KZB on: Choices of Life

I'm moving from upset to pissed off of my life right now!!! IT is always choices, options and routes!!! Why can't just make ONE stable route instead of two of more risky ones??? I'm no businessman I'm only a freaking eighteen for Pete's sake!!!!

JPA hospital attachment: 23rd to 27th March , which is equal to one whole week of college studies, including my 1st ORIENTATION in college!!!! OMFG I'm missing one of the biggest events in college life and also the chance to meet the BIG BIG fellas in my programme... argh!!!!!

But still to put them both on the balance, the JPA hospital attachment weighs much more than one week's of college, plus I can try my best to catch up with X by my side, if X is in the same class and same intaker as I do... Although I think I have a clear idea on which intake X is in right now haha~~~

So now its just further discussions with my parents on which to go... and how because I need to go all the way to Hospital PUTRAJAYA to see the spurting blood of doctors in there~~~ How cool is that?

Although I'm not determined to make it for medicine yet, but I think a cetain amount of exposure is essential to build the path towards my dream... It is just WHICH way to go~




Currently rotting at home and watching the latest Super Sentai series~
Samurai Sentai Shinkenger!!!! Apparre!!!


The cute japanese teeens~

Ippitsu Soujo~

Origami Gattai

I'm so going to be double the trouble and business,LITERALLY after how many times I wished I could start studying... Talk about Beware of What you Wished For.....


Last Laugh:
Oden Origami!



Swithering Off,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on: Dr. Nano Facial Experience

Fine I had issues with my mum almost everyday... but still I know deep down she loved me(though i can't really commune with her but wth~) and she cares a lot. So today was my 1st facial experience with my parents in Dr Nano~~~ Yeah the slimming place but surprisingly, they offer Facial and Massage with, I can only say, the "gentlest" touch, especially when you are in my position...

funny, did any of you peeps actually find out which part of your body is the most sensitive when someone else touches them?(in this case not your sexy organs because those aint "reachable" unless he or she is your close mate) I had only found out today when I tried my best to not shiver or laugh when the lady who tried to massage my chin..

Yes, my chin. Very funny for a guy huh? Normally it would be the waist or the arm pit or whatever places... but mine was the Chin~~~ owh well lets continue..

So there were the usual routine... cleansing, scrubbing toning.. yadayada... and the climax was the pimpling...


Yes the pimpling was like entering a Warzone... The lady will use some metal stick with a smale hole to force your pimple out of your pores and as for the first timer for facial, my pores were practically "congested" with yellow buds and the lady had to literally squeez the buds heck out of my poor pores to "unblock" those pores.

No wonder the facial sessions take hours to complete!!! The pain is like, literally pricking your face with needles to take something out of them, its just that for my session, I had my whole face to cover... gosh I'm lucky I'd survive that session!

Honestly, I have no idea how the people can survive facial sessions till today... one day was like... all hell broke loose... but still i think i will need another few more sessions to revive my skin... talk about males don't need to bother on facial protection...

well I can't say i didn't enjoy the whole process because the ambience and services were splendid... but its just the freaking squeezing part kills me... so if any of you wanna go for facial, you can always try Dr Nano, they ain't only about Jet Water Slimming..


It's almost one week after the big SPM day, and the solution is A levels after all the debates and arguements... One and a quarter years in Taylors here I come~ No more playing around and its full focus study now~~ Time to find the life and love of my own now~~ Can't believe I cried over these for 3 freaking days.... I am emotional~



Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KBZ on: Its just the beginning, after SPM

Compliments of HELP College~


Well, thanks for tuning in with me peeps so it have been a hectic day... I can't say i cried actually because I was trembling and ALMOST cried but I hang on.. So wanna know what i got?



















7A1s, 3A2s and 1 B4~~~


owhkay subjects announcement:

Bahasa Inggeris: A1 119:A1
Mathematics: A1
Additional Mathematics:A1
Sejarah: A1
Chemistry: A1
Physics : A1
English for Science and Technology: A1

Bahasa Malaysia: A2
Pendidikan Moral: A2
Biology :A2

and

Bahasa Cina: B4


so? how's that sound? satified? Honestly, I was really hoping for straight A1s, but yet, my chinese language studies ain't really strong, so it pulled me down.

As for the A2, BM was a relief because I was afraid that i might "terpesong" (here meaning out of the idea or the topic in BM) but thank goodness, still an A...

As for Biology, I was really hoping for an A1 because it was really my favourite subject~ and plus, it was the only subject I didn't go for tuition adn studied all by myself~

AS for Moral, I was glad i got an A because I barely passed for the pass 2 years~

But, I got another surprise~ I got an A1 for Physics and Chemistry!!!! OMFG~~~ Sooo relieved~~~~~ Why? Because I hated physics and I NEVER, as in NEVER EVER got an A1 before in my high school life for Chemistry~~

And when Pn Loo came back to school and I asked her, she was like,
"Aiyar, Yong Bin, ni hai qian yi liang ge lar..."
Translation: Aiyar, Yong Bin, you lacked one or two subjects lar...

I was like, shit!!! I got 2 Bs??? OMG OMG OMG OMg OMG~~~~ How was that possible? You mean other than CHINESE I might have another B???? And it was Pn Loo of All teachers so I really though it was going to be Chemistry!!!!!

But but but, hardships are rebated so I got a 10As for SPM~~

Yet yet yet,I cant get much scholarships as I got A2 for BM~~~ sooo I most probably going for A levels in Taylors~~~
Testi---testi---testi--- reminded me of friendster~

Come to think of it, I never got STRAIGHT As before, maybe it is a sign of my sexuality also~~~ kidding lar!!!!!
There goes my scholaship planning~~

Anyway, for the peeps who got great results like the WHOLE class of 5 SETIA SMKSJ SS14, as almost 3/4 of the class got 10As and above including me, congrats and may you strive for more in the future~~~

As for those who thinks that you didn't do well enough or up to expectations, or even very bad, like me here,don't be sad, as it is only the BEGINNING of your life, it is not the end~ Now you know that which and what was your weakness, it is time for you to buckle and shine brighter than ever in your tertiery education~~~

so... thats all for today, I think i should have a good dinner tonight as I missed my dinner for the pass two days~ missing my maid's cooking and rice~~
Finally, I'm officially not a student of SMKSJ anymoooooore~~~

PS: Facial schedule for me tomorrow~~ Willy, I finally got to go for a facial session~~~


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on:Destiny awaits after Sudah Pasti Mati results~

Owh peeps, as we are well informed by the Malaysian Government or the M O E of Malaysia, SPM results of 2008 candidates will be announced in 12 March 2009, 10.00 a.m. sharp~ sooooo what else I can say about it?

I can only say...

I GOT MY P LICENSE!!!!

Woohoo!!!!! Now I can hunt down every Pastry shop there is existed in Subang Jaya and I can start my cook-o-mania !!!!

But still, SPM is also quite a headache to begin... Tuitions, school, duties, and home work, and a little bit of kiaaaasu ness in my classmates, I was glad I survived the year 2008~ *Phew*(kiasu ness meaning scared to lose in Hokkien)

Now that I mentioned it, I was stuck in the KiaSu classes in my schooling life, coz sadly I was in the first class all the time, and I was only an average student~ owh well.. maybe Buddha is really trying to put me into heck loadsa hardship~>.<

Now that Im heading towards the next stigma of my life, I just hope that I wouldn't make decisions that I shall ever regret...

Now, another 11 more hours till I grab on my 2 years hardship...


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

That dirty little Dragonball Evolution Whisper with Nangs

Thanks to NuffNang I get to hit One Utama in Damansara to enjoy the Premiere of Dragon Ball Evolution in GSC.. I went there with Jer Renn earlier for dinner and guess what we had in the outlet labyrinth?

We had western food in Jack's Place which spent us quite a reasonable amount of cash. RM25 each for a 3 course meal for a place with comfortable amount of privacy, ambience and services, Jack's Place in One Utama is considered as one of the core places for lovers and family members to spend their evenings.


As for me and Jer Renn, we are nothing but two lost little boys trying to try something new out of the blues of One Utama, only that we realised that they also have a outlet in Sunway Pyramid, talk about downer~

Anyway, pictures speak for themselves~

Boneless chicken thingy... i love the baked potato~~

The brownies and ice cream is a die for~~~ only rm5!!!

Pussy Foot~~~ Tasted like yogurt drink of orange, mango and mint after some discussions



And we headed to MPH to hit on some books, then to GSC for the movie. Looks like the movie was quite anticipating as plenty of vectors were there too including The Star, Spotlite,Glitters and some other companies. And obviously I fall into the Nuff Nang vector and claimed my tickets for two ~

But one thing had bothered me a little was the rigidness of 20th Century for stopping us from bringing in out phones, cameras and other electronics into the cinema, talk about OverRated as what master Gohan said:
Gohan a.k.a. Granpa--"Being normal is over Rated"

yes they don't relate but wtf~

Honestly, I would have enjoyed it if it was all in Japanese because this movie has successfully make me hate the Amercian-Dubbing spree... They ain't that good in portraying like almost every character of the movie, and fine , maybe it is called Evolution because it is going to be different yet, they failed to amaze me not even one bit. Their sense of humour and plot was there, but the advancement of the story was disappointing and only the character Bulma successfully made my day...

Goku was a sucky character to begin with ignoring all the original traits from the comic.. Including the cockiness and the weird acting skill from the actor... the character is labelled "FAILURE" to me

Master Gohan was ok... but not much comments on him

Chi Chi was cute,perky and all, but she lacks the energy the original one have.. But, she tried and she turned out ok.

Master Roshi in another hand, they had got the wrong chinese actor... cause first he is too well-built as the original one was freaking skinnny and Chow Yun Fatt has really failed to portray the character well with his a bit off Cina-ness in him, not Japanese and plenty of scenes with him in it made me go... omg... so lame...

YamCha... well YamCha was ok lar...

Bulma in another hand was good!!! I love the actress herself and the character was well-constructed and her attitude really reminded me of Prue Halilwel from Charmed...

And Piccolo... well.. i guess it was ok.. but honestly, the whole English accent croosed all the terms into nonsense...

OVerall, I rate this movie to 5.0/10.0... plenty had commented it was a waste of time watching the movie post-stepping out from the cinema... owh well.. I couldn't have agree more!!! As a fan since young, Americans successfully prove my theory right, they can't make Asian's culture theirs in any manner, because they just suck in them...

But, the best part of the day , well rather nightin One U wasn't the movie, but was the marathon of me and best bud to get the heck out of the building to the car park!!! We got lost and we were speeding down the corridors of the mall and the whole place was soooo quite that our pantings and footsteps were like echoeing in the air.... It felt like we were, or at least I was in a thriller movie, where the characters were trapped in some building where there are killers trying to shoot them down.. haha a bit over-dramatic but wth~~~

So we spent total of 30 freaking minutes banging into walls of the mall trying to crack our heads to find our way to the car park, at the same time keep on recalling the routes we took before we reach the cinema... and we were literally stuck in a labyrinth, like a said earlier, until we finally reached the centre of the mall, and honestly, the securities weren't much help... we managed to find JR's car ourselves once we ran into the car park and scrounged around...

But, the fun doesn't end here~ Due to the Proton-Genes in JR's Saga, his car was heating up like the Sahara Desert after 15 minutes travel.. Once we reached Federal Highway, JR's car finally crack up and start emmiting smokes from the engine.

Me: JR, is that smokes from your car?
JR:No it is not...(still driving calmly)
Me: Are you sure?? (stilll a little jumpy)
JR:Owh FUCK!!! Its my car!
*ME instantly got jumpy*
Me: Start parking by the side lane!!!!!
*JR drove towards the side lane and off the engine*

And we were stuck in a traffic jam, because the JPJ fellas was trying to fix some road thingy.... So after 5 short minutes and discussion, we decided to continue driving to my house and JR spending his night in my house, due to his car's problems..

Finally, when we were about to reach my house, JR gave another "OWH!!!" upon reaching the bumper.. Instantly, my hands threw all the stuffs I was holding and panicked, again.

Me: What was that for?
JR: owh it was the bumper..

*JR, next time when I drive, remind me to turn on the radio so you won't scare me*

So, we spend our night watching Charmed and talking about stuffs~~~

See how going to One U by ourselves can cause these much of ADVENTURE??? Getting stucked in a mall is quite and experience for once in a while~>.<


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

KZB on Rumah Rehat Adeline,Gopeng,Perak

Owhkay it was suppose to be a soul-searching trip but holla! The place was a die for, to soothe the mind and not exactly the place to soul-search, but to bond. It was a 2 days 1 night package, which we got i think its the Kampung Hut Package

which cost us rm98++ per person for 1 breakfast, 2 lunch, one dinner and one supper.

and trust me, the whole is worth more than it cost, seriously the owner can charge a lot more with the current state of the place but she is literally enjoying her life, so she need not to raise the cost, haha.

It was Jer Renn who asked me to tag along with his family, and thank goodness, we get to have our OWN room instead of sleeping in a same cubicle with his parents and aunt, imagine THAT but we were still under the same roof though...(being LAME)

it took us around 4 hours to reach the place, with some side tracks along the way. We stopped at Rawang or was it Serendah first to have our breakfast, curry mee again, not as good as we have in Subang though but since it was a treat, i just have to bear with it then.

Next stop was Kampung Orang Asli Lata Kinjang where we explored the Waterfall and it was truly Magnificent. The strong momentum of the current gushing down its geographical latitude is exquisitely the best melody of nature. The jade green lush of plants is spectacularly the scenery to boost you eyesight back to its natural state, sadly i didn't have the time to make those stares back there... so enough with the talk picture time!!!

That very sign~

how's my photography skill? haha it was using my phone's VGA cam though but owh well...

Thank goodness this bridge had been able to support my weight.. if not i will die gushed away by the current~~~>.< Owh... Magnificio~
Jakun enough,(jakun meaning barbaric) i took a picture of a rooster~~~

so what can we do there? we enjoy life!!!(tan sai gai in cantonese) literally!!! There is no telecommunication means once you step through the banner so no one can reach you, call you, message you or 3G you... so if you want a life out of the daily hustle of the urbs, this is one stop you should always come and try.


the ambience, its ok and quite well taken care of, as there aren't MUCH muddy spots, other than the one which i need to open up my legs wide like a woman in labour>.<, to cross after it rains... the environment is actually very refreshing as its covered in vegetations, and the sound of water flushing down the dam was indeed loud, enough to cover up the snores(ZZZZ) of the uncles from the room beside ours(me and jer renn)
that pile of mud~~~~
from where we sit~~

great view~

the facilities, for a place which is situated in a forest, im telling you its like staying in a 5 star hotel!!!(metaphorically) the rooms were cozy and just nice for two, as the rays of dawn piercing through the edges of the wooden hut to wake you up, and the whistling wind of the night seeping through the cracks of the lines in the hut to put you into sleep.

Do not even bother to ask about having bed because they only have thin films of "tilam"(i dont remember the english name of it so screw it~~) for the night. Since you want to approach nature, ditch the half metres-thick feathered cuboid... And its really cold in the morning too!!! And Adeline was nice enough to provide us the blankets which reminds me of my grandmother's sewings.
our shoe rack~

when i was relaxing~

out bed sheets and blankets~

the rumah nangka~
our HUT~~~ nice right?we were staying in the last right corner~
owh the dam which brought me to sleep by covering the SSTM of the room beside, SSTM stands for Super Snoring Tension Meditation according to uncle Wong~ darn funny uncle~
where we hung out stuffs, see jer renn's sexy red bottom? hahaha

one camwhoere picture... wonder why were we in the yellow mood~~~>.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_8xIPOfX1em0/SbU2wMjWWnI/AAAAAAAAAtQ/_AQRYRpml8E/s1600-h/09-03-09_1303.jpg">
the activities, not much comment because they COST and its only me and Jer Renn, but you can check them out in here so you will know what i mean.. but we spent our time playing Sirami though~ it was like some maths game which me and Jer Renn did enjoy a lot~~~ we are getting on set of ourselves now~

Owh yeah, we did hit the waterfall, though but i wasn't prepared with equipments.. so i only felt the water instead of playing in it... but the adults enjoyed it well though, by flaunting their sexy thighs and , well sexy , uhm , trunks?

after the waterfall , there was rain~~~
under the rain~~~~ jer renn busy walking when i busy snapping~~

sexay uncle wong~~~
wish i could have went IN there~~

so overall:::::

food: 9.5/10.0
facility:9.5/10.0
activites:6.5/10.0
ambience:8.0/10.0
environment:8.0/10.0

average:8.3/10.0 all to my own preferences though... for a stay, it is real good~~
well if ya ever wanna go, just go to the website to check it out~~~

wrapping up, guess who is doing the sexy stunt~


Swithering away,
Kurozakuea-Binn

Another turning point of life

Went throught a little conversation with my friend back few days, and now I'm just in pure confusion. Everyone has made their decision, and here I am hanging half way through... Honestly, I had only found out the reason i had desired scholarships since forever...

Not for myself, but the sole reason which is not to take my parents money, enabling them to threaten me later on in life that they had paid for my education. You may think that i'm such a bastard to think so, but you have not been me for the past 18 years, and i doubt even my family had any thoughts about it.

I had always been the odd one out. Everyone learns piano, but i don't. Everyone gets to learn and master their sports, but i don't. Everyone loves hokkien, but i don't. I have just identify that i'm no common with my family. A bit of self-centeredness but that is the fact.


I don't want to stay under one roof anymore. I don't want to be the handyman just because I'm the eldest son. I don't want to be the one who has to fix every single damn thing in my house. It's like I have to know every single pieces of matter in every inches of my house!

And that was the reason, I had always wanted a scholarship. I'm not that filial to think to save money for my parents. I'm just thinking of myself. Yes. I am. Why? Because I'm sick and tired of what my family is putting me into...

Gosh! What have I done? I have to consider my mum's opinion towards my future career instead of my own! I can't put MY thoughts into my own career... Why? Because and only becaus i knew my mum is going to threaten me.. After all the tuiotion i paid you dare say you want to ---- yes that is going to be the answer. I have no freedom to choose. Actually, I don't think i ever had.. Maybe at times, but this time, I some how knew the answer.

But what can I do? It is not like I can say no and do what I want because I couldn't! Owhkay peopl sorry that you have to listen(or read literally) what I rant... But now I'm just in pure confusion...

Gopeng here I come!!! Nature awaits for my call!!!!!


Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Of Accelerators, Brakes and Clutches 6(Finale)

Thanks peeps for tuning in throughout my driving learning curve, your advices were great and they made strong enough to face the hardships i went through failing my bukit and passing it finally...

so just wanna tell you guys, that me, Binn, has finally passed my P license test on 2nd March 2009, 0945 hours in the Safety Driving Circuit, PJ hahaha~~ Round of Applause!!!!! so who wants a ride???

owh btw, i don't deal with CLUTCHES ANYMORE!!!! Why? Cause my family is smart enough to get all auto cars instead of manual as we want to save time and the hassle... haha so bye bye clutch and hello, full time brakes~

im so not going to miss the circuit.. i hate going there every morning to practice and see the same ol ah pek staring at me driving.. though sine times there are leng chai and leg lui there for yuet to salivate and for me to wink at~ but i think my face always plurge with oil when driving coz its so hot there... owh well....

Bukit, parking an three point turn, sayonara~~~~

Have to see the doctor again to remove my patc and hope i can get my P license asap... those who wants a ride around subang jaya, sign you comment then~

last post on Of Accelrators,Brakes and Clutches ends here, may we NOT meet again~



Quote of the day:
Leo: You have murdered a man Phoebe.
Phoebe: How am I suppose to kill a man? Premondition him to death? My powers are passive for crying out loud!!!


Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Men's best friend, sometimes the other way round~

The pictures speak for me now... owh well i had to protect my bitch from another bitch, to be specific, my neighbour and also my senior back in secondary school's bitch, Lucky i think. Owh... there are even jealousy between bitches, because my Hachi have more freedom and friends than Lucky does.... and she bit her for it, and not to forget, me.




Yeap, that is the bite...
my whole pants got ripped off like a rapist would have done, it was my favourite slacks!!! see my blood?
thanks to doc Leo, i have patch on my right thigh~

so crap i did while bored to death while working
and the moto moto's cover~

And thanks to this, i couldn't walk to work now... owh well, i can start 2mr anyway, just to take off my patch~


Thats for today, so long peeps~

PS: thanks for the advices on the previous post peeps, love you guys... and some curious personnels did asked on who was the fella, i thinki will tell it when i am ready... though i cant say i am now.....



Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn