KZB on: The other road

There were 2 roads.


One was smooth and glamorous looking, even a dog would have taken the route.

One was rough and ugly, even the tiniest ant will prevent itself from taking the route.


Yet, little do they know, each route would have nurtured them in different ways.




Smooth and glamorous:
Your journey was easy and still, until the hidden dangers start laying their paws on your, undetected, unprepared. With strong confident, you end your journey with none, returning you with nothing, but mere regrets.


Rough and ugly:
Your journey was full of danger and encounters, yet you never failed to let you guards up and fend yourself from them. You persevered, you grew, you lived. Your confident was built slowly and slowly, bit by bit till the day you had end your journey, you have became a much better person compared to the previous you.



I can't believe I took route one, when I had precisely lived route 2. What was I thinking when I took route one? Do I not see the difference each of them would have made?



Well, guess what they say love is blind. Don't get me wrong, I didn't exactly took route one because of X, X was one of the small factors. Yes X was in the March intake but I was truly blinded when I made the decision.


Anyway, I was told that the other road is still there for me, and provided that I feel comfortable is what I'm doing, I can always take the special route which had exist for me.




I took the letter. Now its the matter of getting my uniform or prepare to pay for my next semester.



Peeps, I don't care anymore. This is my road, my way.

PS: I was blogging this in a CC due to temporary PC-less circumstances and I am listening to form 4 kids laughing and playing ... MAPLE STORY.


LOL.


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on: The answer

An apple, may seem to simple by its own.



But, with a little help from a knife, it can do wonders.



If I had an apple, I will just go to a place, where I meet people I call friends, cut the apple to proportion, and share with them.



I this, I not only gain fullfilment, but knowledge, bonding, and who knows I may even meet a new friend.




So peeps, sometimes you can always think stuffs in another angle. Nothing is definite because matters are dead, you are the living ones who are able to be flexible turn things into another way.




See how flexible the world is now? A useless purse but still people with i pods thinks that this little thingy is worth the money for the sake of fashion...



Owh well, 2 weeks of nothing to do.... FAT burn project i guess


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on :Distance

It's just a around about away, but it takes that much of energy to reach there.
It's just a phone call away, but the phone is that heavy.
It's just an email away, but nothing could be typed in it.
It's just that no matter how hard I try, it is just not meant to be.



guess this concludes as an emotional post for you peeps..


Anyway, just a question for you.



If you had an apple, what would you do with it?


So, what's it gonna be?

KZB on: After all these while

Well peeps, thanks for tuning in then.


Today was the last paper, thank goodness its holidays after this.... 2 weeks of INTENSE FAT BURNING!!!!!!

Haha oh well....


I don't really want to talk about my exams due to the meaningless studies of mine, and my inconsistency, my irresponsibilities, and most importantly, my stubbornness...

After this, I wish I can really do a better job in listening to others, not only myself.


Anyway, after the biology killer paper, everyone went to pyramid for movie.

Yea it was suppose to be the PM10 bonding session but NOOOO Binn must go to the buffet with his family~~~ I can see how Hannah's reaction just turn when I said I wasn't going... Yes I did say I can be the transporter, but hey, nothing is definite right?


Went for Tenji, good food, but i have to say the ambience in door wasn't satisfying. The outdoor, however, would be better if we went for dinner instead.

Price? RM40, for a 5 hours buffet it's more than enough. Haegen-Dazz, Fresh Oysters, Soft Shell Crab, Sashimi and Sukiyaki, All unlimited. Not to mention their splendid refreshing coconuts, whoa it cost more than rm40 in total!


But its recession now, business have to go on, so I guess most of the enterprieuners do what they have to do to keep the economics rolling... Sheesh , I'm a science student for Pete's sake!



Guess I have 2 more weeks to catch up with my body and homework... Was thinking of switching to STPM instead, but I wonder if I have the time and tide to do so.... I don't care what people say now, wasting my time? I think I would be much more steadier this way...


Think again? I have 2 weeks to do that! Now, back to sit ups!
We get to park in the building, literally..



Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-binn

KZB on: Lost in Confusion

Gawrsh~~~(remind you of Goofy eh?)

It have been 2 long weeks....(or more) since I laid my fingers on this page... Well all I can say is, what college students going through now and all the reasons they can't blog(at least not much...) , I can finally understand.....

Wanna know how college life is?



It suck...


The myths about college is fun, you can do this and do that...


BAAAH!!!! You kids out there... better double check all the freakin' reasons and details you need when you wanna enter a college for your course... or else you are gonna end up like poor Binn here suffering in his A levels....


And Taylor College???


All the glamour and stuffs do not apply if you are stuck in A levels... Really... Wanna have fun???

Go get ICPU,SAM but not A levels seriously... You have assignments yet they aint counted in your finals and worse, you will have like 36 chapters for each subject to cover...

OMFG!!!!!!



I think I'm saying this most probably because im in march intake, but that doesn't deny the other facts that I have mentioned... So be wise, don't take march intake, and better still, don't take A levels....



GRARGH!!!!!!! Sem Exam in 2 days and I'm still freakin' blogging man!!!(this is nuthing lar.. I played Kingdom Hearts 2 for 5 hours yesterday...)


WTF!!!!!!!!!


Shit lar... how am I suppose to score with all these distractions in my room???!!!!!


Don't blame anyone but youself... Yes I know that...

Guess this is one event in my life that will make me a better person eh?(hopefully....)



My dreams... I seriously don't dare to think about them now, due to all the happenings swirling around my life right now... I am not as joyful prone as I used to be, nor I have the enrgy to get cheered up like a little boy anymore...



Everything is so dull and "matured" , so to speak right now....



Guess my speculation was right, the second you step into a tertiary education world, you are an official adult... Resposibility will start pouring in, not to mention stress and strain(yeah all hail physics!!!).. You blood pressure will just soar like nobody's business and you will start to envy those who ain't studying...(stupid but well, life's like that...)


One more year to go.... I wonder if I could go to the end... I'm so tired right now... It's only 1/3 way through and I'm freakin in the express class ...



Guys... I'm tired... I finally understand why the suicide rates are soaring, and exceptionally high near colleges(owh yeah HANNAH!!!)



I'm getting weaker... I'm getting darker.... Life is not as fun as it used to be now... I need a break...





Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on: Lost in Glory

So yesterday was the dinner, and today was really a big day~

Though it ended with a lost, but I've gained experience, knowledge, wisdom and owh yeah, a new friend!


Guess who it is?


Its Kamal from Brunei!!! Looks pretty hawt for a Malay guy right?


He is only 16 this year and due to funny systematical error, he end up in under 19 boys.. Yeap I lost to this cute guy over here... straight sets, 11-3,11-2,11-3.. What to do.. people train more than I do ... Body also fitter and faster so its quite up to expectations that I will flunk my match...

And the players today were really intimidating yet respectable. Both male and female players in the court was fierce, energetic and precise.. Unlike the unexperienced me, my traits are totally opposite... The South African female players really caught my attention because of their stream-lined uniform and cool swift moves~~ I spoke to one of them , and her accent was like~ whoa.... melted when she said "Second~" haha what a sweet girl!


Anyway, plenty of people got a shock of their life today.





Why? Because I went to SMKSS17!!!!



Haha its like everyone keep asking me the same question over and over again... I went around the school to check things out.. Met like the whole gang of SJians in the classes... No matter in the bio-science or engineering class, there are people that recognizes me and know me~~

Haha what to do, SJian spirit!!! Seriously, its like seeing the whole form 5of SJ all over again seeing all of them over there. It was like
"Eh Yong Bin what are you doing here???!!!!"
some just stood up and *point finger*
"Woi Yong Bin!! Hello!!! Whagt are you doing here la???!!!"


Owh I miss those days!!! Although this happened the first day in college, it felt different in another school.


SS17 is the ideal school for Pre-University.. I can't believe I end up doing A levels and paying 30k for my ore-university studies... Stupid right? But what is done IS done.. No use crying over spilt milk.. I can only do my best in A levels now.



Alright back to main point, I was there to fetch Kian Yip for All Stars because we are having our match at almost the same time... So we went there together..

How I manage to get him out?


with a very innocent stare ," saya sepupu dia...."


Yea.. and they believed...


Owh well~~ A huge thanks to Kian Yip for showing the school around!!! SS17 is a great school for STPM!!!! And the teachers looked very nice and dedicated too!!!!


Although it was bad news for both me and Kian Yip, both of us went back with a very lighted heart because we both gave our best shot for our repective opponents, and we have NO REGRETS!!!!


Yes, regret is one thing in life you should try your best to avoid and forget. Why?
Its the one thing that is going to pull you back in every aspect in you life~ Kian Yip, 2009



And we went for POOL~~~ Gawsh I really hated the environment because of all the freakin lifeless fellas who book a ticket to heaven by smoking in the place... Yuck~ I can still *sniff sniff* smell the smoke in my nose now....

That guy over there was super nice!!! He taught me how am I suppose to rest the stick(or what ever it is called) on my fingers and how to switch them alternately in different situations and angles... Kian Yip was a great teacher, but the shop keeper did a better job in hitting the "pool-sense" into me~ >.<~~~ Great day, so sad that I have to end it with studying Statistics for my maths test tomorrow!!!


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on: All Star Dinner 2009

Well, the title speaks for itself right? The dinner is held in Hilton, Petaling Jaya. If you have no idea where is it, AmCorp Mall shall give you a good picture of where the building is~

Anyway, today wasn't really a good day for me to drive around, provided that I almost blew up the whole car every 5 minutes im driving it....



I didn't know that the T-junction in SS17 is going to be THAT jammed, even by SJ's 7 o clock standard... Was suppose to fetch "Foong Shiang though, but due to the jam....To make matters worse....



My car went out of fuel... So I had to drive to Petronas in SS17... and Ya know what sucks the most for a driver???














I forgot to wind the petrol notch back to its position!!! Imagine what is going to happen if the petrol leaked man???













Alright save the drama for next time.... Anyway, the worse has yet to come...

I went to SS17/3.. and I couldn't see where Foong Shiang was and I went round and round just to get to her house and ended up having her brother to send her over to Khye Theng's house instead of the original plan... So LAME~~~




Owkay so that was still fine.. What went basillisk was when I drove the whole gang of SJians to SHah Alam instead of PJ....


WTHECKK???!!!!!


Actually its kinda my fault because I didn't recognize the route and Kian Yip's directing was WAY off today, so we ended up paying toll fees to Shah Alam and drove all the way back with a U-turn to PJ with Federal Highway....

My very coach!! he have squash balls all over him man... He is the best guy to coach squash in da world man~~(until i get to go some where else lar >.<)

Geez... Sometimes you can really feel that you are getting older by the day, because of all the knowledge you need to absorb as a DRIVER, and highways are like... How many are there????



The dinner was fine, everyone dressed up real nice, but the scary part is when you step into the Kristal Ballroom, there are like hundred pairs of eyes staring at you..

Me n Yaenn~~~ Super sweet right~ coach said she have PASSION for squash~ nyak nyak~

Why?


Because we were late for half an hour... Thank goodness the Malaysian timing ALWAYS, i mean ALWAYS taps into the guest of honour, so we had time to kill even we were late..


Its sooo intimidating to see the pros gathered in the same hall and we know that they are THAT good because they flew here just to play... And the best part was...


FEEDING TIME!!!!


Feed me with what?


Hot hunks and Chicks!!!

Fine make it more me... all the leng chai and leng luis~~~


From Hong Kong to South America and Australia... Gosh they are soo pretty and good looking when they are in their dresses and shirts!!! There were at least 20 hot guy and hot girl alerts every single time I look around!!!
Group Picture!!!

Did I get anyone's number??















No... There was a few Hong Kong guys that I wanted to talk to but failed due to "technical" errors... don't ask....

And another girl which told me that taking cakes for dinner is healthy, I was about to know which part of Selangor she camed from, until Kian Yip snapped me from the back and tell me I'm cutting some one else's line...



I should have stayed longer to get her number!!! Owh well.. Guess my clicks are enough to entertain me for the night~~~



Gradually its just a dinner to welcome the foreigner players and all to make them feel more Malaysia a day before the match.. There were 14 different countries playing in this tournement, inclusive of Pakistan,Australia,India,Hong Kong, Japan,Korea,South America,Russia,Indonesia,Iran, Singapore,Sri Lanka, Brunei Dahrul Salam and last but not least, our very Malaysia..


The organizers were ok... its just that the guests' english need A serious make-over... If you had gotten any videos from the Sri Lankans, you will get what I mean....


The whole thing ended arounf 10 plus, and it became a cam-whore session for our circle, because we are the only ones Jakun(meaning barbaric or un-sophisticated) to snap pictures in every corner of the ball room!!! What to do, we have our cam-whore king and queens mar... Kian Yip, Khye Theng and Yaenn respectively.. so , predicted lar...


Official Camera Man: Binn.. *as always~~~*


Best Pic of the Day... Though its super blurrrrrrrr

Owh yeah, this is an interesting video: *tips* notice the change in facial expression~




For more pictures: got to this *link*


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on: Useless Malay TNB technicains!!!

ALright this happened on the exact same day Hannah went missing for 2 hours... But rewind 1 hour before.. It was a living, DAYLIGHT nightmare for me...


Remember when we were younger, when the electric supply was down due to some construction or what ever reason the MAlaysian government had gave? We enjoyed the No-Lights sessions and no-Air-cond sessions by having a cup mee and talk about all sorts of nonsense until the power supply is back...


But on that particular day, it wasn't as enjoyable as you think it is this time....


It was dark, and it was hitting night already...

Imagine when you need to complete assignments, you have no lights to guide you..


you have no PC access...

you have no coolent in you house...

and worse of all..


you can't even go to the toilet because it is soo dark!!!!!!!






Yea.. and we suffered for a few hours...



Wanna know why ?


Because the freaking TNB technician cut down my house's power supply!!!












I'm telling you this guy is soooo going to get sued by my parents man...


I mean how can you cut down the power supply of my house, when it states in the warrant or what ever hell paper that the house is in SS13/3B!!!!!


And my house is in SS12/3B!!????!!!!


Are you blind or you are numerically illiterate???!!!!!


I'm telling you this even put my perceptions on Malays on a even worse state..


No offense but this is a national fact that 99.9% of malays in the country is a real PIG!!!!


Even my own malay friend accepted and admitted the fact that this is SO TRUE!!!

No sense of resposibilities..

No sense of respect...

No sense of numbers...

I wonder how he became a technician man... that PIG!!!(Literally he is SOOO FAT!!!!)


I called the TNB headquarters and screamed at the customer service man....

Kesian the fella.. Hazran TNB customer service department, if you see this im sooo sorry!!! You did a great job in the phone ok?


And when he came to revive the power supply, he was like smiling and giving the I-m-innocent look and shook hand with my dad..


Right after he took off I told my dad to screw him upside down with the laywer letters man...



See what I mean? SS12/3b and SS13/3.. hello you work for subang Jaya branch you don't even know where is it meh???? Malays lar... maklum lar Melayu~~~



And we were thinking of compensations too!!1

I mean really, 7 solid hours without electrical supply in Subang Jaya...

Say WHAT>>>????!!!!!


You have GOT to be KIDDING ME man!!!!


Reasons for TNB to compensate:
1) Discomfort
2) Business documentations... my family runs business on fax ... i think...
3)Public Humiliation... we were the only house got cut man... embarassment lar...
4) Lack of security... people can just jump in without us noticed at night.. its DARK!!!
5) Useless technicians who don't have theintergrity of the service sector...


Sheesh i can become a lawyer man...


Anyways... It's a sad sad thing to see that these people who sit down comfortly enjoying their lives with the government covering there black asses while we have to work so hard and yet do not get the rightful recognition...

Malaysia.... Boleh lar....


Lastly, I'm not critisizing the whole race owhkay... its just 99.9%... the 0.01 % left, they rock the whole world man!!!!

In this case, my good friend Iman rocked the whole race off man!!!!



Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on: TUC's student went missing!!!

I called her number, and I found out that she left her phone at home.

I called the last person she was together with, and I couldn't get the person.

I was scared, my course mates started to ring me up to confirm the situation.



5 minutes passed....





I see her screams in my head.

Did she get kidnapped?

Did she got raped?

What can happen to her?

She look strong most of the time but she IS vunerable...

My heart beat increased by the second....

Gosh, what can happen to her???


I panicked, I called and called.



By the time I was about to start my engine, a call came.




Shit. This is bad.




What would my college life be without her?




Gosh... every seconds passed by was a shiver down to my spine....




"Hello? Bin are you there?"


MY heart skipped a beat.






I hear her.







"Where the hell were you????!!!!"













And she went missing for 3 hours for everyone who knew her well.















Owhkay she was found at last around 8 something that night. Gosh it was a real hard night for us man. WE were like calling each other to make sure some one saw her and anyone who had seen her around....

She was last seen at the web , and no one else saw her after that...


I knew she went for some Q&A session of the movie Sell Out because the crew and cast came to the campus but I didn't know it was going to be THAT long.

She didn't expect that too but she left the her phone at home... Come on, you can call using the library's phone right????

Anyway, lucky for her and US, she went home around 8 plus and we managed to contact her...

What's stupid was, it was 8 at night and she WALKED home, ALONE!!!! OMFG!!!! Hello its 8 pm in the dark lar... anyhing can happen to you ok??!!! NExt time get a free call from the shops la!!!!!



Total missing time: 2 hours and 17 minutes 49 seconds....


Geez... this girl so owe me a lunch man...


Wanna know who she is?






















All credits go to this guy.




Hannah you owe me a HUGE WAFFLE!!!!!!


Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on: Moving On

Finally, I don't feel THAT tired, once in 6 weeks' time...

Gosh, who made up the myth concluding that college life is NOT tiring and FUN???

*EEEEKKKKKKKK*

That bloody son of a goat is sooo dead when I find him or her...

Anyway, glad that things are finally settling down...
Oops, college didn't stop me from cam-whoring... (>.<)

Maths work, COMPLETED, its just bck to form 5 again, its just that homework plays a major role now...

Gaah, forces in equilibria... feli at the back¬

Physics, I never liked it, nor im liking it now... The subject supposed to be fun, but i just like the way stuffs goes which I can SEE, physics is so abstracts most of the time..

Woohoo¬¬¬ Smart Shu Hui is in DA LAB¬¬¬

Chemistry,liking a huge big chunk of it now.. I can only say my form 5 teacher suck big time, and my college lecturer rocks big time... Need more understanding, but I'm sure i will get the hang of it..
Found time to mimic cyclops¬


Biology, well it is FUN but sometimes I just feel like its not the favourite subject like it was back in secondaries.

Last and it is the least likable, Thinking Skills.. I'd rather have GEneral Paper than this piece of junk.. It just provides nothing but a massive HEADACHE in my life, especially when everyone's way of seeing things are different, and the answer is down to ONE only... Flunked assumptions, but i think i can still handle the others...

We even had birthday parties in da class...

Subjects, done, now the teachers... Jee Can did a bang up job in stating each lecturer's traits and motto, and it was so funny to see him showing it, and how each of the college mates actually mimics the teachers!


Maths, Miss Choong is okay, its just that when I'm really tired, her voice is very sleepifying... literally...

Physics, Mr Vara is a very nice guy, and he made a clear cut in every aspect in the subject, I can only say I don't put enough effort in it.

Chemistry, Mr Lucas is very proffesional, differentiating fun and work, but his lessons are cool, and our class just loves him, especially our treasurer... no names mentioned...

Biology, Ms Durga is all about FUN, and biology lessons were never dull, due to the over-self-relinquishing of our classmates, but it is a good thing, it prevents the original bio lessons to be boring!


woohoo¬¬¬ biochemicals in pure form! Cheok Tung at back¬

Thinking skills, Ms Ester is nice by nature... but she is too funny at times, in the sense that the cassmates really really pass out in the lessons... but it is the subject itself, or maybe she is just that bor*ing originally?


anyway, SNAPSHOTS!!!! Geez, I need to get a BETTER phone big time!!!!! I can't stand my useless phone's resolution man!
My overly-awesome-posome-sexyly-deliberately-technically-amphoterically-genrally-practically-beautifully- classmates in action!!! WE had a blast in AC talking over... STUFFS¬¬


our one and only Hannah!!!! Had to give her face lar.... why did you close down yer blog again?


Anyway, I had a blast this week... Finding out how each and every of ourselves searching for our soul in college.. Our class is real cool, and i bet, by next year's graduation ceremony, everyone will cry.. Because we we are too good for each of ourselves..(literally-academically-physically-emotionally-really- REALLY)



So, now I have to really get a grp and start liking college because i asked for it.. Form 6, may we meet next time¬ or rather... never gonna meet you again¬

Next target, completing A levels with a bomb!!! (A bomb okay... not bomb only...) shit being lame now...


PS: Funny, college have been so busy nowdays, X actually slips off my mind completely nowadays... guess my affection for X has finally diluted off through vigorous work load and squash trainings... Anyway, X is finally out of life, time to get on with the main priority.. No lovey dovey for me, at least not until I complete A levels¬


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-binn