post....... Again. quotes of the day,

Quotes of the day:
Yi xian: Thx guys... really appreaciated...
Jer Renn: Touch wood? Jia wei enough lar... Saw: Hit my ass got pimples... juicy~(yuck~) Yuet: 3 of u come here!
Izwan: Jia wei can u not fart when having pizza arh? Iman: Ya see the vascodialtion.... Arief: I went to check steven's chart.. yea....
Peng Han: I went to see my doctor lar.. he need to check me Sai Cheong: Eh, you, do *this/that* for me.... Jeremy: Dey, give him a chance lar
Jocelyn: You hand mou gam dai lar...
Yong Bin: Omy goodness... can we not talk cum and pizza together?
Steven: Maths 98% lar... still A1 Stephanie: Eh, u ok ar?
Chirstina: I brought balls for you steve! Jolene: Eh remember to call Shaung ar!


Really cute picture of bday and his mate.... yi xian she is serious....



another one~ they look so cute together~



My sick baby steven~ get well sooon!!!!!



the bed didn't crash with me on it!!!!




17s watching some cartoon in the ward~




snaps of those came to visit steven~




Just to wrap the blog up, a candid~
(For slogans, base on your creativity and imagination)
I personally suggest, ~bored loose screwing~


Haha, 7 more subjects to go~ another pose 2mr!


Signing off,
黒桜