KZB on Rumah Rehat Adeline,Gopeng,Perak

Owhkay it was suppose to be a soul-searching trip but holla! The place was a die for, to soothe the mind and not exactly the place to soul-search, but to bond. It was a 2 days 1 night package, which we got i think its the Kampung Hut Package

which cost us rm98++ per person for 1 breakfast, 2 lunch, one dinner and one supper.

and trust me, the whole is worth more than it cost, seriously the owner can charge a lot more with the current state of the place but she is literally enjoying her life, so she need not to raise the cost, haha.

It was Jer Renn who asked me to tag along with his family, and thank goodness, we get to have our OWN room instead of sleeping in a same cubicle with his parents and aunt, imagine THAT but we were still under the same roof though...(being LAME)

it took us around 4 hours to reach the place, with some side tracks along the way. We stopped at Rawang or was it Serendah first to have our breakfast, curry mee again, not as good as we have in Subang though but since it was a treat, i just have to bear with it then.

Next stop was Kampung Orang Asli Lata Kinjang where we explored the Waterfall and it was truly Magnificent. The strong momentum of the current gushing down its geographical latitude is exquisitely the best melody of nature. The jade green lush of plants is spectacularly the scenery to boost you eyesight back to its natural state, sadly i didn't have the time to make those stares back there... so enough with the talk picture time!!!

That very sign~

how's my photography skill? haha it was using my phone's VGA cam though but owh well...

Thank goodness this bridge had been able to support my weight.. if not i will die gushed away by the current~~~>.< Owh... Magnificio~
Jakun enough,(jakun meaning barbaric) i took a picture of a rooster~~~

so what can we do there? we enjoy life!!!(tan sai gai in cantonese) literally!!! There is no telecommunication means once you step through the banner so no one can reach you, call you, message you or 3G you... so if you want a life out of the daily hustle of the urbs, this is one stop you should always come and try.


the ambience, its ok and quite well taken care of, as there aren't MUCH muddy spots, other than the one which i need to open up my legs wide like a woman in labour>.<, to cross after it rains... the environment is actually very refreshing as its covered in vegetations, and the sound of water flushing down the dam was indeed loud, enough to cover up the snores(ZZZZ) of the uncles from the room beside ours(me and jer renn)
that pile of mud~~~~
from where we sit~~

great view~

the facilities, for a place which is situated in a forest, im telling you its like staying in a 5 star hotel!!!(metaphorically) the rooms were cozy and just nice for two, as the rays of dawn piercing through the edges of the wooden hut to wake you up, and the whistling wind of the night seeping through the cracks of the lines in the hut to put you into sleep.

Do not even bother to ask about having bed because they only have thin films of "tilam"(i dont remember the english name of it so screw it~~) for the night. Since you want to approach nature, ditch the half metres-thick feathered cuboid... And its really cold in the morning too!!! And Adeline was nice enough to provide us the blankets which reminds me of my grandmother's sewings.
our shoe rack~

when i was relaxing~

out bed sheets and blankets~

the rumah nangka~
our HUT~~~ nice right?we were staying in the last right corner~
owh the dam which brought me to sleep by covering the SSTM of the room beside, SSTM stands for Super Snoring Tension Meditation according to uncle Wong~ darn funny uncle~
where we hung out stuffs, see jer renn's sexy red bottom? hahaha

one camwhoere picture... wonder why were we in the yellow mood~~~>.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_8xIPOfX1em0/SbU2wMjWWnI/AAAAAAAAAtQ/_AQRYRpml8E/s1600-h/09-03-09_1303.jpg">
the activities, not much comment because they COST and its only me and Jer Renn, but you can check them out in here so you will know what i mean.. but we spent our time playing Sirami though~ it was like some maths game which me and Jer Renn did enjoy a lot~~~ we are getting on set of ourselves now~

Owh yeah, we did hit the waterfall, though but i wasn't prepared with equipments.. so i only felt the water instead of playing in it... but the adults enjoyed it well though, by flaunting their sexy thighs and , well sexy , uhm , trunks?

after the waterfall , there was rain~~~
under the rain~~~~ jer renn busy walking when i busy snapping~~

sexay uncle wong~~~
wish i could have went IN there~~

so overall:::::

food: 9.5/10.0
facility:9.5/10.0
activites:6.5/10.0
ambience:8.0/10.0
environment:8.0/10.0

average:8.3/10.0 all to my own preferences though... for a stay, it is real good~~
well if ya ever wanna go, just go to the website to check it out~~~

wrapping up, guess who is doing the sexy stunt~


Swithering away,
Kurozakuea-Binn

Another turning point of life

Went throught a little conversation with my friend back few days, and now I'm just in pure confusion. Everyone has made their decision, and here I am hanging half way through... Honestly, I had only found out the reason i had desired scholarships since forever...

Not for myself, but the sole reason which is not to take my parents money, enabling them to threaten me later on in life that they had paid for my education. You may think that i'm such a bastard to think so, but you have not been me for the past 18 years, and i doubt even my family had any thoughts about it.

I had always been the odd one out. Everyone learns piano, but i don't. Everyone gets to learn and master their sports, but i don't. Everyone loves hokkien, but i don't. I have just identify that i'm no common with my family. A bit of self-centeredness but that is the fact.


I don't want to stay under one roof anymore. I don't want to be the handyman just because I'm the eldest son. I don't want to be the one who has to fix every single damn thing in my house. It's like I have to know every single pieces of matter in every inches of my house!

And that was the reason, I had always wanted a scholarship. I'm not that filial to think to save money for my parents. I'm just thinking of myself. Yes. I am. Why? Because I'm sick and tired of what my family is putting me into...

Gosh! What have I done? I have to consider my mum's opinion towards my future career instead of my own! I can't put MY thoughts into my own career... Why? Because and only becaus i knew my mum is going to threaten me.. After all the tuiotion i paid you dare say you want to ---- yes that is going to be the answer. I have no freedom to choose. Actually, I don't think i ever had.. Maybe at times, but this time, I some how knew the answer.

But what can I do? It is not like I can say no and do what I want because I couldn't! Owhkay peopl sorry that you have to listen(or read literally) what I rant... But now I'm just in pure confusion...

Gopeng here I come!!! Nature awaits for my call!!!!!


Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Of Accelerators, Brakes and Clutches 6(Finale)

Thanks peeps for tuning in throughout my driving learning curve, your advices were great and they made strong enough to face the hardships i went through failing my bukit and passing it finally...

so just wanna tell you guys, that me, Binn, has finally passed my P license test on 2nd March 2009, 0945 hours in the Safety Driving Circuit, PJ hahaha~~ Round of Applause!!!!! so who wants a ride???

owh btw, i don't deal with CLUTCHES ANYMORE!!!! Why? Cause my family is smart enough to get all auto cars instead of manual as we want to save time and the hassle... haha so bye bye clutch and hello, full time brakes~

im so not going to miss the circuit.. i hate going there every morning to practice and see the same ol ah pek staring at me driving.. though sine times there are leng chai and leg lui there for yuet to salivate and for me to wink at~ but i think my face always plurge with oil when driving coz its so hot there... owh well....

Bukit, parking an three point turn, sayonara~~~~

Have to see the doctor again to remove my patc and hope i can get my P license asap... those who wants a ride around subang jaya, sign you comment then~

last post on Of Accelrators,Brakes and Clutches ends here, may we NOT meet again~



Quote of the day:
Leo: You have murdered a man Phoebe.
Phoebe: How am I suppose to kill a man? Premondition him to death? My powers are passive for crying out loud!!!


Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Men's best friend, sometimes the other way round~

The pictures speak for me now... owh well i had to protect my bitch from another bitch, to be specific, my neighbour and also my senior back in secondary school's bitch, Lucky i think. Owh... there are even jealousy between bitches, because my Hachi have more freedom and friends than Lucky does.... and she bit her for it, and not to forget, me.




Yeap, that is the bite...
my whole pants got ripped off like a rapist would have done, it was my favourite slacks!!! see my blood?
thanks to doc Leo, i have patch on my right thigh~

so crap i did while bored to death while working
and the moto moto's cover~

And thanks to this, i couldn't walk to work now... owh well, i can start 2mr anyway, just to take off my patch~


Thats for today, so long peeps~

PS: thanks for the advices on the previous post peeps, love you guys... and some curious personnels did asked on who was the fella, i thinki will tell it when i am ready... though i cant say i am now.....



Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

That dirty little chinese secret

最近又再胡思乱想乐，搞不好之后会患上精神错裂。看到朋友们一步一步地走向人生的分叉路，不禁地打了冷震。自己又在想什么呢？到底我会走向哪边呢？医科与 媒体，倆拥有各自的特色和利弊，但打从心里我又对哪个领域的倾向会较强呢？？想到这点，脑里常常在打仗，心里也不断地唤起了自相矛盾的念头，天啊！！！我 怎么那么乱啊？？？？？？ＳＰＭ成绩在３月１２号就揭晓了，希望i到时候真的可以好好朝向生活目标前进吧。

另一方面，在胡思乱想中，也对自己的性倾向渐渐地涌起了疑心。我，到底会有可能变成同性恋吗？？？　说真的，十年前我可能说是喜欢女生但被十年的肥仔生活的概念与摧残下，我发现，就算我终于有了标准男孩的身体，我还是留下了童年的阴影，到了今天，也不敢与女生谈上一场恋爱。

我变了。

我害怕被伤害，而变。
我害怕被批评，而变。
我害怕被拒绝，而变。

或许是曾经被伤害，或许已放弃，我知道想和一个女生在一起是对自己的背叛。

不知不觉，我发现，我与女生，除了好朋友之外，再也不可能发展到下个阶段。

对。我有女友陪伴我，但是，在他的手下，哪怕只有一句“你还好吧？”也足于让我整天心花怒放。

为什么？

我到了这刻也不断地在责问我。就算想发展，也是禁断的感情。

应该是中三起，我已对他留下了深刻的应像。说起来，还蛮怀念与他发诳的日子。到了中五，与他共处一室，更常瞪住他的背影，好让他回头答复我的眼神。

老实说，他是蛮厉害放电的，而我就是“被电者”排名第一的。

但我们都算是好友，在一起时日子也不会过得尴尬。与他相处，就好像每天都在过情人节一样。

虽然我知道他只当我是朋友，心中的思念并不会消失。而我，也傻傻地支持他所作的一切。

就算为了把他和另一个女友撮合，我也己所不为，毕竟，喜欢一个人，只为了让他开心。

只要他笑，我的心里也开放着欢喜。

想起来，总觉得自己还蛮变态的。

到了今天，大家都还在问我，交了女友吗？我都不会回答，因为，我对自己的性倾向是一窍不通的。

也许我还有结婚的机会；也许，我还在等着他来接受我。

如果读者们读了这段稿，对我会有极大的改观的说，我为有说，我看错了你。

Of the personality test

Assertive

You behave in a confident and forceful manner, take charge of the situation, raise your hand in class, stand up for what you think is right, and lead others.

You are not interested in fading into the woodwork, leaving everything to fate, taking more time than necessary to accomplish a task, or avoiding confrontation.

Among those who have a high score on the "assertive" trait, many have jobs in which they are valued for their organizational skills as well as their talent for supervising others.

Sympathetic

You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.

You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.

Buttoned-Down

You like to know that everything is in its place; it's somehow empowering to know that the world around you is neat and organized. For you, schedules and timelines are great ways to stay on track, and mowing down the items on your "to do" list is a source of happiness.

You do not believe that a clean, orderly desk is the sign of a person who doesn't have enough to do; you don't thrive on a sense of personal anarchy.

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

Tender

You are gentle with others, both physically and emotionally. You are careful not to upset people and go out of your way to find the nicest way to say something. You naturally focus on the fact that the world is full of wonderful people, places, and things.

You don't think of yourself as tough-minded or gruff, nor do you need to be seen as some kind of objective source of truth and rationality.

More often than not, people with a high score on the "tender" trait enjoy spending time with children, love romantic movies, and are enthusiastic about making the world a better place.

Empathetic

You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.

You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.

Emotional

You let it all hang out, and those around you always know what you're going through.

You are not isolated from your emotions; no one would call you "cold-blooded," or even "cool as a cucumber."

Passionate

You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.

You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

Creative

You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss.

You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.

People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.

i think i really have to agree with most of the traits up there, the first 3 traits were my OUTSHINE traits, so peeps, are they?

Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Mokia and Zamsung?

Working in Hei Tech Ville, 8th Floor, Room number 2 for 2 days have been quite interesting. Well, at least my superior is super cool... He lets us off earlier which is like just 30 minutes only, but i don't think any other places do that. And he had also explained plenty Secrets of ELECTRONICS..

Which is better? Mokia, Zamsung, ELJee, Notorollia, or Zony Berickzone? Well,actually he said Zamsung is the best so far, considering everything now... Me and my friend who worked there together doubted Zamsung's capability but after some brain-washing from Mr Yong, we agreed to this statement...

Mokia, the 1st choice of people in the world, because of their low cost and user-friendly function, but one thing is, Mokia uses components made of harmful radiating substances, so Yong's friends who visited the factory of Mokia in Qhina never ever want to use Mokia again... and i was intimidated too hahaha...

And Zony B, the sound system doesn't meet the standard and may cause ear cancer due to the radiation also, as Zony B was once banned also, according to Iong...

So, the last option around would be Zamsung, as it is the 2nd place, after Mokia , following by I-phone..

Owhkay.,.. now im confused again coz he IS a pro, and trust me he can twist and turn electronics and codes of phone, computers and electronics like crazy, and all the problems he came up with, maybe i should give Zamsung a shot, since i can call him anytime for FREE repair service, if he is nice enough....

sooo... more info feed on phones and electronics dude, PS: i know some of the phone codes now and i can hack into ur deleted videos, files, messages and musics in your phones and pcs... muahahahaha,,,, dont let me catch u RED HEE-ANDED~~~

Thats all peeps!!!

Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Hired again

Owhkay finally my status is updated to "EMPLOYED" again, owh well, after these whole month of stay-at-home-and-rot after chinese newy year, i have successfully put in a few more kilos (OH MY EFFING GODDDDDDDDD!!!!!)

well, no use crying over spilt milk, time to get serious and start putting up the diet plan again.. and back to hired, i will be working in Menara Hi-Tech just beside Segi College subang starting tomorrow as a software downloader... if you guys out there ever wanna yam cha with me, you can call me up and we can meet in summit~~` Starbucks is gud enough mmuahahahahahahha...

rm 5 per hour, worth the trouble, but the real trouble is the tranposrt of getting there, anyone wants to let me hitch hike to summit?

one last joke before i wrap up:

girl: mum what is a penis?
mum: penis is a something you will have once you become a good girl.
girl: what if i becomes a bad girl?
mum: then you will have a lot of penises!

dumb, but at least you are laughing~

Swithering away,
Kurozakura-Binn

Of Accelerators, Brakes And Clutches 5

Yes i have passed on the road test with having some tea with my examiners but my bukit was a downer.... yes i have failed... trying next monday~~~

honestly it was the freakin cars!!!! Malaysia is too poor to have good quality cars for exams... the hand brake of my car was litterally crushed i can even see the spring!!! And fuck those examiners... that fat ass... ask me to do again..... my second time was a real fucked up ass cause ya know what? the accelerators coudln't be felt!!! and i mati engine when i was heading upwards... I was trying to go slow, but too bad the fucking car mati on the way...

owh welll done nagging time to be nagged~~

Swithering Away.
Kurozakura-Binn

Of Accelerators, Brakes And Clutches 4

Okay, This might be the 2nd last posts on my driving lessons, and gosh I am obsessed to get this posts done by next monday, because I'm having my P License EXAM!!!!!! Tomorrow, 6.30 a.m. I will have to start shivering of fear, because it have been 3 months since I had sat for an exam, again...

But that would be for tomorrow's post, what is interesting was yesterday. Guess what? I went for driving lessons with Yuet and May Zhen. Since MZ was only having her 3rd time, she was with Mr Ting, so me and Yuet the PROs(so to speak) went with ourselves. So we did the basics, Bukitting, 3 Point Turn and also Parking. We both did splendid jobs on those, until yuet got a little panicky and I tagged on panicking.

It was bukitting, and yuet was trying to go down the slope.What was stupid is that she "mati-enjin" meaning the car's engine died off(direct translation) when she was half way going down the slope. As a panicking pair, Yuet was busy restarting while I automatically pulled the Hand BRake.

As result, the 140 kg load pulled down to the gravity with a loud "SHREKKKKKKK" sound when I pulled the hand brake. And Yuet was like, "Ooi!!!! Don't pull lar! I started the engine already!!!" but deaf me who only Obeserve instead of listen ignored. As she released the hand brake, the car started moving freaking fast and I pulled the HBrake again because it was kinda "jam" after the slope cause everyone is doing parking also. And there goes another "SHREKKKKK" session...

So, next was parking. Yuet kinda stumbled and knocked down a "ti-ang" and I had to picked up for her. And that was when she spotted a "leng-chai" behind us. She was happy yet embarassed. We said sorry to the guy with a wave and continued with 3 point turn.

And the whole day, yuet was obssessed in "bumping" into the leng chai, luckily she didn't mean it literally or its De-Ja-Vu for me, referring to *my first accident* to know more..

Later on we went for On-the-road syllabus, which is a migrain coz we need to memorize the route.... nonsense... but anyway... its only gonna be one day, and ader bagi duit kopi sikit so hope can pass with a breeze....

After my P, i will be free and I can hunt down every pastry shop I can find in Subang Jaya and also every Fitness First everyday to "re-build" mua body ~~~ muahahahahaha


and SPM results is near the corner... hope I can score well~


Swithering Away,
Kurozakura-Binn