Thursday, October 29, 2009

Buffetting : Time and tide

I've just flipped through the Taylors College's annual organizer today, only to realize that I'm running our of time.

It's going to be November in 2 days' time, and I'm facing the largest turning point by next December 5th, and January 5th.

I'm wonder if I have what it takes though.


Chemistry and Maths is still running along well enough, though my scores dropped drastically for Maths, when I've actually done the practice with a tuition teacher's help.

Pathetic I know, but still.

December is going to be one hectic month.

I am going to have half of the month for traveling and food, with only half left for studies.

Gosh, totaling the time I have till 23 January,

that would be approximately 2 months left.

Another 7 chapters of Biology to complete.

Funny though, is it the impact form my high school certificate, or is it that I have less interest in my favourite subject for 2 years long.

Biology is no longer now in my top list, where as Chemistry tops everything off the list.


Anyway, need to get back to sleep.

Got my toes off its hook, have no idea how to put words into this, but to conclude:

FUCKING PAINFUL.

PS: Indulging in Go Go Sentai Boukenger~ Red and Blue looks really good and hot!

Pink and Yellow are both cool and cute, its just Black who needs a constant kick in his ass for being an annoyance.


Zany Zephyr

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Buffetting : International Booty Call

Got that off Charmed anyway.

She replied. Though Nana didn't

Mayo replied my email.

Guess I'm quite obsessed with the Japanese girls anyway.

But I think my classmates passed through obsessed to desperate.

Who knows how else it is going to affect them.

Anyway, this reminded me of my old plans to further my studies in Japan.


Can I still make it?

One thing is definite.

I have responsibilities now.

If I had ever leave, can I bear allowing my family to take good care of my bitch?

She is like my own daughter.

Anything which happens to her can be real devastating.

I remembered her getting knocked down by a car before.

I cried the whole night, without knowing if she is going to leave me.

7 years in Japan.

I might only have one more year with her back in Malaysia.

Yet, the point now is to grab my time and study.

And also replying Mayo's email! hahahaha... evil me.

Well, back to completing my General Paper homework, then study a lil on Biology.


Finished Tokusou Sentai Dekaranger, it was a real good show.


Well, that's that.

Zany Zephyr

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Buffetting : Shrunken

Had my routine sports today, dealt with lots of balls.

Squash balls, lots of boys' balls, and lastly,

A 30 years old malay man's ball.

I never had the pleasure of seeing someone just have his ball shrinking right in front of my eyes.

Don't get any fantasies, I din't mean it literally alright.

He was leading the game, because I was focusing on driving the ball back to the wall, but obviously I wasn't doing good enough.

Worst part, my legs won't move.

I have no idea, maybe I got traumatized from yesterday's fright, till the extend I still couldn't get over today.


He was leading and smiling his way off.

While I was depressed and kept quiet throughout the game.

Nevertheless, I prevailed.


I got the serve.


I smacked damn hard.


10 times harder than my normal serves when I was playing with him earlier.


BAM!!


3 serves, and he stopped.

I remembered his words clearly.

"Ah.. Tak boleh lah.. Macam mana nak main begini. Tak boleh lah!!!!"
(Cannot lar. How to play. Cannot lar...."

Clearly his balls shrunk right after my 3 power serves.


Coward.


So you can have fun driving me around, when I can't smack the ass out of your guts?


Wantans...

Wanna know why I named them this?

Because, they are wrapped up all the time like wantan, and they have pork in the dough, like themselves, PIGS.

No offense to the youngsters. This guy is around 30 to 40 years old.


He can have interval rests, during a game.


If he hadn't get to rest, I would have been the one sending him running around like a mad boar.


Malays. They are pigs. They are cowards. They just wait and enjoy.

Typical ones.

Stereotyping I know, but all the more reasons to point it out.

ISA what ever... most I can do is privatize the blog.


Anyway, glad to know I can scare him off.


With my strength.


Youngsters, next time at least give it a try.


Zany Zephyr




Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Buffetting : Eastern Godwind

Their presence wasn't quite noticed until I started panicking due to the unsuspected last minute changes, so to speak, SMKSS17 does best in this, all hail last minute circumstances.


Yet, I pulled myself together and braced with the flow.
Thanks Princess Rowie for being there throughout the storm! I would have collapsed without her along the way!


Obviously I need to study further for my language, seeing how sucky it was and the gravity of laugh I've obtained when I was speaking.

I did have fun.

I had fun being the translator and all.

I had fun speaking to them, making them having the "OWH!! I understand this guy!" look.

I had fun knowing Mayo and Nana-chan, as they were really nice to me and their partners, Hooi Ling and Yi Won.


I may not get the most popular girls and guys as my partner, nor did I have one, Yi Won and Hooi Ling was really nice and hostile by allowing me to join them as their comrade and translator.


The bamboo dance was a hit. Obviously our friends from the East didn't have the experience with this before.

Same goes to our traditional Tatoo, Inai , which was the most popular craft among the visitors.
Guess having a cool disposable tattoo is still an alternative for the pricking and ink-filling through your skin type.



I ran around with my new LOMO!!!!!


Haha the visitors were so amazed by my ability to get the Decade Pink BBF and snapping pictures all the way..

"Decade no Kamera? Sugoi!!!" was like a must catch phrase for everyone who saw me with the BBF.

Anyways, I came to a conclusion that the girls are much more sporting than the guys, seeing most of the guys were really, I mean really cool. In the sense that they wouldn't share their emai, so I was quite disappointed though...
The one on the left side, is the most popular guy among our school girls... The one on the most right was really cute too! He was the first one who asked me for sepak takraw.
I asked from the most popular/handsome guy from Yamato Nishi High School, but the only respond he gave was "eh?"

Guess I should have just gave him pen and paper and say, "Kae! Email wo."


Its ok... I can live without boys, girls will do fine, or better.

One thing was for sure, they loved sepak takraw.

The way they pronounced it was so cool!!!! And they were really cute when they asked for the sepak takraw!

Dang, I forgot to take a picture of them playing!

Never mind, the bamboo dance will do fine.

Malaysia do have something , traditionally favourable to our friends from the East.

Never said this in SMKSJ before but, proud to be Malaysian, where our diversity of cultures is trruly cherished in SMKSS17. Bravo.

Now, one and only bamboo dance by the hot hunks of Yamato Nishi High School:


Monday, October 19, 2009

Buffetting : New Toy

Finally, the wait is over. My new toy has arrived.





Black Bird Fly Decade Pink, a limited edition due to the popular demand from the market, Super Headz decided to manufacture another 1000 sets of this babe, along with a very special treat:
They have the super cool leather-strap! comes together with the toy-cam!!!!

haha, for collectors and cosplayers out there, you should have gotten this man, especially Kamen Rider fans, this Cam is like a must in your display wardrobe.


Alright, that was an update, will further the post when I have more time and pictures taken from the Cam itself.


Any rate, the Japanese are arriving our school tomorrow.

My last and grandest event in SMKSS17!


Wish me luck peeps and there will be photos, promise.


Zany Zephyr

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Buffetting : Standing by the side lines

Were you ever the person who stood right in front of the battlefield?

Have you ever took part in any events or projects in your alma mater?

Or normally you would just stay by the side line?


Honestly. being the person in charge ain't as glorious as everyone sees.

I've been holding such immense power once in my life, and it was real tiring.


Yes the experience is noble and coveted.


But the pain and stress something is just unbearable.


Worse, the party who intended to take part, stands by the side line, watch you scum and they takes the pride.

That is what making the person who stands at the front line gets even more upset than ever.



I believe in will. I have proved it to myself long time ago, and I still believe in it.


If you don't even bother to have the will to take part, why even be part of it anyway?



So, I've decided.


This event is going to be the last event I will be taking part and holding responsible in this compound.


Anyway, I will be heading off somewhere next February, so no hard feelings there.


I'm going to stand by the side lines.

And lead my life.

My original motive when I had stepped into this school grounds.



Back to Xanadu.

I've decided to also let things go by its course.

I have no control in anything by now.

If the majority says cool, who am I to say lame?


there was another thought. Might as well just ditch it.

Since it doesn't make much difference anyway.



I have doing that a lot lately. It's like a routine now, but I've never regretted them.

It's my life, I've learned to accept and move on.


Rambles huh? Yea I know.


20th October is coming soon. I wonder if I have what it takes to be on the stage. Hopefully I don't fumble and go "GAGA" literally on the metallic-tabled stage.

did I mention that my school "recycles" EVERYTHING?

They can cut up wooden tables to make chairs and stools.

The can arrange a whole lot of used metallic tables and make a stage out of them.

Talk about innovation, but I don't think a stage should be made that way.

Insurance may not be claimed that way.

Well, I'm no insurance agent so comments restricted...






じゃ日本語で書かなければ上手に成れないな!

皆と一生に行かないほうがいいの思うん。

だって、自分は大切じゃなくて、うちで勉強したらいいな!

じゃ、もう少し考えて、答える

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Buffetting : The 4th Dimension.

I survived.

Honestly, she was real great. I was expecting a non-dramatical lady instead.

Although I haven't completed Halliday and Resnick's exercise, thank goodness I've at least assured myself with Advanced Physics.

Today, I never felt this surge of excitement in a physics class before in my life.


Guess getting this teacher was a correct step.

From velocities to acceleration then to forces and normal force to energy, we mentioned about the 4th dimension.


It is not exactly what we think, the 4th dimension ain't the ghostly plane, but its the plane which time do not exist.


Time never exist. It is born when people couldn't see themselves in other dimensions.



Our life time is like a corridor with different rooms.


Right now, there may be some other Tempuses doing some other thing in their different ages. There may be also another plane where the same aged Tempus might be enjoying his life as a rich man's son or something.

But.


The equations proven were yet to be applied yet.


Who ever had succeeded in doing so truly will see things in so much other perspectives.


When Miss Ng Pek Har explained all these in the 3 houred class, I finally understood something.


Something which I couldn't put in words nor feelings.


It's like a hunch, but my head somehow knew its what I really need to understand and know by now.


I need to know that I am in thirst of knowledge, and I need the knowledge to make a significant difference to the society.


Be it electrons or human across the plane, I want to do something BIG.



Reality check.



3 months will determine my faith and my fate.


February 2010 will be my judgement point.


Shall I have proceed with my planned direction,

Or to fumble into the sail I've set this June.


I need to make this difference.


I demand an amount of respect back to myself again.


I must make this work.



So, seeing this I must hit back to STPM and SAT chemistry...


Thermochemistry was really easy and fun.


Organic chemistry is what I truly need to know and master. Hopefully this 3 months I may be able to hold strong and make a difference in my life.


Mind, body , soul, together.


Zany Zephyr

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Buffetting : Looking out




Woohoo~~~ Nailed a few chemistry practices... All Hail Chemistry!!!! I loved this subject so much nowadays, I'm sure I will do very fine in my pharmacy degree in the near future, not to mention my glorious upcoming career!!!

Anyway, I've just spotted on of my senior's brother's wee wee yesterday in the shower room after squash,

Not a feeling.

Maybe because I wasn't wearing my glasses? You've got to admit, some of these people are real open when it comes to shower room and they just show everything they've got.

But I put it later on and I found that I was avoiding my contact with IT.


Hopefully my orientation is going back to its course, though I still find vagina a little gross for me now, after the operation theatre incident.


Funnyly, I had always thought Jen Lye as a hard-to-approach guy, only to find out he is as passionate and friendly like his sister later on. We actually had topics to discuss about and he was really nice.


Sometimes its just a matter of us to say "Hi" to people and start getting to know them on the spot.

"Hi" is such a powerful word huh?


Discussed with my parents, they were real glad that I took the initiative to pick up SAT, and is willing to pay for it.

So now I have to do my job by scoring my SAT well, both paper 1 and paper 2. Hopefully I can apply for TOEFL as soon as possible to make sure my entry to Monash or NUS is on smooth sail.

I won't let myself, or my parents down this time. Not a chance. Pharmacy, I am nailing this degree. By 30 shall be able to handle my Masters in Japan.


Wild target I know, but I'm thriving for it.


And back to my body. Gosh I've gained almost 10kg from my weight in earlier May. This is real bad.

Maybe its my diet? Or I didn't have enough exercise routine? I go for squash every week!


No no no something is real wrong here. I need to sort it out soon, very soon or my December "half-naked" snapping spree is gonna go poof.
I may not get this toned body by then yet, but hopefully my flabs are be goned...

Alright, I have procrastinate enough for the night, or day in this hour... time to whip up the jiff of Chemistry and head to bed...


PS: Maid is back. Liberty for Me!!!!



Zany Zephyr

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Buffetting : Waves Crazes

Just surfed through the Click Shop for some cameras...

If you are a vintage collector, you are gonna love this shop.

The fact that it is setup in Malaysia is really satisfying, though I need to go all the way to Mid Valley if I ever want to take a look in their concept store.


Anyway, looked through their item and I realized that I'm really into vintages!

Polaroid, it is truly amazing. This Instax mini 7 really had caught my eyes:

Ee Teng got a same model too, for 248 its a real deal!

Yet, for watching a little too much on Tokusatsu, this Decade Pink had also captured my attention:


Like I said, decade pink... limited edition of 1000 pieces over the globe!!! shall i get it? Can really sell for a haul for those crazy collectors!
The way they used the camera in the shows was amazing, though I doubt the images taken in the show are as normal as the ones in real life... There were definitely VFX in those images.


Well, the easily swayed nature of mine also spotted this little baby here: The Nico Digi:
1.3mega pixels yet small and handy... Japanese really like simple and sweet stuffs huh? I know... I can get some other better digi cams with the same price of 204, but it is soo cute! and so COOL! No bulky problems... but honestly, I think investing them on a camera phone is much worth the price.. Collection, maybe when I have earned my degree.


Light waves is one of the chapters I'm gonna need to study in STPM level physics... but its ok... I think I can skip it once I have got my SAT over with...



Which brings me back to studying... 3 months! Come one Tempus, 3 months of studying and body shaping!!! A brand new life awaits!


Zany Zephyr

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Buffetting : Flashbacks

Lately plenty of events comes swirling into my head.

Past events mostly, though there are few expected events, hopefully those will turn out well too.

He got a girl friend, finally.

It didn't went well with his previous, as both of them were quite, supposingly the term "shy" is applicable.

Well, since he has move on, time for me to move on too.

To not kept burden myself with my memories with him, nor any expectations or fantasies in the distant future.



And there were plans to have trips, to places where we can hunt down for specimens and immerse ourselves into the multi-ecosystemed biodiversity of Malaysia.

Honestly, I feel quite disgraced by the Malaysian Government, for not being able to preserve and appreciate our heritage , like how the foreigners, mostly the Whites appreciate it.

They amaze over the forests and lake, while we only preach for one, chop them down for cash.


True enough we are a developing country and deforestation for new settlement is crucial but hey, don't the ecosystem need its home too?


And there comes the news of chimps invading human's housing, and tigers roaming in the streets and also elephants rampaging over highways.


Government of Malaysia. Wake up.


Corruption can be prevented, if you pay everyone enough, trust me. Thats why Singapore is rocketting ahead of us.

Changing the syllabus back to BM(Bahasa Melayu)? hey, even Indonesia knows its time to move on.

Politicians, honestly speaking are given too much authority in our country, till the extend they are able to manipulate the police to cover up murders and deaths.



Anyway, how did ecosytem go to government services again?


Just finished some house chores.. @.@ waiting for next monday for mmy maid to turn up from Indonesia again.... 3 weeks of "maid"-ing, is no joke man... PIMPLE OUTBREAK!!!!!



Delayed again...


Once more, freed from maiding duties....


Gargh there goes my mood for blogging...

Anyway, Chemisty themochem,

Here I Come~~~

Zany Zephyr