Buffetting : Escapade

Thats our queen~

2 weeks of exam sure was suffocating, not for me, but for our Queen.

Sadly, we have kinda named our gang the Queen's Brigade/Gang/Party in a very passive way, in which our Queen had agreed.

Anyway, like I said, 2 weeks of exam is now over, and 2 weeks of holidays came by knocking. Guess I've got to buckle up and start catching up on all subjects I've be slacking through the past 6 months, and also to melt of some annoying fats around my waist and god knows what other parts of my body I need to burn.


Hmm... somehow I just don't have much stuffs to blog about lately... Most probably its due to my busy schedule as a Form 6 student.


I think most of us(form 6 students) have became much tougher compared to when we've just graduated to from form 5, as SPM students. We took on Malaysia's toughest examination ever.


How many of the friends in our same age has taken this? 50%? no, 30%? probably less than 8%.

It's like a miracle that I actually had the determination and willingness to survive the subjects till today, without any of them falling into band near fail at all. To my surprise, I've actually managed to keep my subjects in the upper bands consistently.


Yet, the mid terms was truly a mind-shocker, in the sense that I'm reminded how unprepared am I till today. Yes, I've been slacking since the very existence of my laptop, along with continuous flow of drama from all over the world and genres. Strictly speaking, I've actually kept watching dramas related to medicine field.

They may be shallow and all, but they really have a massive effect on me determining which path I'm going to take after STPM at all.



Medicine, finance or something else...

Let the decision comes when STPM 2010 results pop out next february I guess.

So I've managed to take down 4 season of Grey's Anatomy, love their drama and attitude. The whole show just blends in real well and it actually gave me the idea of taking medicine in the States if I ever want to be a part of the life-saving task force.
It's just so funny how they manage to fix in their human lives and surgeon lives, in a way that these kinda stuffs don't actually happen as frequent as it is in tv compared to reality.

Next up would be 20th Century Boys~



Gosh the plot is just so well-constructed it really took my breath away for the trilogy.
Drama, thriller and momentarily humor, this trilogy is one movie worth watching, especially for Japan freak like, yours truly:





Ok, the picture really looked damn weird I know, but screw it.

Next drama coming in would be Team Batista 2:




Strictly speaking, I've decided to watch this because of Matsuzaka Tori. His portrayal of Shiken Red in Samurai Sentai Shinkenger was truly impressive.


Yet, what made me to carry on indulging in this drama was its fast pace, and medicine-field theme. Yup yup, medical officer/pharmacy/hospital CEO to be in the blog(block)~Lame i know..



OOOOOOO Did I mention about The Frozen Flower?

Okay this movie is a lil 18SX and it gave me a shock when I was watching it because of the explicit materials... Well, if you have the courtesy to fast forward it to skip those scenes, its up to you.

I would say this movie has just proved one thing, Love is a Cruel, Cruel thing.

Plenty may not be in sync of my opinion but seriously, this movie really put my statement into position.

Once again, for those who really want to watch this movie, you better prepare some Detol to wash your eyes after watching because of the material. I didn't know Korean movies were this open!

Underage fellas, c'mon people, I don't believe people nowadays care about 18Sx or 18pg or what ever censorship because of what we are constantly exposed to.



Last thing~

Kyoto University is now my primary goal~ Nothing can stop me now.

Buffetting : Adults

You know at one point of your life the adults will start suspecting you or your siblings of watching the "5354" literally "不三不四"(nonsense or more towards 18sx) videos or pictures?

Well, I've been through it and sadly, I don't watch those kinda stuffs due to unnecessary stimulation or what-so-ever the super duper straight guys out there would have given as an excuse.

Anyway, you know what I found out?

I was sorting out some Internet problem for my uncle (who had children whose ages are larger than mine) and I accidentally clicked his "Recent file" in the Start menu.

I saw *russian-teen-sex-fuck*


From then onwards, I know how lonely and bored one man can be alone in town.

And how horny can adults, even our own parents be.

Well, its human nature I know.

But please, don't let us see that ok?

You were the ones asking us not to watch, by the end of the day you are only showing mere hypocritism.


Well, that was all i found out so far... Wonder if I could find condoms in my house?


Okay, there goes the fantasy talk.

SAT 1 here I come~

Buffetting : Wild dream

Yesterday was the last day of finals, so we went on for a whole day of fun.

We as in the normal gang of us who do all the nonsense together, though my banana friend had to endure a lot due to his limitations in the chinese language, so screw it.

Though I had a real good time and was worn out by the time I've reached home, I can't believe what went on.


I had a sex dream. Period.

Just for illustration purposes, what I had in the dream was really, really, I mean period, REALLY different.












Well, since you are reading this from me, you can choose to click the X button or continue.

















Yeah its the first one I guess. Maybe because my friend said that I fantasize about the Yuna from Final Fantasy X-2, no pun intended.


It's just so weird, because the subject was my friend's friend, whom I doubt I have more than 5 lines of conversations before.

And, maybe I should privatise this blog if I really want to further detailing my story, so if you want to know more, well stay tuned and get invited.. >.< id="gwProxy" type="hidden">

KZB on:Characteristics of Gay

Peeps, I'm not exactly pissed off, just quite shock of the statements of my classmates today...

wanna know what?

they asked whether if im a gay...


SAY WHAT????!!!!

Yeah, that's right... due to several coincidences and happenings lately, I'm considered as GAY in my class.... WTH~~~~


But but but... there are reasons for them! I can't blame them, maybe they had a life time of cultural shock due to their "unfamiliar" culture in Subang Jaya, so I've gotta give them chance right?


Fine, so they asked if I were a gay, but I insisted on the reasons of them saying that I'm one, because so far I have not done anything, so-to-speak Gayish?



And they claimed, more likely, Jee Can claimed that the few actions i did in the hall this two days made him terrified of me... same goes to Akira...


1) I talk like a gay.
2) My actions made me gay.
3) I have seductive gay stares.
4) I have been getting hugs from boys,real hardcore.
5) I have a gay facial expression.













Honestly, I didn't know I have all the traits above in me... Seriously!!!!


I mean, maybe when I talk I chat like a girl lar... 49% feminine 51% masculine what you expect???

But my actions like a gay? Hello!!! Akira look into the mirror man!!!! I think you suits into the Gay category more !!!! But never mind i shall keep my cool...

Next up, seductive gay stares?? That is something really new~ If i have that strong of stares don't you think I would be walking around wrapped up in a guy's arm now? Ding Dong~~~

Facial expression of a gay.... Whoa I was really lost when Jee Can told me.. I mean, I can barely know how my facial expressions were like without a mirror, and my friends survived mine for 5 years??? How am I suppose to change my facial expressions man???

And the guys hugging me thing, well we ARE close alright? I mean we do all kinds of stuffs together , but not what you think they are lar~~~~


Frankly speaking, I think this would be the severe case of cultural shock, as i think it is more "conservative" in the other states? Worse in Perak but this is very subjective though so no harm done to anyone here...


But my point is, i don't think the points above concludes that I'm a gay, cause its too vague, overly vague and I respect you guys and I never laid my hands on you before, I'm not going to even if I'm a gay, alright so just chill out~



And this leads to a real dilema in me, because
if I becomes a Gay if I get too close with guys,
And I becomes a Sissy if I get too close with girls,
So where am I suppose to stand?
Alone?


Fine if that is the way it have to be, I think I will stand by it alright? If you guys like it that way...



Honestly I'm still confused with my sexual orientation, but I will not tolerate any parties who tries to decide for me, but myself. This is my story, my chapter, and I will write it with my own hands. I can't say that I'm gay now, but I don't deny the fact that I maybe one, because the moon never stays round forever does it? Its ok, next post will be related to it anyway~



Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Has not hit puberty but can ejaculate???

Ok, don't let the title scare now should we? It is not about the human male's anatomy, its about what is happening around the world right now....

This little guy over here is only 13 this freaking year, and he freaking became a baby girl's father right now... Don't let his looks deceive you, as this little cutey here has already lose his virginity by now... Gosh, even I who has reached 17 last August haven't even been through that and his baby girl, Maisie is already born this February.

See the cudly little girl there? Her mum and her dad. Gosh what is really going on with the world right now? First its gay and lesbian, though people have been accepting them now and they have their very rights by now, which I do stand by them. Now, its underage parenthood??? Okay, need a break from this reality~ Fine, it is OKAY for them to have the baby, it is FINE to know and undergo the process of LEARNING about sex by having one, but look, how are they gonna survive later on?

Fine, even if they are gonna be happily ever after, but now the problem is, he is 13, and he is performing against the law. He is having premarital plus prematured sex. Actually, THEY are having it. But now what is concerned about is not how they do it, it is WHY.

Sex Education has been one of the top rated event around the globe lately, due to the soaring statistics of STD, or simpler, HIV or AIDS. Boys and girls reach their puberty at around 13 and 11 respectively, yet this little guy up there had sex during 12? and if you do the math, the girl concieved the baby around what, June last year? Holy dang!!!!! Look, the point is, who is there to guide these lost lambs? Out of curiosity they just have it?

Honestly, today i was quite well exposed to Sexual Education subject, from the internet and the television. I recalled the movie "Parenthood" in HBO, which they conveyed a down-to-earth scene on how parents in the 90s and even today facing problem in dealing with their kids, and one of them was watching porn.

Look, I don't mind people watching honestly, cause one of my friends has been telling the whole school how it is and all the vocabularies they have in it including,blow job, hand job, anal sex, cumming, bukkake or whatever it is, and turn out he is still a great friend! And watching porn DOESN't corrupt your mind that much, it actually doesn't affect you at all!!

Why? Because it was the high time adolescences learn about all these stuffs!! Yes, in the science text book form 3, there are knowledge on these subjects but hey, they are just black and white printed pictures, how the hell are we suppose to imagine that? So, most took the path in surfing the net and started watching porn.

No i don't , I can't imagine the picture of the girl's thingy from how my friends conveyed it. I had only seen the guy's dick and that is that. Not till I get married... Talk about premarital oaths..

So, that was how most of the guys in my school knows about the sex organs of male and female, not to mention some curious chicks. But, for these case, I thjink the proper guidance of parents is quite neccesary around here.

Reality check, I didn't mean asking the parents to go straigh to their children's faces and sat, "you wanna know about masturbating?" HELL NO!!!! Look, what I meant was, the parents knowing the condition of their children and understand that they are also humans, and they are adapting to the fact that sex is part of life.

YEs, reproduction chapter in Malaysia's science did mentioned that in black and white, but something emotional and hormonal CAN NEVER be written into these books. The most they can do is sit down, and ask nicely and without threatening to their child on issues about sex and their body.

PErsonally, it would be super weird if my dad comes into my room and start asking these questions, and even I wil try my best in avoiding to tell my parents about these stuffs, but if the parents are smart enough, they can get their nephews or nieces to ask, like how the lady in the movie did to know about his son.



"He had one of his WHAMMY last month, (*in this case, masturbation lar...) and he was feeling quite awkward. And he was worried that he is some kind of pervert..." said the cousin.

"Well, its ok. So, what else?" the mom.

"I said its fine for guys to do it. It makes us happy. And he smiled," the cousin.

"Gary smiled? He smiled?" asked the mom.

"Yes he sure did." After a silent 30 seconds, the mum said, "Thanks for helping me out.Guess he needed a male adult to talk to him."

"I doubt even his father could explain it nicely to him."


See how psychology works miraculously one more time?? All you need to do is talk, and a little bit of persuasion..

Now, he had his sex and his baby girl, Alfie Patten nw the only hope I have is that you can lead a happy life along with your daughter and wife... You will definitely turn into a freaking handsome, hunky hunk~(being gay again)As for the wife, lets hope he will not have another sex with another girl out there in the future~ Maisie, welcome to the world my dear, where most suffering starts.

Actually, one of the statement in the article stroke me, "the boys has not reached puberty and he is a father"

Hold a second, how can he possibly ejaculate when he has not reached puberty? Puberty is considered reach when a male's
1)scrotum and penis enlarge
2)and has course voice
3)growing pubic hair
4)elongated arms and legs

right? no? so, if he hasn't reached puberty yet... I have no idea where he got his semen from.. owh well too much of biology in my head right now~~~


actually, not to teach you little under 18s to have sex but if you really can't stop the urge, get a durex... they have all flavours and lengths, get your lubs and diaphragm and spermicides if you want... contraceptives are essentials~


and i have a complain.... Is it wrong for a guy to have big tits?(nipples) I just have no idea these friends of mine just keep playing around with the fact that when i wear bright-coloured shirts, my tits are very obvious. This is when the guys kept drooling and the girls kept asking me to get a bra.. What size am I suppose to get? A cup? YUCK!!!!!

Whatever, im still confused of my future... which course to take????

Dream dates for saturday?

Valentines, yes who doesn't know about this? Yet, does anyone really knew the meaning behind the celebration's name? From my frog-gitive knowledge, The Early Medieval acta of either Saint Valentine were excerpted by Bede and briefly expounded in Legenda Aurea.^[13] According to that version, St Valentine was persecuted as a Christian and interrogated by Roman Emperor Claudius II in person. Claudius was impressed by Valentine and had a discussion with him, attempting to get him to convert to Roman paganism in order to save his life. Valentine refused and tried to convert Claudius to Christianity instead. Because of this, he was executed. Before his execution, he is reported to have performed a miracle by healing the blind daughter of his jailer. One of the stories sounded like that. So, the element "love" didn't show As obvious as what we have in time. Article off,Wikipedia.

So back to dream dates, seriously, up-to-date I have no idea how a date actually sounds or feels like. Why? Haha... Because I'm in the "least-wanted-date" list on the top ranking, maybe... How does it feel when you walked down the halls in the mall; how does it feel sitting face to face with your date,sipping off the same glass of milkshake; how does it feel when both of you watch a romantic/horror movie(coz these two genre are when guys can take advantge of *grins*). Actually, I think I'm immuned to all these, after ten years of self-discrimination, I do not have the energy nor might left to think of getting a girl friend, let alone getting a date. Sometimes, looking at the couples walking around, I'd choose to enter MPH for a book to communicate with myself. I'd rather walk alone freely in the mall, instead of tagging with another personae which I need to please or follow. I don't know. It must be after the years' affections. I'm destinied to walk alone.

Yet, dream dates are for people out there~

For example, dream dates for guys in my age, some had narrowed down to these:
A>Megan Fox, because of her body?

B>Jessica Alba,because of the butt?

C>Emma Watsons,because of her British slang?PS:put her brother in the most wanted list also....

did you noticed all of them are americans? why couldn't they get some asians?
D>Most of them said hot Japanese chick off the streets of Tokyo, because they are great in bed???????

E>Linda Chung, because she have the innocent-yet-naughty look


Thats what I got from the people I know, well at least some of them... but dream dates for girls? I think there will be a few thousand post for each of them... Maybe girls fantasizes more than guys do during puberty, but after marriage, guys seemed to be wilder... Ugrh~ Human brains are soooo complicated!!!!

Fine, by hook or by crook, i will give 5 of them from my girl friends around...
A>Lee-Yong Dae, because of his cute face and his skills in court

B>Lee-Hom, because of his looks and his talents

C>Mario Maurer,because of his teenage look, plenty of big Jie-jie wants to eat him up.

D>Robbert Pattison,because of his role from Twilight, a great hit among girls.

E>Barrack Obama, because believe it or, some girls thinks that he is cute...

So, who is going to be your dream date this valentine? Have you got any yet? Owh well, I think i'm jus gonna hide in my comfty blanket and snooze my way to lala land(a.k.a. dream land by pn mah wai leng)


Swithering Off,
Kurozakura-Binn